2012/02/29 (Wed) Went to bed around 0:50. Slept from 1:30-6:00 (4.5 hrs).
At 1:20, a fit of my lower legs.
At 1:28, a fit of my left hand which was placed close to my stomach in my futon.
(Around 6:00 woke up with a pain in my left arm.)
At 8:00, an electric shock to my had + a fit of my head.
At 8:24, an e-shock to my head (stronger) + a fit of my head that shook my upper body.
Finished marking essays and writing wage reports in the afternoon and went out to send them to each branch around 14:30. Forgot things necessary to send them, returned home, and went out again. Came home around a little past 15:30.
Did house work and prepared for classes.
I hope everything is going well for you and everyone, f ... :)
2012年2月28日火曜日
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/28 (Tue) Went to bed around 0:30. Slept from 2:00-4:30 + 6:00-10:30 (2.5 + 4.5 hrs).
At 1:18, an electric shock to my head + the noise Goh.
Around 2:00, something woke me up.
At 4:30, a fit of my lower stomach (strong) that shook my whole body.
At 6:54, an e-shock to my head + a fit of my left leg.
I had no class today and stayed home all day. Did house work, made some class supplement, and marked some essays.
It’s around 19:00. I’m going out to make copies for my paperwork so that I can send marked essays and other papers to Funabashi and other schools tomorrow. I’ll go to the fast food restaurant to mark some more essays after making copies. (I think I have been feeling less sleepy and having less feeling of concussion since I started going out as often as possible.)
The rest of the record: Left home a little after 19:00,bought some goods, took copies, stayed at the fast food restaurant till about 21:50, bought food, and came home around a little after 22:00.
I went to the fast food restaurant today because I have made sure that I go there on Tuesdays.
Memo: I remembered that I said something that might be taken light-minded last Saturday. I chat with an American coworker at Yotusya before class every Saturday. Remembering the news article concerning AIJ losing pension money of Japanese people and telling so to him, I said, “Great, isn’t it?” Of course, I was sarcastic. I don’t think this is good news. Also, I am too poor to be directly affected by this incident, living a subsistence life, and thus I cannot be either happy or upset. I was just annoyed by the finding that the rouge company had used up the pension money of not only Americans but also Japanese. I just wonder why it is always people of middle and small businesses that lose money, not the rich who have enough extra money. I wonder if the AIJ seniors will get off without being arrested like those in America…(Now I realized that I had mistaken AIJ for AIG. First I misread AIJ for AIG and then told myself that I had mistaken AIG for AIJ. How stupid of me …)
At 1:18, an electric shock to my head + the noise Goh.
Around 2:00, something woke me up.
At 4:30, a fit of my lower stomach (strong) that shook my whole body.
At 6:54, an e-shock to my head + a fit of my left leg.
I had no class today and stayed home all day. Did house work, made some class supplement, and marked some essays.
It’s around 19:00. I’m going out to make copies for my paperwork so that I can send marked essays and other papers to Funabashi and other schools tomorrow. I’ll go to the fast food restaurant to mark some more essays after making copies. (I think I have been feeling less sleepy and having less feeling of concussion since I started going out as often as possible.)
The rest of the record: Left home a little after 19:00,bought some goods, took copies, stayed at the fast food restaurant till about 21:50, bought food, and came home around a little after 22:00.
I went to the fast food restaurant today because I have made sure that I go there on Tuesdays.
Memo: I remembered that I said something that might be taken light-minded last Saturday. I chat with an American coworker at Yotusya before class every Saturday. Remembering the news article concerning AIJ losing pension money of Japanese people and telling so to him, I said, “Great, isn’t it?” Of course, I was sarcastic. I don’t think this is good news. Also, I am too poor to be directly affected by this incident, living a subsistence life, and thus I cannot be either happy or upset. I was just annoyed by the finding that the rouge company had used up the pension money of not only Americans but also Japanese. I just wonder why it is always people of middle and small businesses that lose money, not the rich who have enough extra money. I wonder if the AIJ seniors will get off without being arrested like those in America…(Now I realized that I had mistaken AIJ for AIG. First I misread AIJ for AIG and then told myself that I had mistaken AIG for AIJ. How stupid of me …)
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/28 (Tue) Went to bed around 0:30. Slept from 2:00-4:30 + 6:00-10:30 (2.5 + 4.5 hrs).
At 1:18, an electric shock to my head + the noise Goh.
Around 2:00, something woke me up.
At 4:30, a fit of my lower stomach (strong) that shook my whole body.
At 6:54, an e-shock to my head + a fit of my left leg.
I had no class today and stayed home all day. Did house work, made some class supplement, and marked some essays.
It’s around 19:00. I’m going out to make copies for my paperwork so that I can send marked essays and other papers to Funabashi and other schools tomorrow. I’ll go to the fast food restaurant to mark some more essays after making copies. (I think I have been feeling less sleepy and having less feeling of concussion since I started going out as often as possible.)
The rest of the record: http://junglecrowsister.blogspot.com/2012/02/supersonicelectronic-weapon_2174.html
At 1:18, an electric shock to my head + the noise Goh.
Around 2:00, something woke me up.
At 4:30, a fit of my lower stomach (strong) that shook my whole body.
At 6:54, an e-shock to my head + a fit of my left leg.
I had no class today and stayed home all day. Did house work, made some class supplement, and marked some essays.
It’s around 19:00. I’m going out to make copies for my paperwork so that I can send marked essays and other papers to Funabashi and other schools tomorrow. I’ll go to the fast food restaurant to mark some more essays after making copies. (I think I have been feeling less sleepy and having less feeling of concussion since I started going out as often as possible.)
The rest of the record: http://junglecrowsister.blogspot.com/2012/02/supersonicelectronic-weapon_2174.html
Class Supplement, TOEFL Essay, Integrated Writing Sample Answer 41
A Sample Introduction/Conclusion of the Summary
The speaker dismisses the suspicion that someone else wrote the literary works attributed to Shakespeare and thoroughly refutes the points the writer makes by providing the facts that make it self-explanatory that they are groundless.
「導入」及び「結論」のポイント：
課題文に”…, making sure to explain how they refute the ideas put forth by the writer.”「筆者が出した考えをどのように論駁しているかをきちんと説明しなさい。」とあるので、論駁の程度・方法について述べる必要があると思います。
今回のListening Sectionは、Writing Sectionの主張について、”do not have any arguments that cannot be easily dismissed” ｢簡単に無視できない（取り上げるに足る、まともな）議論が皆無である。｣と言っており、１００％否定する立場をとっています。従って、”The speaker totally opposes the idea of the writer.” 「話し手は筆者の考えに完全に反対している。」の様な強い表現を使うとよいと思います。上記の例では、”dismiss” ｢とりあわない｣を使っています。
また、筆者の各論点に対する反論の仕方ですが、どれも更なる反論の余地のない根拠を挙げています。
♦論点１ 教育： 学校教育を受けた記録がない。
⇔ 当時はシェイクスピアだけでなく全ての人の学校教育の記録がない。
♦論点２ 知識： 作品中の歴史・海外の知識は一般人のシェイクスピアには得られなかったはず。
⇔ 作品中の海外の知識は一般教養レベル。海外経験のある人たちが帰国後、知識を一般人のあいだに広めた。
♦論点３ 階級： 高等教育を受けた海外経験豊富な上級貴族にしかあれらの作品をかけたはずがないので、一般人であったシェイクスピアは作者ではあり得ない。
⇔ 作品中に多数ある古典関連の大きなミスは高い教養が身に着いた人にはやろうと思ってもできないミスなので、逆にシェイクスピアの様な貴族ではない人が書いた可能性が高い。
従って、”by pointing out the facts that clearly show that the writer’s points are wrong”「筆者の論点が間違っていること明示する事実を指摘することによって」のような言い方で反論の仕方を説明できると思います。上記の例では、”thoroughly refutes”「徹底的に論駁する」、”by providing the facts that make it self-explanatory that they are groundless”「それら（筆者の論点）に根拠がないことが自明である事実を提供することによって」としています。
The speaker dismisses the suspicion that someone else wrote the literary works attributed to Shakespeare and thoroughly refutes the points the writer makes by providing the facts that make it self-explanatory that they are groundless.
「導入」及び「結論」のポイント：
課題文に”…, making sure to explain how they refute the ideas put forth by the writer.”「筆者が出した考えをどのように論駁しているかをきちんと説明しなさい。」とあるので、論駁の程度・方法について述べる必要があると思います。
今回のListening Sectionは、Writing Sectionの主張について、”do not have any arguments that cannot be easily dismissed” ｢簡単に無視できない（取り上げるに足る、まともな）議論が皆無である。｣と言っており、１００％否定する立場をとっています。従って、”The speaker totally opposes the idea of the writer.” 「話し手は筆者の考えに完全に反対している。」の様な強い表現を使うとよいと思います。上記の例では、”dismiss” ｢とりあわない｣を使っています。
また、筆者の各論点に対する反論の仕方ですが、どれも更なる反論の余地のない根拠を挙げています。
♦論点１ 教育： 学校教育を受けた記録がない。
⇔ 当時はシェイクスピアだけでなく全ての人の学校教育の記録がない。
♦論点２ 知識： 作品中の歴史・海外の知識は一般人のシェイクスピアには得られなかったはず。
⇔ 作品中の海外の知識は一般教養レベル。海外経験のある人たちが帰国後、知識を一般人のあいだに広めた。
♦論点３ 階級： 高等教育を受けた海外経験豊富な上級貴族にしかあれらの作品をかけたはずがないので、一般人であったシェイクスピアは作者ではあり得ない。
⇔ 作品中に多数ある古典関連の大きなミスは高い教養が身に着いた人にはやろうと思ってもできないミスなので、逆にシェイクスピアの様な貴族ではない人が書いた可能性が高い。
従って、”by pointing out the facts that clearly show that the writer’s points are wrong”「筆者の論点が間違っていること明示する事実を指摘することによって」のような言い方で反論の仕方を説明できると思います。上記の例では、”thoroughly refutes”「徹底的に論駁する」、”by providing the facts that make it self-explanatory that they are groundless”「それら（筆者の論点）に根拠がないことが自明である事実を提供することによって」としています。
2012年2月27日月曜日
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/27 (Mon) Went to bed around 1:30. Slept from 1:40-6:10 + 8:30-10:30 (5 + 2 hrs).
At 1:32, an electric shock to my head + a fit of the top of my right leg.
At 1:35, an e-shock to my head + a fit.
At 1:38, an e-shock to my head (strong) + a big fit of my whole body.
At 8:10, an e-shock to my head
At 10:20, blinking geometric patterns in my eyes + pressure in the back of my eyes in sync with the blinking woke me up.
Had a class (17:00-18:40) at Shibuya. Left school around 19:00, came back to my station a little before 20:00, stayed at the fast food restaurant till a little before 22:00, bought food, and came back home a little before 22:30.
--- To f,
I hope you are fine and that everything is going well for you. :)
At 1:32, an electric shock to my head + a fit of the top of my right leg.
At 1:35, an e-shock to my head + a fit.
At 1:38, an e-shock to my head (strong) + a big fit of my whole body.
At 8:10, an e-shock to my head
At 10:20, blinking geometric patterns in my eyes + pressure in the back of my eyes in sync with the blinking woke me up.
Had a class (17:00-18:40) at Shibuya. Left school around 19:00, came back to my station a little before 20:00, stayed at the fast food restaurant till a little before 22:00, bought food, and came back home a little before 22:30.
--- To f,
I hope you are fine and that everything is going well for you. :)
2012年2月26日日曜日
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/26 (Sun) Went to bed around 1:00 Slept form 2:00-1:20-5:00 + 7:00-10:30 (0.5 + 2.5 + 3 hrs).
Around 1:30, a car-blast-like noise loud
At 2:20, a big fit of my whole body
At 2:31, 3-4 fits of my left leg.
Around 5:00, the game/car-like noise became louder and it hurt my eardrums, so in 30 minutes, I wore earmuffs.
Between 5:00 and 6:00, several e-shocks between my ears.
At 7:04, an e-shock between my ears (strong)
Sleepy but have recovered from cold. :)
Did house work, did a personally important thing in the afternoon, and did grocery shopping in the evening.
--- To f,
昨年（2011年）秋とその後何回か、あなたに向けて書いた文章があります。
以下の場所に保存したのでよかったら読んでください。（「f」とあるファイルは「もう一度話したい。」と言ったときに読んでもらおうと思って持っていたもので、仲直りできたら渡そうと思っていたものです。）
場所： SkyDrive: https://skydrive.live.com/?lc=1033 内のドキュメントファイル内
ログインのための
1) ID (メールアドレス)： friendswithwings@hotmail.com
2) パスワード： ＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊
パスワードについて：
１． 日本語と英語の組み合わせです。
２． 最初が日本語でローマ字の小文字6文字です。
３． 次が英語で大文字7文字です。
４． 最初の日本語は、昨年3月頃私が受け持っていた個別指導の生徒さんの志望学部について話していたときにf さんが言った言葉で、私はその言葉を長い間聞いたことがなかったので、すぐにぴんとこなくて、「そうですか。」としか反応できなかったのですが、もし、意味をすぐに思い出していれば、「fさんもその中にはいっているんじゃないですか？」などと返したかもしれません。
５． 二つ目の英語は、f さんが初めて（冗談で）私になんでもしてくださると言う事を見せてくださったときに、私が「＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊ですよね。」といったのですが、その言葉の後半です。
４．と５．はかなり印象深い会話だったし覚えてくださっていると思うのですが、昔の話過ぎて忘れていたらごめんなさい。
今なぜこんなことをするのかという点ですが、このまま会えなかった場合を考えて、今のうちに、こんなものがあることをお知らせしておいた方が読んでもらえる可能性が高いという気がなんとなくしたからです。（公表のようなことは何があってもしないのでその点は―気にしてないと思うけど―ご安心ください。）
Around 1:30, a car-blast-like noise loud
At 2:20, a big fit of my whole body
At 2:31, 3-4 fits of my left leg.
Around 5:00, the game/car-like noise became louder and it hurt my eardrums, so in 30 minutes, I wore earmuffs.
Between 5:00 and 6:00, several e-shocks between my ears.
At 7:04, an e-shock between my ears (strong)
Sleepy but have recovered from cold. :)
Did house work, did a personally important thing in the afternoon, and did grocery shopping in the evening.
--- To f,
昨年（2011年）秋とその後何回か、あなたに向けて書いた文章があります。
以下の場所に保存したのでよかったら読んでください。（「f」とあるファイルは「もう一度話したい。」と言ったときに読んでもらおうと思って持っていたもので、仲直りできたら渡そうと思っていたものです。）
場所： SkyDrive: https://skydrive.live.com/?lc=1033 内のドキュメントファイル内
ログインのための
1) ID (メールアドレス)： friendswithwings@hotmail.com
2) パスワード： ＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊
パスワードについて：
１． 日本語と英語の組み合わせです。
２． 最初が日本語でローマ字の小文字6文字です。
３． 次が英語で大文字7文字です。
４． 最初の日本語は、昨年3月頃私が受け持っていた個別指導の生徒さんの志望学部について話していたときにf さんが言った言葉で、私はその言葉を長い間聞いたことがなかったので、すぐにぴんとこなくて、「そうですか。」としか反応できなかったのですが、もし、意味をすぐに思い出していれば、「fさんもその中にはいっているんじゃないですか？」などと返したかもしれません。
５． 二つ目の英語は、f さんが初めて（冗談で）私になんでもしてくださると言う事を見せてくださったときに、私が「＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊ですよね。」といったのですが、その言葉の後半です。
４．と５．はかなり印象深い会話だったし覚えてくださっていると思うのですが、昔の話過ぎて忘れていたらごめんなさい。
今なぜこんなことをするのかという点ですが、このまま会えなかった場合を考えて、今のうちに、こんなものがあることをお知らせしておいた方が読んでもらえる可能性が高いという気がなんとなくしたからです。（公表のようなことは何があってもしないのでその点は―気にしてないと思うけど―ご安心ください。）
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/25 (Sat) Went to bed about 30 minutes before 0:00. Slept form 1:30-5:00 + 7:30-10:00 (3.5 + 2.5 hrs).
At 1:05, an electric shock to my head (strong).
At 1:07, e-shocks to my head (strong ) x 3.
From round 5:00, the game/car-like noise started to be heard.
Around 6:00, I wore earmuffs and a little after that, the game/car0like noise became louder.
From 6:00 to 7:28, several e-shocks to my head.
At 7:32,2 e-shocks to my head + fits, first, of my left sigh and, next, of my left arm.
Woke up to the alarm clock at 10:00.
Had classes from 13:30 to 19:15 at Yotsuya. Left school around 19:30, arrived at my station a little past 20:30, stayed at the fast food restaurant till a little before 22:00, bought food, and came home around 22:15.
At 1:05, an electric shock to my head (strong).
At 1:07, e-shocks to my head (strong ) x 3.
From round 5:00, the game/car-like noise started to be heard.
Around 6:00, I wore earmuffs and a little after that, the game/car0like noise became louder.
From 6:00 to 7:28, several e-shocks to my head.
At 7:32,2 e-shocks to my head + fits, first, of my left sigh and, next, of my left arm.
Woke up to the alarm clock at 10:00.
Had classes from 13:30 to 19:15 at Yotsuya. Left school around 19:30, arrived at my station a little past 20:30, stayed at the fast food restaurant till a little before 22:00, bought food, and came home around 22:15.
2012年2月24日金曜日
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/24 Went to bed around 0:46. Slept from 1:00-5:00 + 8:00-10:00 (4 + 2 hrs).
(I do not think this was a harassment; somebody was coughing hard in one of the rooms in my apartment building around 5:00 and I woke up.)
At, 6:45, an electric shock + a fit of my right leg.
At 6:51, the sound of a car door banging and a car quickly blasting away.
At 6:55, an e-shock to my head (shooting sensation).
At 7:20, an e-shock to my head + a fit of my right shoulder.
At 7:29, an e-shock to my head (strong) + a fit of my brain or head.
At 8:03, an e-shock to my head + a fit of the top of my right leg.
(Woke up to the alarm clock I had set at 10:00.)
Had a class (15:00-16:20) at Chofu. The class took one hour longer and I left the school around 17:30. Came home a little past 19:00. (Sorry I think I forgot to note the schedule change for today, if anyone was wondering why I started and finished the class much earlier today. The Tuesday student wanted to have a class early afternoon today and the Friday student did not book a class for today’s evening.)
I thought of dropping by the fast food restaurant at my station, but since I haven’t made sure that I go there on Friday, I didn’t.
I’m assigned two evening classes (17:30-19:10 + 19:30-21:10) at Omiya for March 13th as a substitution.
Although there were more people who harassed me probably because I took trains at different hours than usual today, I regret talking to myself using a bad language, “Uze (annoying) …,” in a crowded area in front of the Keio-line ticket gate in Shinjuku Station after a young woman intentionally rushed into my way slowing down when she approached me and blocking my advance, which many groups of people used to concert to do many times a day till very recently and which was annoying all the more because I had forgotten it thanks to its decrease.
(I do not think this was a harassment; somebody was coughing hard in one of the rooms in my apartment building around 5:00 and I woke up.)
At, 6:45, an electric shock + a fit of my right leg.
At 6:51, the sound of a car door banging and a car quickly blasting away.
At 6:55, an e-shock to my head (shooting sensation).
At 7:20, an e-shock to my head + a fit of my right shoulder.
At 7:29, an e-shock to my head (strong) + a fit of my brain or head.
At 8:03, an e-shock to my head + a fit of the top of my right leg.
(Woke up to the alarm clock I had set at 10:00.)
Had a class (15:00-16:20) at Chofu. The class took one hour longer and I left the school around 17:30. Came home a little past 19:00. (Sorry I think I forgot to note the schedule change for today, if anyone was wondering why I started and finished the class much earlier today. The Tuesday student wanted to have a class early afternoon today and the Friday student did not book a class for today’s evening.)
I thought of dropping by the fast food restaurant at my station, but since I haven’t made sure that I go there on Friday, I didn’t.
I’m assigned two evening classes (17:30-19:10 + 19:30-21:10) at Omiya for March 13th as a substitution.
Although there were more people who harassed me probably because I took trains at different hours than usual today, I regret talking to myself using a bad language, “Uze (annoying) …,” in a crowded area in front of the Keio-line ticket gate in Shinjuku Station after a young woman intentionally rushed into my way slowing down when she approached me and blocking my advance, which many groups of people used to concert to do many times a day till very recently and which was annoying all the more because I had forgotten it thanks to its decrease.
2012年2月23日木曜日
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/23 (Thu) Went to bed a little before 2:00. Slept from 3:00-5:00 + 8:00-9:30 (2 + 1.5 hrs).
The game/car-like noise was annoying again and I wore earmuffs a little after I went to bed.
As far as I remember, the noise continued till morning.
At 2:32, electric shocks of shooting sensation to ears x 2 (I took off earmuffs.)
After 2:32, incessant electric shocks to my head every 30 seconds till I fell asleepp
At 5:09, the game/car-like noise became louder + the noises in my head became louder.
At 7:01, e-shocks to my head x 2
At 7:19, an e-shock to the right hand side of my head + a fit of my left leg
At 7:23, an e-shock to the right hand side of my head + a fit of my left leg
After 7:23, incessant e-shocks to my head, sometimes accompanied by the noise Goh from below the floor.
At 9:29, e-shocks to my head x 2 ( a weak one first + a stronger one next)
At 10:24, e-shock (strong) to my head + the noise Goh from below the floor
Funny feeling in my teeth.
The rest of the record: Worked on a class supplement on PC in the afternoon. Did some paper work at the fast food restaurant from 18:30 -22:00. Bought food and came home a little before 22:30.
The game/car-like noise was annoying again and I wore earmuffs a little after I went to bed.
As far as I remember, the noise continued till morning.
At 2:32, electric shocks of shooting sensation to ears x 2 (I took off earmuffs.)
After 2:32, incessant electric shocks to my head every 30 seconds till I fell asleepp
At 5:09, the game/car-like noise became louder + the noises in my head became louder.
At 7:01, e-shocks to my head x 2
At 7:19, an e-shock to the right hand side of my head + a fit of my left leg
At 7:23, an e-shock to the right hand side of my head + a fit of my left leg
After 7:23, incessant e-shocks to my head, sometimes accompanied by the noise Goh from below the floor.
At 9:29, e-shocks to my head x 2 ( a weak one first + a stronger one next)
At 10:24, e-shock (strong) to my head + the noise Goh from below the floor
Funny feeling in my teeth.
The rest of the record: Worked on a class supplement on PC in the afternoon. Did some paper work at the fast food restaurant from 18:30 -22:00. Bought food and came home a little before 22:30.
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/23 (Thu) Went to bed a little before 2:00. Slept from 3:00-5:00 + 8:00-9:30 (2 + 1.5 hrs).
The game/car-like noise was annoying again and I wore earmuffs a little after I went to bed.
As far as I remember, the noise continued till morning.
At 2:32, electric shocks of shooting sensation to ears x 2 (I took off earmuffs.)
After 2:32, incessant electric shocks to my head every 30 seconds till I fell asleepp
At 5:09, the game/car-like noise became louder + the noises in my head became louder.
At 7:01, e-shocks to my head x 2
At 7:19, an e-shock to the right hand side of my head + a fit of my left leg
At 7:23, an e-shock to the right hand side of my head + a fit of my left leg
After 7:23, incessant e-shocks to my head, sometimes accompanied by the noise Goh from below the floor.
At 9:29, e-shocks to my head x 2 ( a weak one first + a stronger one next)
At 10:24, e-shock (strong) to my head + the noise Goh from below the floor
Funny feeling in my teeth.
The rest of the record: http://junglecrowsister.blogspot.com/2012/02/supersonicelectronic-weapon_3716.html
--- To f,
f さん、
ごめんね
素直じゃなくて。
待ってるから
会いにきてください。
The game/car-like noise was annoying again and I wore earmuffs a little after I went to bed.
As far as I remember, the noise continued till morning.
At 2:32, electric shocks of shooting sensation to ears x 2 (I took off earmuffs.)
After 2:32, incessant electric shocks to my head every 30 seconds till I fell asleepp
At 5:09, the game/car-like noise became louder + the noises in my head became louder.
At 7:01, e-shocks to my head x 2
At 7:19, an e-shock to the right hand side of my head + a fit of my left leg
At 7:23, an e-shock to the right hand side of my head + a fit of my left leg
After 7:23, incessant e-shocks to my head, sometimes accompanied by the noise Goh from below the floor.
At 9:29, e-shocks to my head x 2 ( a weak one first + a stronger one next)
At 10:24, e-shock (strong) to my head + the noise Goh from below the floor
Funny feeling in my teeth.
The rest of the record: http://junglecrowsister.blogspot.com/2012/02/supersonicelectronic-weapon_3716.html
--- To f,
f さん、
ごめんね
素直じゃなくて。
待ってるから
会いにきてください。
2012年2月22日水曜日
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/22 (Wed) Went to bed around 2:00. Slept from 2:30-7:30 + 10:00-11:30 (5 + 1.5 hrs).
When I went to bed, the game/car-like noise was more annoying than usual, hurting ear drums, and I wore earmuffs.
At 3:04, an electric shock to my head + flashes in my eyes
At 3:06, a fit of left feet + an e-shock to my head
At 9:42, a fit of my left hand + an e-shock to my head
At 11:30, the noises in my head were loud and wavy
Teeth felt funny all day.
Did house work and now it’s 17:30. I’ll go to the fast food restaurant to do some work. I’ve got rather many essays to correct and/or mark and my room light (a warm LED was already in place when I moved in) is not bright enough to do the job. Also, I can concentrate better when people are around. (After 17:00, the number of people who bother me, which has been getting smaller recently, tends to become smaller.)
It is likely that I will be assigned 2 evening classes at Omiya for March 13th (Tue).
The rest of the record: Spent several hours at the fast food restaurant (18:00-21:25). After a few minutes I took a seat, I felt light-headed for a second. After working for a while, I looked at my watch and found it indicating it was 10 minutes before 22:00 when it was actually 19:40 although it was accurate last night. At around 21:25, my concentration expired and I felt as if I was told I had to go and left there. Bought food and got home around 10 minutes before 22:00.
I’ll probably be there around the same hours tomorrow.
When I went to bed, the game/car-like noise was more annoying than usual, hurting ear drums, and I wore earmuffs.
At 3:04, an electric shock to my head + flashes in my eyes
At 3:06, a fit of left feet + an e-shock to my head
At 9:42, a fit of my left hand + an e-shock to my head
At 11:30, the noises in my head were loud and wavy
Teeth felt funny all day.
Did house work and now it’s 17:30. I’ll go to the fast food restaurant to do some work. I’ve got rather many essays to correct and/or mark and my room light (a warm LED was already in place when I moved in) is not bright enough to do the job. Also, I can concentrate better when people are around. (After 17:00, the number of people who bother me, which has been getting smaller recently, tends to become smaller.)
It is likely that I will be assigned 2 evening classes at Omiya for March 13th (Tue).
The rest of the record: Spent several hours at the fast food restaurant (18:00-21:25). After a few minutes I took a seat, I felt light-headed for a second. After working for a while, I looked at my watch and found it indicating it was 10 minutes before 22:00 when it was actually 19:40 although it was accurate last night. At around 21:25, my concentration expired and I felt as if I was told I had to go and left there. Bought food and got home around 10 minutes before 22:00.
I’ll probably be there around the same hours tomorrow.
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/22 (Wed) Went to bed around 2:00. Slept from 2:30-7:30 + 10:00-11:30 (5 + 1.5 hrs).
When I went to bed, the game/car-like noise was more annoying than usual, hurting ear drums, and I wore earmuffs.
At 3:04, an electric shock to my head + flashes in my eyes
At 3:06, a fit of left feet + an e-shock to my head
At 9:42, a fit of my left hand + an e-shock to my head
At 11:30, the noises in my head were loud and wavy
Teeth felt funny all day.
Did house work and now it’s 17:30. I’ll go to the fast food restaurant to do some work. I’ve got rather many essays to correct and/or mark and my room light, a warm LED which was already in place when I moved in, is not bright enough to do the job. Also, I can concentrate better when people are around. (After 17:00, the number of people who bother me, which has been getting smaller recently, tends to become smaller.)
It is likely that I will be assigned 2 evening classes at Omiya for March 13th (Tue).
The rest of the record: http://junglecrowsister.blogspot.com/2012/02/supersonicelectronic-weapon_3824.html
When I went to bed, the game/car-like noise was more annoying than usual, hurting ear drums, and I wore earmuffs.
At 3:04, an electric shock to my head + flashes in my eyes
At 3:06, a fit of left feet + an e-shock to my head
At 9:42, a fit of my left hand + an e-shock to my head
At 11:30, the noises in my head were loud and wavy
Teeth felt funny all day.
Did house work and now it’s 17:30. I’ll go to the fast food restaurant to do some work. I’ve got rather many essays to correct and/or mark and my room light, a warm LED which was already in place when I moved in, is not bright enough to do the job. Also, I can concentrate better when people are around. (After 17:00, the number of people who bother me, which has been getting smaller recently, tends to become smaller.)
It is likely that I will be assigned 2 evening classes at Omiya for March 13th (Tue).
The rest of the record: http://junglecrowsister.blogspot.com/2012/02/supersonicelectronic-weapon_3824.html
2012年2月21日火曜日
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/21 (Tue) Went to bed around 0:30. Slept from 1:00-6:30 + 7:00-9:30 (5.5 + 2.5 hrs).
At 6:42, game/car-like noise + Noises in my head became louder.
At 10:04, three or four quick fits of my grasped left hand, which was placed on a small heater, which was placed over my stomach, me lying sideways, left side up, and the part of the futon over the left arm folded up, revealing the left side of my upper body, left arm, and left hand
At 10:20, an electric shock to my head + a fit of my upper body + the noise Goh from below the floor when I was lying on my bed awake
I’m sorry I couldn’t make it to Lotteria today.
Substituted for a teacher at Funabashi and had two classes (17:00-18:40 + 19:00-20:40). (Good classes and some students had beautiful eyes and smiles … :) ) While the last class tends to take 10 - 20 minutes longer due to its writing section and I expected it to finish a little before 21:00, a student couldn’t finish writing till a little before 21:30. (Since it was a one-time substitution, I couldn’t make it homework.)
Left school a little past 21:30 and came back to my station at 22:06. Bought food and got home a little before 22:30.
At 6:42, game/car-like noise + Noises in my head became louder.
At 10:04, three or four quick fits of my grasped left hand, which was placed on a small heater, which was placed over my stomach, me lying sideways, left side up, and the part of the futon over the left arm folded up, revealing the left side of my upper body, left arm, and left hand
At 10:20, an electric shock to my head + a fit of my upper body + the noise Goh from below the floor when I was lying on my bed awake
I’m sorry I couldn’t make it to Lotteria today.
Substituted for a teacher at Funabashi and had two classes (17:00-18:40 + 19:00-20:40). (Good classes and some students had beautiful eyes and smiles … :) ) While the last class tends to take 10 - 20 minutes longer due to its writing section and I expected it to finish a little before 21:00, a student couldn’t finish writing till a little before 21:30. (Since it was a one-time substitution, I couldn’t make it homework.)
Left school a little past 21:30 and came back to my station at 22:06. Bought food and got home a little before 22:30.
2012年2月20日月曜日
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/20 (Mon) Went to bed around 1:53. Slept from 4:00-6:00 + :00-10:00 (2 + 2 hrs).
At 2:35, en electric shock to my head
At 4:05, en e-shock to my head when I started to fall asleep.
At 6:15, the game/car-like noise went louder.
At 6:34, an e-shock to my head which felt like I was hit by a bullet + a fit of my right leg + the noise Gho
At 7:02, an e-shock (weak)
At 7:05 an e-shock (a little stronger) + thenoise Goh
Between 7:10 and 8:00, I read.
At 8:06, an e-shock to my head which felt like I as stabbed in the head
At 8:18, an e-shock to my head which felt like a blow.
Both the shocks at 8:06 and 8:18 were magnetic in sensation.
Had a class (17:00-18:40) at Shibuya. Came back to my station a little before 20:00. Stayed at the fast food restaurant till around 21:20. Bought food and came home around 22:00.
At 2:35, en electric shock to my head
At 4:05, en e-shock to my head when I started to fall asleep.
At 6:15, the game/car-like noise went louder.
At 6:34, an e-shock to my head which felt like I was hit by a bullet + a fit of my right leg + the noise Gho
At 7:02, an e-shock (weak)
At 7:05 an e-shock (a little stronger) + thenoise Goh
Between 7:10 and 8:00, I read.
At 8:06, an e-shock to my head which felt like I as stabbed in the head
At 8:18, an e-shock to my head which felt like a blow.
Both the shocks at 8:06 and 8:18 were magnetic in sensation.
Had a class (17:00-18:40) at Shibuya. Came back to my station a little before 20:00. Stayed at the fast food restaurant till around 21:20. Bought food and came home around 22:00.
2012年2月19日日曜日
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/19 (Sun) Went to bed around 0:30 Slept from 1:00-1:30-3:30-4:00-6:00-7:30-10:00 (0.5 + 2 + 0.5 + 2 + 1.5 + 2.5 hrs). + nap from 14:00-17:00 (3 hrs)
Between 0:30 and 1:00, several electric shocks every time I start falling asleep.
At 1:28, an electric shock to head
At 4:02, the game/car-like noise became louder
At 5:50, a fit of my feet
At 7:30, a fit of my right leg
Did not feel like I had slept. Had a headache. Did house work, felt tired and took a nap, the headache gone. After waking up around 17:00, I sat folding my upper body, face down, and an electric shock came to my head around 17:25.
Left home around 18:00, stayed at the fast food restaurant, preparing for the classes I’m having as a substitute at Funabashi on Tuesday the 21st, till around 21:20, bought food, and came home a little before 22:00.
Between 0:30 and 1:00, several electric shocks every time I start falling asleep.
At 1:28, an electric shock to head
At 4:02, the game/car-like noise became louder
At 5:50, a fit of my feet
At 7:30, a fit of my right leg
Did not feel like I had slept. Had a headache. Did house work, felt tired and took a nap, the headache gone. After waking up around 17:00, I sat folding my upper body, face down, and an electric shock came to my head around 17:25.
Left home around 18:00, stayed at the fast food restaurant, preparing for the classes I’m having as a substitute at Funabashi on Tuesday the 21st, till around 21:20, bought food, and came home a little before 22:00.
2012年2月18日土曜日
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/18 (Sat) Went to bed around 0:30 Slept from 3:00-6:15 + 6:30 -9:00 (3 + 2.5 hrs).
Game/car-like noise, funny feelings in my teeth, and electric shocks kept me awake till around 3:00.
At 2:44, an e-shock to my head and a stroking sensation on my back accompanied by the noise Goh
Between 2:44 vand 3:00, e-shocks several times
At 3:00, an e-shock and a big fit of my stomach and my whole body
At 3:05, an e-shock and a fit to my left leg + voice ( I do not remember what this “voice” was. I’m just copying my notes.)
At 6:15, an e-shock to my head
Went to Yotsuya for classes from 13:30 to 18:55. Finished class around 19:15. Left school around 19:30. Came back to my station around 20:30, bought medicine and food, and stayed at the fast food restaurant till 22:00. I was absorbed in my work so much that I did not notice it was already closing time…Came home around 20:20.
Game/car-like noise, funny feelings in my teeth, and electric shocks kept me awake till around 3:00.
At 2:44, an e-shock to my head and a stroking sensation on my back accompanied by the noise Goh
Between 2:44 vand 3:00, e-shocks several times
At 3:00, an e-shock and a big fit of my stomach and my whole body
At 3:05, an e-shock and a fit to my left leg + voice ( I do not remember what this “voice” was. I’m just copying my notes.)
At 6:15, an e-shock to my head
Went to Yotsuya for classes from 13:30 to 18:55. Finished class around 19:15. Left school around 19:30. Came back to my station around 20:30, bought medicine and food, and stayed at the fast food restaurant till 22:00. I was absorbed in my work so much that I did not notice it was already closing time…Came home around 20:20.
2012年2月17日金曜日
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/17 (Fri) Went to bed around0:00. Slept from 0:30-3:30 + 4:00-5:00 + 8:30-9:30 (3 + 1 + 1 hrs).
At 3:52 noises in my head became loud and wavy suddenly. Also, the game/car-like noise became louder. It lasted till at least around 5:30.
At 6:00, The fingers of my right hand, which was on a small heater placed on my stomach, moved quickly as if they were playing piano.
At 6:06, an electric shock to my head
At 6:15, an electric shock to my head accompanied by the noise Goh which seemed to come from below the floor.
Around 6:30, an e-shock to my head
At 7:56, an e-shock to my head
At 7:59, an e-shock (stong) and a fit to my head
At 8:09, an e-shock to head
Around 9:30, woke up to the game/car-like noise and geometric patterns which were seen in my eyes and which were blinking every half a second. Had an eye sore and a headache.
Coughts have become lighter.
I make it a habit to wash my hands with soap all the time, especially when I come in from outside. Also, I had been gargling with medicine for weeks especially when I stayed outside for a long time. I almost always eat cooked meal at least for breakfast (eggs, fruit, yogurt, and bread/rice) and dinner, which is usually based on soup made of lots of vegetables and fish or meat. I try to sleep all the time when possible. I have been doing everything I can think of to stay healthy…
I’m going out for a class in Chofu (19:00-20:40)
On the way to Chofu, on Keio line, I first got on the very back of the train, but a huge male got on and started to hang down from the straps, swaying his butt. This was a bad sign. From more than 8 years of experience of intense collective harassment on the trains, I know this type will turn nasty once the doors are closed. Usually, he will start leaning his body towards me, cornering me into little space left. As at least four other people with cell phone standing around me were exerting evil aura, observed the next door to see if there was another weirdo there. There seemed to be none. I moved to the next door. Two guys there seemed to be offended by my presence. I wanted to say that I did not come here but escaped from there. It was a little annoying but does not matter anymore. I am too tired of everything these people do to be angry.
Arrived at Chofu a little past 17:00. Stayed at McDonald’s till a little past 18:00. I wanted to stay there longer because the atmosphere was good, but sometimes the private lesson starts earlier, so I went to work early.
Came back from work to my station 15 minutes before 22:00. Bought food and got home around 22:15.
A job offer dated February 16th was about an irregular, mainly daytime, three-day a week private lesson mainly for March. If it were not for the harassment which makes me short of sleep every night, I would have accepted it with pleasure, but doing this would shorten my life span. Every summer, when I cannot reject morning classes, I age 10 years….
At 3:52 noises in my head became loud and wavy suddenly. Also, the game/car-like noise became louder. It lasted till at least around 5:30.
At 6:00, The fingers of my right hand, which was on a small heater placed on my stomach, moved quickly as if they were playing piano.
At 6:06, an electric shock to my head
At 6:15, an electric shock to my head accompanied by the noise Goh which seemed to come from below the floor.
Around 6:30, an e-shock to my head
At 7:56, an e-shock to my head
At 7:59, an e-shock (stong) and a fit to my head
At 8:09, an e-shock to head
Around 9:30, woke up to the game/car-like noise and geometric patterns which were seen in my eyes and which were blinking every half a second. Had an eye sore and a headache.
Coughts have become lighter.
I make it a habit to wash my hands with soap all the time, especially when I come in from outside. Also, I had been gargling with medicine for weeks especially when I stayed outside for a long time. I almost always eat cooked meal at least for breakfast (eggs, fruit, yogurt, and bread/rice) and dinner, which is usually based on soup made of lots of vegetables and fish or meat. I try to sleep all the time when possible. I have been doing everything I can think of to stay healthy…
I’m going out for a class in Chofu (19:00-20:40)
On the way to Chofu, on Keio line, I first got on the very back of the train, but a huge male got on and started to hang down from the straps, swaying his butt. This was a bad sign. From more than 8 years of experience of intense collective harassment on the trains, I know this type will turn nasty once the doors are closed. Usually, he will start leaning his body towards me, cornering me into little space left. As at least four other people with cell phone standing around me were exerting evil aura, observed the next door to see if there was another weirdo there. There seemed to be none. I moved to the next door. Two guys there seemed to be offended by my presence. I wanted to say that I did not come here but escaped from there. It was a little annoying but does not matter anymore. I am too tired of everything these people do to be angry.
Arrived at Chofu a little past 17:00. Stayed at McDonald’s till a little past 18:00. I wanted to stay there longer because the atmosphere was good, but sometimes the private lesson starts earlier, so I went to work early.
Came back from work to my station 15 minutes before 22:00. Bought food and got home around 22:15.
A job offer dated February 16th was about an irregular, mainly daytime, three-day a week private lesson mainly for March. If it were not for the harassment which makes me short of sleep every night, I would have accepted it with pleasure, but doing this would shorten my life span. Every summer, when I cannot reject morning classes, I age 10 years….
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/17 (Fri) Went to bed around0:00. Slept from 0:30-3:30 + 4:00-5:00 + 8:30-9:30 (3 + 1 + 1 hrs).
At 3:52 noises in my head became loud and wavy suddenly. Also, the game/car-like noise became louder. It lasted till at least around 5:30.
At 6:00, The fingers of my right hand, which was on a small heater placed on my stomach, moved quickly as if they were playing piano.
At 6:06, an electric shock to my head
At 6:15, an electric shock to my head accompanied by the noise Goh which seemed to come from below the floor.
Around 6:30, an e-shock to my head
At 7:56, an e-shock to my head
At 7:59, an e-shock (stong) and a fit to my head
At 8:09, an e-shock to head
Around 9:30, woke up to the game/car-like noise and geometric patterns which were seen in my eyes and which were blinking every half a second. Had an eye sore and a headache.
Coughts have become lighter.
I make it a habit to wash my hands with soap all the time, especially when I come in from outside. Also, I had been gargling with medicine for weeks especially when I stayed outside for a long time. I almost always eat cooked meal at least for breakfast (eggs, fruit, yogurt, and bread/rice) and dinner, which is usually based on soup made of lots of vegetables and fish or meat. I try to sleep all the time when possible. I have been doing everything I can think of to stay healthy…
I’m going out for a class in Chofu (19:00-20:40)
The rest: http://junglecrowsister.blogspot.com/2012/02/supersonicelectronic-weapon_9491.html
At 3:52 noises in my head became loud and wavy suddenly. Also, the game/car-like noise became louder. It lasted till at least around 5:30.
At 6:00, The fingers of my right hand, which was on a small heater placed on my stomach, moved quickly as if they were playing piano.
At 6:06, an electric shock to my head
At 6:15, an electric shock to my head accompanied by the noise Goh which seemed to come from below the floor.
Around 6:30, an e-shock to my head
At 7:56, an e-shock to my head
At 7:59, an e-shock (stong) and a fit to my head
At 8:09, an e-shock to head
Around 9:30, woke up to the game/car-like noise and geometric patterns which were seen in my eyes and which were blinking every half a second. Had an eye sore and a headache.
Coughts have become lighter.
I make it a habit to wash my hands with soap all the time, especially when I come in from outside. Also, I had been gargling with medicine for weeks especially when I stayed outside for a long time. I almost always eat cooked meal at least for breakfast (eggs, fruit, yogurt, and bread/rice) and dinner, which is usually based on soup made of lots of vegetables and fish or meat. I try to sleep all the time when possible. I have been doing everything I can think of to stay healthy…
I’m going out for a class in Chofu (19:00-20:40)
The rest: http://junglecrowsister.blogspot.com/2012/02/supersonicelectronic-weapon_9491.html
2012年2月16日木曜日
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/16 (Thu) Went to bed around 3:00. Slept from 4:30-7:30-9:00 (3 + 1.5 hrs). Do not remember any attacks.
Feel much better.
Went to the fast food restaurant and worked (prepared for classes) there from around 16:00-19:00. Bought food and came home around 19:30.
Feel much better.
Went to the fast food restaurant and worked (prepared for classes) there from around 16:00-19:00. Bought food and came home around 19:30.
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/15 (Wed) Went to bed around 23:30 on 14th. Slept form 1:00-5:30 + 7:00-10:30 (4.5 +3.5 hrs). + nap in the evening probably from 18:00-1:30 (6.5 hrs) with some intervals
At 0:40 electric shock and fit to my head x 2
At 0:48, e-shock and fit to my head x 2-3
At 5:52, the game/car-like noise
At 6:02, e-shock to my head accompanied by the noise Goh
At 6:57, e-shock to my head accompanied by the noise Goh from below the floor
I prepared for classes at home all day. After late lunch, I felt tired sitting straight and laid myself and in a few hours I fell asleep. During the nap, I woke up a couple of times but the sleep was not disturbed.
My cough is lighter. Although I am not really well, I am getting better. I think disturbed sleep during the first days of this disease is partly responsible for this late recovery.
By the way, my internet download has been sluggish since the next day of the NTT visit. (Buffering almost never occurred while the NTT person was here…) Is it possible to infiltrate my computer and make the downloading slow? Probably. While I was typing this, shaking of the floor came from the next room for three to five seconds. First I thought it was an earthquake but the shaking came from the next room－my left leg felt the shaking but my right leg didn’t－and only the things located closer to the next room wall shook.
It’s 2:37 a.m., I think I will go to bed again.
At 0:40 electric shock and fit to my head x 2
At 0:48, e-shock and fit to my head x 2-3
At 5:52, the game/car-like noise
At 6:02, e-shock to my head accompanied by the noise Goh
At 6:57, e-shock to my head accompanied by the noise Goh from below the floor
I prepared for classes at home all day. After late lunch, I felt tired sitting straight and laid myself and in a few hours I fell asleep. During the nap, I woke up a couple of times but the sleep was not disturbed.
My cough is lighter. Although I am not really well, I am getting better. I think disturbed sleep during the first days of this disease is partly responsible for this late recovery.
By the way, my internet download has been sluggish since the next day of the NTT visit. (Buffering almost never occurred while the NTT person was here…) Is it possible to infiltrate my computer and make the downloading slow? Probably. While I was typing this, shaking of the floor came from the next room for three to five seconds. First I thought it was an earthquake but the shaking came from the next room－my left leg felt the shaking but my right leg didn’t－and only the things located closer to the next room wall shook.
It’s 2:37 a.m., I think I will go to bed again.
2012年2月14日火曜日
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/14 (Tue) Happy Valentine’s Day, f ! :)
Went to bed around 22:30 on the 13th. Slept from 22:30-1:00 (2.5 hrs). + Drowsed from 1:00-10:30.
St 1:00, game/car-like noise.
At 2:55, an electric shock to head
At 3:04, an electric shock and a fit to the right knee + head
At 6:24, the game/car-like noise
At 7:38, an electric shock to head
At 8:03, an electric shock and a fit to my stomach
At 8:35, an electric shock and a fit to my left leg.
Going to have a class (17:30-18:50) at Chofu.
The class was from 17:00 to 18:20. Came back to my station a little before 20:00. Stayed at the fast food restaurant till a little before 22:00, bought food, and came home a little before 22:30.
My mother had a surgery today. It seems the operation itself went OK.
Went to bed around 22:30 on the 13th. Slept from 22:30-1:00 (2.5 hrs). + Drowsed from 1:00-10:30.
St 1:00, game/car-like noise.
At 2:55, an electric shock to head
At 3:04, an electric shock and a fit to the right knee + head
At 6:24, the game/car-like noise
At 7:38, an electric shock to head
At 8:03, an electric shock and a fit to my stomach
At 8:35, an electric shock and a fit to my left leg.
Going to have a class (17:30-18:50) at Chofu.
The class was from 17:00 to 18:20. Came back to my station a little before 20:00. Stayed at the fast food restaurant till a little before 22:00, bought food, and came home a little before 22:30.
My mother had a surgery today. It seems the operation itself went OK.
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/14 (Tue) Happy Valentine’s Day, f ! :)
Went to bed around 22:30 on the 13th. Slept from 22:30-1:00 (2.5 hrs). + Drowsed from 1:00-10:30.
St 1:00, game/car-like noise.
At 2:55, an electric shock to head
At 3:04, an electric shock and a fit to the right knee + head
At 6:24, the game/car-like noise
At 7:38, an electric shock to head
At 8:03, an electric shock and a fit to my stomach
At 8:35, an electric shock and a fit to my left leg.
Going to have a class (17:30-18:50) at Chofu.
The rest: http://junglecrowsister.blogspot.com/2012/02/supersonicelectronic-weapon_3040.html
Went to bed around 22:30 on the 13th. Slept from 22:30-1:00 (2.5 hrs). + Drowsed from 1:00-10:30.
St 1:00, game/car-like noise.
At 2:55, an electric shock to head
At 3:04, an electric shock and a fit to the right knee + head
At 6:24, the game/car-like noise
At 7:38, an electric shock to head
At 8:03, an electric shock and a fit to my stomach
At 8:35, an electric shock and a fit to my left leg.
Going to have a class (17:30-18:50) at Chofu.
The rest: http://junglecrowsister.blogspot.com/2012/02/supersonicelectronic-weapon_3040.html
2012年2月13日月曜日
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/13 (Mon) Went to bed around 0:30. Slept from 0:30-5:30 + 7:30-9:30 (5 + 2 hrs). The game/car-like noise when I went to bed. The noise of heavy equipment at the construction site opposite my building woke me up.
Pain in the chest and headache soon started shortly after I got up. Probably the dust from the construction site came into my room and I breathed it in. Or probably I have not gotten really well yet.
Had a 5 o’clock lesson at Shibuya, came back to my station a little before 20:00, bought some medicine and food, stayed at the fast food restaurant till 21:00, and came home before 21:30.
It seems that I have not gotten really well. I have a deep cough, back pain, and headache.
If I do not get well tomorrow, I think I need to go see a doctor.
Pain in the chest and headache soon started shortly after I got up. Probably the dust from the construction site came into my room and I breathed it in. Or probably I have not gotten really well yet.
Had a 5 o’clock lesson at Shibuya, came back to my station a little before 20:00, bought some medicine and food, stayed at the fast food restaurant till 21:00, and came home before 21:30.
It seems that I have not gotten really well. I have a deep cough, back pain, and headache.
If I do not get well tomorrow, I think I need to go see a doctor.
2012年2月12日日曜日
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/12 ()Sun) Went to bed a little before 0:30. Slept from 1:00-3:30 + 5:30-9:30 (2.5 + 4 hrs).
The game/car-like noise when I went to bed.
At 0:53, electric shock + fit to my left leg
about 3:44, the game /car-like noise became louder for a few seconds and I woke up.
At 3:45, an e-shock to head + fit of my whole body centering my left waist, where I happened to have put my hand in the futon for a while.
At 4:11, an e-shock to my head + a fit of my left shoulder
At 4:25, an –shock to my head accompanied by a noise of something hit something else behind the wall in the next room; right behind the spot where my bookshelf stands, which is 2 meters (a little less than 7 feet) away from my head.
At 4:56, an e-shock to my head + a fit of my left arm, which had been placed under my head
At 5:15, the same above
Stayed home all day and rested.
The game/car-like noise when I went to bed.
At 0:53, electric shock + fit to my left leg
about 3:44, the game /car-like noise became louder for a few seconds and I woke up.
At 3:45, an e-shock to head + fit of my whole body centering my left waist, where I happened to have put my hand in the futon for a while.
At 4:11, an e-shock to my head + a fit of my left shoulder
At 4:25, an –shock to my head accompanied by a noise of something hit something else behind the wall in the next room; right behind the spot where my bookshelf stands, which is 2 meters (a little less than 7 feet) away from my head.
At 4:56, an e-shock to my head + a fit of my left arm, which had been placed under my head
At 5:15, the same above
Stayed home all day and rested.
2012年2月11日土曜日
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/11 (Sat) Went to bed a little before 0:30. Slept from 1:00-7:30 (6.5 hrs).
The game/car-like noise when I went to bed.
At 0:44, an electric shock to head.
At 1:01, e-shock and fit to lower body
Able to have a solid sleep. Much less coughing.
Tried to take a nap in the evening but got e-shocks accompanied by the noise Goh came just by closing eyes on my bed.
Spent all day watching a documentary (Roger & Me; you are sure to watch this movie if you have a copy when you finish Michael Moore’s autobiography), reading a magazine, and working on teaching materials.
I was reading my records in the past and noticed that I did not go to the fast food restaurant on February 11th (Sat). Sorry I forgot to go to the fast food shop this day despite the announcement I made before that I make sure to go there on Saturdays. I remember there were several reasons. I had no classes that day while usually I drop by the restaurant on my way home from Yotsuya branch. I had not gotten well from the cold/flue and was too lethargic to go out and sit straight among other people. While I was sick, Michael Moore was the only human I had the closest contact with, and when I finished his book, I could think of nothing other than watching his movie. And those electric attacks, which were especially terrible when I had a high fever, just made my sense different from usual. Maybe I was feeling abandoned a little, I guess. I don’t know. Sorry for not saying sorry right after that, if anyone was wondering why.
Addition: 2012/03/06 Now I remember why I didn’t go to the fast food restaurant on February 11th. I had forgotten that it was Saturday, after the several days of terrible cold/flue. That week was a mock test week and I had no lessons, other than a private lesson on Tuesday, which I gave when I still had a slight fever, cough, and back pain, andafter which I suffered again for two days, and thus I had a whole week off, and I was sick and alone, having no real conversation with anyone, all the time. I had forgotten what day it was. I now remember I noticed that it was Saturday late at night or the next day. I should have written the feeling of concern or regret right after I remembered, but I forgot that, too, even though it might be a ridiculous act to apologize when it is not clear if anyone is ever wondering this breach. (By the way, it is a trivial thing, but I never watch the poor rabbit scene of Roger & Me, though I always see a black man being shot, because unlike the rabbit scene it is unpredictable.)
I’m writing this because a noise, probably a car blast but also sounded like a computer game, woke me up, and the just remembered it and I think I will be prevented from sleeping again. So I decided to record this before I forget.
Why I stick to this particular day is that I have been looking at Google search result of this blog and February 11th, , which had never been on top, was on top, though it disappeared after I wrote about this day in the record prior to this
The game/car-like noise when I went to bed.
At 0:44, an electric shock to head.
At 1:01, e-shock and fit to lower body
Able to have a solid sleep. Much less coughing.
Tried to take a nap in the evening but got e-shocks accompanied by the noise Goh came just by closing eyes on my bed.
Spent all day watching a documentary (Roger & Me; you are sure to watch this movie if you have a copy when you finish Michael Moore’s autobiography), reading a magazine, and working on teaching materials.
I was reading my records in the past and noticed that I did not go to the fast food restaurant on February 11th (Sat). Sorry I forgot to go to the fast food shop this day despite the announcement I made before that I make sure to go there on Saturdays. I remember there were several reasons. I had no classes that day while usually I drop by the restaurant on my way home from Yotsuya branch. I had not gotten well from the cold/flue and was too lethargic to go out and sit straight among other people. While I was sick, Michael Moore was the only human I had the closest contact with, and when I finished his book, I could think of nothing other than watching his movie. And those electric attacks, which were especially terrible when I had a high fever, just made my sense different from usual. Maybe I was feeling abandoned a little, I guess. I don’t know. Sorry for not saying sorry right after that, if anyone was wondering why.
Addition: 2012/03/06 Now I remember why I didn’t go to the fast food restaurant on February 11th. I had forgotten that it was Saturday, after the several days of terrible cold/flue. That week was a mock test week and I had no lessons, other than a private lesson on Tuesday, which I gave when I still had a slight fever, cough, and back pain, andafter which I suffered again for two days, and thus I had a whole week off, and I was sick and alone, having no real conversation with anyone, all the time. I had forgotten what day it was. I now remember I noticed that it was Saturday late at night or the next day. I should have written the feeling of concern or regret right after I remembered, but I forgot that, too, even though it might be a ridiculous act to apologize when it is not clear if anyone is ever wondering this breach. (By the way, it is a trivial thing, but I never watch the poor rabbit scene of Roger & Me, though I always see a black man being shot, because unlike the rabbit scene it is unpredictable.)
I’m writing this because a noise, probably a car blast but also sounded like a computer game, woke me up, and the just remembered it and I think I will be prevented from sleeping again. So I decided to record this before I forget.
Why I stick to this particular day is that I have been looking at Google search result of this blog and February 11th, , which had never been on top, was on top, though it disappeared after I wrote about this day in the record prior to this
2012年2月10日金曜日
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/10 (Fri) Went to bed around 0:00. Slept from 1:00-2:40 + 6:00-9:30 (1.5 + 3.5 hrs).
Between 0:30 and 0:45, electric shocks to head x 5-7
At 4:26, e-shocks to head x 2
At 4:40, e-shock x 1 + the noise Goh
At 4:51, e-shock + fit to legs and body, x 1 + the noise Goh
5:38, e-shock x 1
There were some more e-shocks when I was falling asleep both times, which I did not take notes of to concentrate on going to sleep.
Read, cleaned-up, did grocery shopping, and did the laundry.
Have had feeling of concussion since evening.
Between 0:30 and 0:45, electric shocks to head x 5-7
At 4:26, e-shocks to head x 2
At 4:40, e-shock x 1 + the noise Goh
At 4:51, e-shock + fit to legs and body, x 1 + the noise Goh
5:38, e-shock x 1
There were some more e-shocks when I was falling asleep both times, which I did not take notes of to concentrate on going to sleep.
Read, cleaned-up, did grocery shopping, and did the laundry.
Have had feeling of concussion since evening.
2012年2月9日木曜日
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/09 (Thu) My body temperature has come down to below 37 degrees. The following is the details of the nights since I caught a cold or the flu or whatever this windpipe-and-lung-loving bug is …
The last record, the one I took last night, would be a little frustrating to read, for it seems to show something maniac. It’s not me that is maniac, I hope, but the person(s) attacking me last night. The night before, taking notes of each assault seemed to deter the abuser and I did the same last night, and ended up filling a whole page (35 lines) of a notebook. I noticed the change, that taking notes is not deterring but arousing the abuser, in the middle and thought of giving it up, but thinking it is a good idea of taking a record of exactly how often I got attacks, I continued.
--- 2012/02/05 (Sun) I have caught a cold. Last night I had a sore throat and this morning the cold was already in respiratory organs down the throat. I have a fever 37.8 C.
Details: Went to bed at 1:10. Slept from 1:30-4:30 + 6:30-9:51 (3 + 3.5 hrs).
At 1:16, game/car-like noise woke me up. At 1:20, an electric shock to my head. At 1:43, and electric shock. At 4:54, the game/car-like noise woke me up. At, 6:02, the game/car-like noise. At 10:14, an electric shock and sniffing behind the walls.
--- 2012/02/06 (Mon) Slept from 22:00-23:00 of the 5th + 0:00-2:00 (1 + 2 hrs). The game/car-like noise all day and night.
On the afternoon of the 5th, I got cold medicine and food, and right after coming home took cold medicine and went to bed early in the evening. I had a fever of 37.8 ℃. I could not sleep, so I read for an hour or so and tried to sleep again. I got lots of electric shocks. I put LED light in my ears and attacks got much fewer. Attacks on my vocal cord, making me huff and/or make strange sound. Electric shocks with fits.
―All of them continued all nights. The strength and frequency were both higher than usual.
--- 2012/02/07 (Tue) Slept from 3:30-5:30 + 7:30-8:30 (2 + 1 hrs). Had a fever of 37.2 ℃. Strong electric shocks to head and chest, which made me huff and/or make strange sound all night.
Got up around 14:00, got ready, and went to Chofu. Had a class (17:30-18:50), left school around 19:00, and came back to my station around 20:00. Stayed at the fast food restaurant, as I was not coughing and felt better, till 21:00, bought food, and got home.
―It is possible that even while I got up and was walking around the room the assaults were taking place over these two nights. I had the same sensations in my head while I was upright. But I’m not sure because I might have had that sensation because of fever.
―Early in the morning, after perceiving a shock that felt like my brain was sucked down to the floor and dragged out from shallow sleep, I heard somebody get off something right below me, land on the floor, and walk away in the room below.
2012/02/08 (Wed) Went to bed around 0:00. Slept from 2:30-4:30 + 4:30 -6:30 + 7:00-9:00 (2 + 2 + 2 hrs). Still sick. 37.4 ℃.
Stayed home all say. Did washing. Stayed in bed, reading and resting. When tried to sleep, e-shocks came and prevented from sleeping. Felt much better but couldn’t sit still for a long time and work.
Between 0:00 and 2:00, game/car-like noise and strong electric shocks to head, fits of my legs and head, piercing pains in arm and legs, which were clearly different from those you have in joints and muscles when you have a cold and a fever, and electric shocks that made my voice out in strange ways.
Around 2:00, I put LEDs in my both earholes. Also, some people walked talking rather loudly in front of my apartment building. Right after this, the attacks became dramatically less strong and frequent. (My note sais “stop(ped)”. But in my memory there were at least some weak electric shocks several times before I fell asleep.)
At 4:30, the game/car-like noise. I wore earmuffs and the noise became or felt louder, so I took them off and instead turned the air conditioner on so that the vibration of the machine would cancel the noise. It worked, I felt better, and fell asleep.
At 6:30, a strong e-shock to head twice.
At 6:32, a strong e-shock to right leg.
At 9:09, the game/car-like noise woke me up.
―My note says: (about the 6:30 e-shock,) the same strength probably the e-shocks I got while I had fever. Although I thought they were stronger, I couldn’t be sure that because I had fever, felt dizzy, and had a cough. At, 13:58, a rather weak e-shock when falling asleep.
2012/02/09 (Thu) As I have written up above, the following record is a little frustrating to read, at least for me, because it seems to show some maniac character of the person(s) who are and/or were doing this. (I almost gave up taking notes because I got tired of this but since I had not work for the rest of this week and I just wanted to see how many times I got attacked, I continued to take notes. Here I can see what I usually write “incessant attacks” or “attacks every 3 to 5 minutes” are like.)
Went to bed at 0:00. 37.3 ℃. Slept from 2:30-3:50 + 4:00-5:00 + 5:00-6:00+ 7:30-9:56 (1.5 + 1 + 1 + 1 + 2.5 hrs). The game/car-like noise all night.
Details:
At 0:47, e-shocks from below the floor the floor without pain or fit to waist twice with noise Goh
At 0:54, an e-shock from below the floor the floor to my head without pain with the noise Goh which felt like I was hit on the head
At 1:06, an e-shock to head with pain, rather strong, close to the strength of those of the attacks I got in the last three nights
At 1:08, e-shocks to head with pain, rather strong, twice
At 1:12, an e-shock to head, like my head had a hiccup
At 1:15, an e-shock and a fit to my lower body, strong
At 1:16, an e-shock which made me huff, from below the floor, with the noise Goh, strong
At 1:20, an e-shock which made me flow all the air in my lungs through my noises, an extremely big one
At 1:23, the same type as I had at 1:20 + a big fit of my upper body + making me make a strange voice
At 1:25, an 1-shocks like a blow which made me huff + making me make a strange voice
At 1:27, an e-shock which made me huff and make a strange voice
At 2:30, the same type as I had at 1:27
At 3:52, the noises in my head became loud and wavy and I woke up.
At 5:02, an e-shock to head, medium strength
At 6:00, e-shocks to head a few times, felt like blows, with the noise Goh
At 6:18, an e-shock to head, medium strength, from below the floor
At 6:19, an e-shock which made me huff, from below the floor
At 6:22, a few e-shocks which brought a beam-like sensation to my ears + a strong e-shock + the noise Goh
At 6:24, an 2-shock which made me huff strongly and blow out all the air in my stomach, in other words, had the same effect that I had my stomach hit
At 6:33, four consecutive e-shocks which felt like beams in my head and blows to my head + the noise Goh
At 6:35, an e-shock which felt like I had my stomach hit, middle strength + the noise Goh
At 6:39, an e-shock to my lower stomach + fit + the noise Goh
At 6:45, an e-shock to my head which made my jaw shut, strong
At 6:48, an e-shock to my ear + Goh, strong
At 6:51, an e-shock to my right ear, which was facing the next room, the vibration of the shock came from the next room + the noise Goh
At 6:58, an e-shock from below the floor to my left stomach + the noise Goh
At 7:00, an e-shock and a fit to my left knee + the noise Goh, very strong
At 7:04, and e-shock to my head which was the same as the one I got at 6:51
At 7:08, an e-shock to my head, weak
At 7:09, an e-shock to my head, sharp and strong, on my starting a falling asleep breath
At 7:19, an e-shock to my lower body + the noise Goh
At 7:23, an e-shock to my head and ears, rather strong
―I missed records of a few attacks as far as I remember, but not more than that, I think.
―Was this person(s) trying to break a record or something? Like establishing a “record” of attacking me non-stop all night?
―As I was typing this record, I remembered how I was during those hours. In the middle of night, I started recalling conversations with f I had around this time of last year, remembering what f was like and what I was like… :) And I was taking notes habitually between the memory every time I was attacked.
Went out to buy medicine and food in the evening.
The last record, the one I took last night, would be a little frustrating to read, for it seems to show something maniac. It’s not me that is maniac, I hope, but the person(s) attacking me last night. The night before, taking notes of each assault seemed to deter the abuser and I did the same last night, and ended up filling a whole page (35 lines) of a notebook. I noticed the change, that taking notes is not deterring but arousing the abuser, in the middle and thought of giving it up, but thinking it is a good idea of taking a record of exactly how often I got attacks, I continued.
--- 2012/02/05 (Sun) I have caught a cold. Last night I had a sore throat and this morning the cold was already in respiratory organs down the throat. I have a fever 37.8 C.
Details: Went to bed at 1:10. Slept from 1:30-4:30 + 6:30-9:51 (3 + 3.5 hrs).
At 1:16, game/car-like noise woke me up. At 1:20, an electric shock to my head. At 1:43, and electric shock. At 4:54, the game/car-like noise woke me up. At, 6:02, the game/car-like noise. At 10:14, an electric shock and sniffing behind the walls.
--- 2012/02/06 (Mon) Slept from 22:00-23:00 of the 5th + 0:00-2:00 (1 + 2 hrs). The game/car-like noise all day and night.
On the afternoon of the 5th, I got cold medicine and food, and right after coming home took cold medicine and went to bed early in the evening. I had a fever of 37.8 ℃. I could not sleep, so I read for an hour or so and tried to sleep again. I got lots of electric shocks. I put LED light in my ears and attacks got much fewer. Attacks on my vocal cord, making me huff and/or make strange sound. Electric shocks with fits.
―All of them continued all nights. The strength and frequency were both higher than usual.
--- 2012/02/07 (Tue) Slept from 3:30-5:30 + 7:30-8:30 (2 + 1 hrs). Had a fever of 37.2 ℃. Strong electric shocks to head and chest, which made me huff and/or make strange sound all night.
Got up around 14:00, got ready, and went to Chofu. Had a class (17:30-18:50), left school around 19:00, and came back to my station around 20:00. Stayed at the fast food restaurant, as I was not coughing and felt better, till 21:00, bought food, and got home.
―It is possible that even while I got up and was walking around the room the assaults were taking place over these two nights. I had the same sensations in my head while I was upright. But I’m not sure because I might have had that sensation because of fever.
―Early in the morning, after perceiving a shock that felt like my brain was sucked down to the floor and dragged out from shallow sleep, I heard somebody get off something right below me, land on the floor, and walk away in the room below.
2012/02/08 (Wed) Went to bed around 0:00. Slept from 2:30-4:30 + 4:30 -6:30 + 7:00-9:00 (2 + 2 + 2 hrs). Still sick. 37.4 ℃.
Stayed home all say. Did washing. Stayed in bed, reading and resting. When tried to sleep, e-shocks came and prevented from sleeping. Felt much better but couldn’t sit still for a long time and work.
Between 0:00 and 2:00, game/car-like noise and strong electric shocks to head, fits of my legs and head, piercing pains in arm and legs, which were clearly different from those you have in joints and muscles when you have a cold and a fever, and electric shocks that made my voice out in strange ways.
Around 2:00, I put LEDs in my both earholes. Also, some people walked talking rather loudly in front of my apartment building. Right after this, the attacks became dramatically less strong and frequent. (My note sais “stop(ped)”. But in my memory there were at least some weak electric shocks several times before I fell asleep.)
At 4:30, the game/car-like noise. I wore earmuffs and the noise became or felt louder, so I took them off and instead turned the air conditioner on so that the vibration of the machine would cancel the noise. It worked, I felt better, and fell asleep.
At 6:30, a strong e-shock to head twice.
At 6:32, a strong e-shock to right leg.
At 9:09, the game/car-like noise woke me up.
―My note says: (about the 6:30 e-shock,) the same strength probably the e-shocks I got while I had fever. Although I thought they were stronger, I couldn’t be sure that because I had fever, felt dizzy, and had a cough. At, 13:58, a rather weak e-shock when falling asleep.
2012/02/09 (Thu) As I have written up above, the following record is a little frustrating to read, at least for me, because it seems to show some maniac character of the person(s) who are and/or were doing this. (I almost gave up taking notes because I got tired of this but since I had not work for the rest of this week and I just wanted to see how many times I got attacked, I continued to take notes. Here I can see what I usually write “incessant attacks” or “attacks every 3 to 5 minutes” are like.)
Went to bed at 0:00. 37.3 ℃. Slept from 2:30-3:50 + 4:00-5:00 + 5:00-6:00+ 7:30-9:56 (1.5 + 1 + 1 + 1 + 2.5 hrs). The game/car-like noise all night.
Details:
At 0:47, e-shocks from below the floor the floor without pain or fit to waist twice with noise Goh
At 0:54, an e-shock from below the floor the floor to my head without pain with the noise Goh which felt like I was hit on the head
At 1:06, an e-shock to head with pain, rather strong, close to the strength of those of the attacks I got in the last three nights
At 1:08, e-shocks to head with pain, rather strong, twice
At 1:12, an e-shock to head, like my head had a hiccup
At 1:15, an e-shock and a fit to my lower body, strong
At 1:16, an e-shock which made me huff, from below the floor, with the noise Goh, strong
At 1:20, an e-shock which made me flow all the air in my lungs through my noises, an extremely big one
At 1:23, the same type as I had at 1:20 + a big fit of my upper body + making me make a strange voice
At 1:25, an 1-shocks like a blow which made me huff + making me make a strange voice
At 1:27, an e-shock which made me huff and make a strange voice
At 2:30, the same type as I had at 1:27
At 3:52, the noises in my head became loud and wavy and I woke up.
At 5:02, an e-shock to head, medium strength
At 6:00, e-shocks to head a few times, felt like blows, with the noise Goh
At 6:18, an e-shock to head, medium strength, from below the floor
At 6:19, an e-shock which made me huff, from below the floor
At 6:22, a few e-shocks which brought a beam-like sensation to my ears + a strong e-shock + the noise Goh
At 6:24, an 2-shock which made me huff strongly and blow out all the air in my stomach, in other words, had the same effect that I had my stomach hit
At 6:33, four consecutive e-shocks which felt like beams in my head and blows to my head + the noise Goh
At 6:35, an e-shock which felt like I had my stomach hit, middle strength + the noise Goh
At 6:39, an e-shock to my lower stomach + fit + the noise Goh
At 6:45, an e-shock to my head which made my jaw shut, strong
At 6:48, an e-shock to my ear + Goh, strong
At 6:51, an e-shock to my right ear, which was facing the next room, the vibration of the shock came from the next room + the noise Goh
At 6:58, an e-shock from below the floor to my left stomach + the noise Goh
At 7:00, an e-shock and a fit to my left knee + the noise Goh, very strong
At 7:04, and e-shock to my head which was the same as the one I got at 6:51
At 7:08, an e-shock to my head, weak
At 7:09, an e-shock to my head, sharp and strong, on my starting a falling asleep breath
At 7:19, an e-shock to my lower body + the noise Goh
At 7:23, an e-shock to my head and ears, rather strong
―I missed records of a few attacks as far as I remember, but not more than that, I think.
―Was this person(s) trying to break a record or something? Like establishing a “record” of attacking me non-stop all night?
―As I was typing this record, I remembered how I was during those hours. In the middle of night, I started recalling conversations with f I had around this time of last year, remembering what f was like and what I was like… :) And I was taking notes habitually between the memory every time I was attacked.
Went out to buy medicine and food in the evening.
2012年2月8日水曜日
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/08 (Wed) I have not written the details of each night’s assaults, and tried to do it but decided to do it tomorrow to take caution. One thing I noticed was that the assaults were stronger and more incessant during my ailment, especially while I was not able to take notes of each assault because of fever and aches.
Also, after some people walked talking past my building early this morning, the assault became rare and weaker. I thank them. I was able to have a solid sleep thanks to them. I feel much much better now. :)
The details: http://junglecrowsister.blogspot.com/2012/02/supersonicelectronic-weapon_09.html
Also, after some people walked talking past my building early this morning, the assault became rare and weaker. I thank them. I was able to have a solid sleep thanks to them. I feel much much better now. :)
The details: http://junglecrowsister.blogspot.com/2012/02/supersonicelectronic-weapon_09.html
2012年2月7日火曜日
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/07 (Tue) Feel much better. 37.2 degrees. Going to the class at Chofu (17:30-18:50) I think I should not go the fast food restaurant today so that the virus won’t spread.
Came back to my station around 20:00. As I did not cough and felt better, I dropped by the fast food restaurant and stayed there till 21:00. Bought some food and came home.
Walking the narrow back allays to the bridge, I heard the noise that I often record “game/car-like noise”. It seemed to come from one of the houses but I could not spot one. As I walked, it shifted the direction. And now when I’m typing this, I hear it and it hurts my ear drums.
The details: http://junglecrowsister.blogspot.com/2012/02/supersonicelectronic-weapon_09.html
To f,
I saw your eyes on my way home today, f. Not exactly your eyes, which are gentle and bright, but your eyes I saw in you a couple of times last year, sad and inquiring eyes, which belonged to a different person, who was bigger than you by two-layers of skin, in different skin tone, and with different hair. But he had your hand and face features. I just wanted to make sure that it was not really you disguising yourself that was in front of my eyes, and kept watching him. When he saw me, I tried to find you in his eyes, but of course you were not there. Instead, I saw the sad inquiring eyes of yours and his.
Came back to my station around 20:00. As I did not cough and felt better, I dropped by the fast food restaurant and stayed there till 21:00. Bought some food and came home.
Walking the narrow back allays to the bridge, I heard the noise that I often record “game/car-like noise”. It seemed to come from one of the houses but I could not spot one. As I walked, it shifted the direction. And now when I’m typing this, I hear it and it hurts my ear drums.
The details: http://junglecrowsister.blogspot.com/2012/02/supersonicelectronic-weapon_09.html
To f,
I saw your eyes on my way home today, f. Not exactly your eyes, which are gentle and bright, but your eyes I saw in you a couple of times last year, sad and inquiring eyes, which belonged to a different person, who was bigger than you by two-layers of skin, in different skin tone, and with different hair. But he had your hand and face features. I just wanted to make sure that it was not really you disguising yourself that was in front of my eyes, and kept watching him. When he saw me, I tried to find you in his eyes, but of course you were not there. Instead, I saw the sad inquiring eyes of yours and his.
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/07 (Tue) Feel much better. 37.2 degrees. Going to the class at Chofu (17:30-18:50) I think I should not go the fast food restaurant today so that the virus won’t spread. Ther rest: http://junglecrowsister.blogspot.com/2012/02/supersonicelectronic-weapon_9407.html
2012年2月6日月曜日
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/06 (Mon) Still sick. A fever of 37.6 degrees Celsius.
The details: http://junglecrowsister.blogspot.com/2012/02/supersonicelectronic-weapon_09.html
The details: http://junglecrowsister.blogspot.com/2012/02/supersonicelectronic-weapon_09.html
2012年2月5日日曜日
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/05 (Sun) I have caught a cold. Last night I had a sore throat and this morning the cold was already in respiratory organs down the throat. I have a fever 37.8 C.
I’ll write the rest later, tomorrow, I guess.
The details: http://junglecrowsister.blogspot.com/2012/02/supersonicelectronic-weapon_09.html
I’ll write the rest later, tomorrow, I guess.
The details: http://junglecrowsister.blogspot.com/2012/02/supersonicelectronic-weapon_09.html
2012年2月4日土曜日
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/04 (Sat) Went to bed at 1:00. Slept from 7:00-8:20 (1.5 hrs). Prevented from sleeping till past 3:00, gave up trying to sleep once and read till past 4:00, tried and prevented from sleeping again till 6:30.
Details: 1:45. game/car-like noise, put a earmuffs but the vibration of the noise became louder and took off earmuffs. 2:45, e-shock + noise Goh from below. After that and till 3:04 e-shocks + fits of head about 10 times. 3:06, a big fit of the left shoulder + noise of somebody moving behind the wall of the next room. 3:08, e-shock to the ear. 3:16, a big fit of the left leg + the noise of somebody moving from the next room. Reading till 4:07. Fits to the head several times till 4:25. Took medicine of drank hot milk and a little past 5:00, right after I lay myself and started trying to sleep again, loud male coughing from below my window and noises moving flower pots from the next house. 5:02, a very quick car-blast which went dahdahdahdahdahdahdahda, which might have been a game noise. 6:32, noise of somebody stand up and walk right close to the wall in the next room. 6:39, e-shock + Goh noise from below. 6:56, blinking flashes in my eyes. 8:20, an e-shock woke me up. From 8:30 to 10:00, sat on my mattress bending forward and drowsing and go e-shocks several times and the noises in my head became loud and wavy.
Worked at Yotsuya from 13:30 till around 19:20. Left the office around 19:30. Came back to my station around 20:20, stayed at the fast food restaurant till a little before 22:00, bought food, and came home around 22:20. Not much lunch break and kept talking all day.
Trying to go to bed as soon as possible.
Details: 1:45. game/car-like noise, put a earmuffs but the vibration of the noise became louder and took off earmuffs. 2:45, e-shock + noise Goh from below. After that and till 3:04 e-shocks + fits of head about 10 times. 3:06, a big fit of the left shoulder + noise of somebody moving behind the wall of the next room. 3:08, e-shock to the ear. 3:16, a big fit of the left leg + the noise of somebody moving from the next room. Reading till 4:07. Fits to the head several times till 4:25. Took medicine of drank hot milk and a little past 5:00, right after I lay myself and started trying to sleep again, loud male coughing from below my window and noises moving flower pots from the next house. 5:02, a very quick car-blast which went dahdahdahdahdahdahdahda, which might have been a game noise. 6:32, noise of somebody stand up and walk right close to the wall in the next room. 6:39, e-shock + Goh noise from below. 6:56, blinking flashes in my eyes. 8:20, an e-shock woke me up. From 8:30 to 10:00, sat on my mattress bending forward and drowsing and go e-shocks several times and the noises in my head became loud and wavy.
Worked at Yotsuya from 13:30 till around 19:20. Left the office around 19:30. Came back to my station around 20:20, stayed at the fast food restaurant till a little before 22:00, bought food, and came home around 22:20. Not much lunch break and kept talking all day.
Trying to go to bed as soon as possible.
2012年2月3日金曜日
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/03 (Fri) Went to bed at 0:05. Slept from 0:30-6:00 + 8:00-10:30 +10:50-11:20 (5.5 + 2.5 + 0.5 hrs). Around 6:00, game/car-like noise. At 6:20-30 electric shocks every 10 seconds and a fit of my arm accompanied by a noise Goh from the next room. Noises in my head were loud. At 6:40, an electric shock and a noise Goh from below. At 1:54, electrich shock + Goh. At 7:58, a fit of my upper body + Goh from below. At 8:01, a big fit of my right leg + Goh from below. At 11:19, a fit to my right ankle + an electric shock.
A headache and dizziness when woke up, which disappeared in a few hours.
Had a class at Chofu. Finished class around 20:30. Stayed at the school looking for some homework materials for about 30 minutes. Left school around 21:00. Came back to my station around 22:15. Dropped by a convenience store, got an onigiri, and came home around 22:30. Trying to go to bed before 0:00.
I noticed it has become my habit to say that I’m sleepy aloud or yawn anywhere. Sometimes it softens the atmosphere, but maybe it has the opposite effect very often. I should be careful not to do that…
A headache and dizziness when woke up, which disappeared in a few hours.
Had a class at Chofu. Finished class around 20:30. Stayed at the school looking for some homework materials for about 30 minutes. Left school around 21:00. Came back to my station around 22:15. Dropped by a convenience store, got an onigiri, and came home around 22:30. Trying to go to bed before 0:00.
I noticed it has become my habit to say that I’m sleepy aloud or yawn anywhere. Sometimes it softens the atmosphere, but maybe it has the opposite effect very often. I should be careful not to do that…
2012年2月2日木曜日
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/02 (Thu) Went to bed a little before 0:00. Slept from 0:00-6:00 (6 hrs). 6 hours of straight sleep made me get up right after I woke up, though I read in my bed till around 7:30 … ;)
Details: At 0:03, an electric shock in my right ear accompanied by a sound Goh. A few minutes later, the same thing once of twice, if I remember correctly because I did not take notes about them. At 6:09, the game/car-like noise, which stopped within a minutes after I got up.
Shocks in my left chest twice before 0:03 electric shock though I could not tell if they were natural or caused by some outside source.―My families, both paternal and maternal sides, have no cardiovascular patients as far as I know, and I have never had the related problem at least after adolescence. Strictly speaking, I was diagnosed to have “childhood rheumatism” with which, I was explained, I could get a hole in my heart, when I was around the third grade, but I doubt the symptom was worth the name because that was the first and last time I was told to have a problem with my heart, and now I remember being asked repeatedly if my legs hurt till I admitted it, me regretting letting the slight pain appear in my face, and till then taking me to a doctor had become a custom of my family although I had had some real diseases.)
I realized I have slept without a pot for weeks, and I rarely put a miniature LED in my earhole these days, which I tried last night but took it off somewhere when I was going to sleep or in sleep.
I think I’ll go out to work and read at the fast food restaurant after finishing the household work.
Tomorrow, I have a class (19:00-20:20) at Chofu.
When making a class supplement on PC with earmuffs on, a game-like noise started coming up from below ant hitting my head bones, I took the earmuffs off and the noise became not perceivable. I wore the muffs again and the noise continued but not so loud as before. But the vibration was still felt and I decided to leave. (13:09)
Stayed at the fast food restaurant from 13:30 to 19:00. Came home around 19:20, worked on PC for a few hours. Trying to go to bed before 0:00. (23:54)
Details: At 0:03, an electric shock in my right ear accompanied by a sound Goh. A few minutes later, the same thing once of twice, if I remember correctly because I did not take notes about them. At 6:09, the game/car-like noise, which stopped within a minutes after I got up.
Shocks in my left chest twice before 0:03 electric shock though I could not tell if they were natural or caused by some outside source.―My families, both paternal and maternal sides, have no cardiovascular patients as far as I know, and I have never had the related problem at least after adolescence. Strictly speaking, I was diagnosed to have “childhood rheumatism” with which, I was explained, I could get a hole in my heart, when I was around the third grade, but I doubt the symptom was worth the name because that was the first and last time I was told to have a problem with my heart, and now I remember being asked repeatedly if my legs hurt till I admitted it, me regretting letting the slight pain appear in my face, and till then taking me to a doctor had become a custom of my family although I had had some real diseases.)
I realized I have slept without a pot for weeks, and I rarely put a miniature LED in my earhole these days, which I tried last night but took it off somewhere when I was going to sleep or in sleep.
I think I’ll go out to work and read at the fast food restaurant after finishing the household work.
Tomorrow, I have a class (19:00-20:20) at Chofu.
When making a class supplement on PC with earmuffs on, a game-like noise started coming up from below ant hitting my head bones, I took the earmuffs off and the noise became not perceivable. I wore the muffs again and the noise continued but not so loud as before. But the vibration was still felt and I decided to leave. (13:09)
Stayed at the fast food restaurant from 13:30 to 19:00. Came home around 19:20, worked on PC for a few hours. Trying to go to bed before 0:00. (23:54)
2012年2月1日水曜日
Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）
2012/02/01 (Wed) Went to bed at 0:25. Slept from 1:10:4:40 + 7:30-9:00 (3.5 + 1.5 hrs).
After woken up early in the morning, I was prevented from falling asleep again till around 7:30. The details are as follows:
At 0:53, a strong shock and fit in the upper body accompanied by a noise Goh. About 10 seconds later, the same thin but a little weaker happened. At 0:56, an electric shock that felt like slashing my brain. At 1:02, a beam-like sensation in my head. At 1:04, an electric shock and fit to my head. At 4:40, the game/car-like noise which first seemed to come from the next room but later seemed to come from far away. At 4:52, an electric shock. Also an annoying car blast in the neighborhood, not close but not really far away. At6:15, an electric shock and sound Goh. At 6:41, an alarm clock noise from below. At 6:44, a loud and unnatural coughs of a middle-aged male from below my window twice. At 6:46, the alarm noise from below. At 6:51, the alarm again. At 7:07, an electric shock. At 7:20, a big electric shock of my ankle and a beam-like sensation in my brain (earhole). At 9:15, I was prevented from falling asleep by either the loud and wavy noises in my head or something else.
Sleepy and a slight feeling of after-concussion with funny feeling in my teeth.
Now it’s 12:23. I’ll do some housework and probably work on my PC and then will go out to the fast food restaurant later.
After working on a class supplement for 30 minutes, I noticed a loud noise had been coming from the next room for a while. (I had been listening to walkman wearing earmuffs.) I made sure the noise did not exist outside. When I turned on my air-conditioner, the noise was a little louder than my air-conditioner, and once made some uncomfortable noise mixing with the noise of my air-conditioner. It sounds like an air-conditioner but too loud and I do no remember having heard it before. While typing this record, the noise was gone. I turned off my air-conditioner, and the noise is still there but not so loud as before. Now it’s 14:11. I’m going out.
I’m about to go out and the noise has just stopped. (14:20)
Stayed at the fast food restaurant from around 14:30 to 19:00. Read a part of a textbook for 30 minutes or so and spent the rest reading Michael Moore’s autobiography.
It seems to have been more people who are aggressive and behaving strangely near me, especially before 17:00, at the restaurant since yesterday, but I’m not sure.
To f,
It is a little too serious and might make you doubt my mental health, but I have been having a feeling that it is better for me to make the following clear. I trust you. I do not think you are making fun of me, and if you just disappear, it is just because you are not interested in me.
And if you still care about me. I would like you to trust me.
Why I say this is because when I remember you saying or doing something that was not like you, I think there must have been misunderstanding-―even though taking other factors such as the situation where you wanted to get rid of me into consideration-―, sometimes a huge one. I had not done anything bad to you and you once assured it when I asked. Although of course on a delicate level I was far from good, as I was not honest about my feelings about you in front of you, and to myself for a long time, probably for too long a time. But I have never lied to you, at least intentionally―I had thought keeping contact with my sisters includes only exchanging New Year’s cards and said yes when you asked about it, but after I realized it does not in the sense you said―, never been indecent in private, other than yelling at abusers, or never tried to make fun of you.
I do not think I have a delusion. I have read a little here and there, and probably have witnessed, that there are people and companies that use “sophisticated” ways to make people and individuals hate each other at many levels of life. (I know a person who told other people that I had made friends with TOEIC personnel and was getting information of TOEIC questions used in the past, for example, which of course is not true. If I had been such a “friendly” person, I would not have been in this mess in the first place.)
When my old friends changed their attitudes suddenly, saying someone else is saying something about me, I thought that if they wanted to believe in what others were saying, let them go. But I do not want you to go for this reason, with different image about me.
By the way, if you ever let me see you again, please remember that my eye-sight is bad and sometimes I cannot tell who the person three meters away from me is. I don’t wear glasses because my eyesight changes day to day. My eyesight was good when I was young, so I was supposed to become far-sighted but I have become near-sighted over the past eight years. A doctor explained that the start of my near-sightedness coincided with the aging of my eyes. I have no problem in putting thread in the needle hole but see four eyes on a person’s face and often see only the outline depending on the circumstance and my condition. So I apologize beforehand in case I cannot, or couldn’t (?), recognize you. Last Monday (23rd) night, at my station, there was a person who walked like you, but was not wearing things I was familiar with came close to me, but I ignored him because there are still weirdoes that enjoy rushing to me probably as part of the harassment I have been taking records of in this blog. I’m sorry if it should have been you. Although I was sure at that time that it was not you and still believe my hunch… :)
Also, I do not think a YouTube channel that has your name in its username about which I told you last summer is yours anymore. Recently I had come to believe it was yours because of some moves it made. I probably will not see it and also not a related video site. Of course if it was actually yours, it would be fine. But I do not think I will see it at least till I see real you.
After woken up early in the morning, I was prevented from falling asleep again till around 7:30. The details are as follows:
At 0:53, a strong shock and fit in the upper body accompanied by a noise Goh. About 10 seconds later, the same thin but a little weaker happened. At 0:56, an electric shock that felt like slashing my brain. At 1:02, a beam-like sensation in my head. At 1:04, an electric shock and fit to my head. At 4:40, the game/car-like noise which first seemed to come from the next room but later seemed to come from far away. At 4:52, an electric shock. Also an annoying car blast in the neighborhood, not close but not really far away. At6:15, an electric shock and sound Goh. At 6:41, an alarm clock noise from below. At 6:44, a loud and unnatural coughs of a middle-aged male from below my window twice. At 6:46, the alarm noise from below. At 6:51, the alarm again. At 7:07, an electric shock. At 7:20, a big electric shock of my ankle and a beam-like sensation in my brain (earhole). At 9:15, I was prevented from falling asleep by either the loud and wavy noises in my head or something else.
Sleepy and a slight feeling of after-concussion with funny feeling in my teeth.
Now it’s 12:23. I’ll do some housework and probably work on my PC and then will go out to the fast food restaurant later.
After working on a class supplement for 30 minutes, I noticed a loud noise had been coming from the next room for a while. (I had been listening to walkman wearing earmuffs.) I made sure the noise did not exist outside. When I turned on my air-conditioner, the noise was a little louder than my air-conditioner, and once made some uncomfortable noise mixing with the noise of my air-conditioner. It sounds like an air-conditioner but too loud and I do no remember having heard it before. While typing this record, the noise was gone. I turned off my air-conditioner, and the noise is still there but not so loud as before. Now it’s 14:11. I’m going out.
I’m about to go out and the noise has just stopped. (14:20)
Stayed at the fast food restaurant from around 14:30 to 19:00. Read a part of a textbook for 30 minutes or so and spent the rest reading Michael Moore’s autobiography.
It seems to have been more people who are aggressive and behaving strangely near me, especially before 17:00, at the restaurant since yesterday, but I’m not sure.
To f,
It is a little too serious and might make you doubt my mental health, but I have been having a feeling that it is better for me to make the following clear. I trust you. I do not think you are making fun of me, and if you just disappear, it is just because you are not interested in me.
And if you still care about me. I would like you to trust me.
Why I say this is because when I remember you saying or doing something that was not like you, I think there must have been misunderstanding-―even though taking other factors such as the situation where you wanted to get rid of me into consideration-―, sometimes a huge one. I had not done anything bad to you and you once assured it when I asked. Although of course on a delicate level I was far from good, as I was not honest about my feelings about you in front of you, and to myself for a long time, probably for too long a time. But I have never lied to you, at least intentionally―I had thought keeping contact with my sisters includes only exchanging New Year’s cards and said yes when you asked about it, but after I realized it does not in the sense you said―, never been indecent in private, other than yelling at abusers, or never tried to make fun of you.
I do not think I have a delusion. I have read a little here and there, and probably have witnessed, that there are people and companies that use “sophisticated” ways to make people and individuals hate each other at many levels of life. (I know a person who told other people that I had made friends with TOEIC personnel and was getting information of TOEIC questions used in the past, for example, which of course is not true. If I had been such a “friendly” person, I would not have been in this mess in the first place.)
When my old friends changed their attitudes suddenly, saying someone else is saying something about me, I thought that if they wanted to believe in what others were saying, let them go. But I do not want you to go for this reason, with different image about me.
By the way, if you ever let me see you again, please remember that my eye-sight is bad and sometimes I cannot tell who the person three meters away from me is. I don’t wear glasses because my eyesight changes day to day. My eyesight was good when I was young, so I was supposed to become far-sighted but I have become near-sighted over the past eight years. A doctor explained that the start of my near-sightedness coincided with the aging of my eyes. I have no problem in putting thread in the needle hole but see four eyes on a person’s face and often see only the outline depending on the circumstance and my condition. So I apologize beforehand in case I cannot, or couldn’t (?), recognize you. Last Monday (23rd) night, at my station, there was a person who walked like you, but was not wearing things I was familiar with came close to me, but I ignored him because there are still weirdoes that enjoy rushing to me probably as part of the harassment I have been taking records of in this blog. I’m sorry if it should have been you. Although I was sure at that time that it was not you and still believe my hunch… :)
Also, I do not think a YouTube channel that has your name in its username about which I told you last summer is yours anymore. Recently I had come to believe it was yours because of some moves it made. I probably will not see it and also not a related video site. Of course if it was actually yours, it would be fine. But I do not think I will see it at least till I see real you.
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