Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012/05/24 (Thu) Went to bed at 11:53 on the 23^rd. Slept from 0:00-8:00 (8 hrs).

Took two tables of painkiller for pains in the left side of my body.

8:00 the game/car-like noise

8:13 e-shock to brain

The number of males of middle age or older who look into my eyes in flank and dirty ways suddenly increased this week. I do not know why. I do not want to know why because I do not want to know what is in their minds. I just feel sick because of their disgusting expressions and eyes and because of the recall of the memory of their harassments over the past 8 years or more. I think those who did the lousiest things to me are now making shameless “friendly” approaches to me. They are not so much shameless as shamelessness itself. Seeing them is as scary as witnessing a psychopath-like action.

私の目をなれなれしいいやらしい目で覗き込む中年以上のオヤジが今週に入って急に増えた。理由はわからない。分かりたくもない。頭の中に何があるかを知りたくないので。吐き気を催すような表情と目つきに加えて過去８年以上の間に受けた嫌がらせの記憶がよみがえって気分が悪い。もっともおぞましいことをしたものが、今は恥知らずな「親しげな」接近をはかっているのだと思う。恥を知らないというより恥知らずそのものなのだ。サイコパス的行動を目撃するのと同じ恐ろしさがある。