2013年11月26日火曜日

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ(1)

194. 2011/01/05 Now I am in my new apartment. Things have not changed much. I still feel what I call supersonic/electric shocks.
At first, I thought and tried to think that I have those feelings because my brain has been set to feel that way after having been abused for years even though there is nothing here in this new place. But as days go by, I have become more confident that the same thing has been going on, mainly because the shocks of each night are too individual to be some kind of symptom of a particular disorder. Each night the shocks have different characteristics in terms of kinds, frequency, strength, hours they happen, and combination of these factors.
One thing that is clear is that I have got an electronic-attack-free wall. My new place, Room 201, is the room at the end facing the street on the second story of a two-storied apartment building. The room below is vacant and the next room (Room 202) does not seem vacant but the door post is closed and fliers are sticking out of its mail box.
“Vacant rooms” were the start of this electronic assault, as I have written before, about three years ago, when people who had been harassing me by making all kinds of noises at night moved out. And on the first night of this new place I felt the shocks coming from below. Since I shifted my beddings, assaults seemed to start to come mainly from Room 202. Unlike my last place, which was on a wood framework, this new place is on a light steel framework, and so I started sleeping on the place which is above the steel. By stomping the floor I could tell where.
There are two main changes. One is that I hear fewer noises that used to accompany the shocks, those I depict shoooooo or zoooon sounds. The other is that shocks come more often when I am still conscious, while before they used to come either when I was falling asleep or when I was sleeping, although starting a few weeks before my moving house there already existed the tendency for the assaults/shocks to come earlier (while I was still awake).
Here are notes I have taken since my last record on December 27, 2010:

2010/12/27-28 I had no sleep partly because I had to pack up, since I had gotten last-minute jobs till the 27th and my packing had been delayed and partly because I was reluctant to sleep on the last day (?) of the two and a half years of violent, sadistic, and merciless attacks, fearing the worst: the assaulters, knowing that the opportunity of abuse will end, might try some lethal attacks.
2010/12/28-29 I put my beddings right next to the wall facing the street. When I went to bed with the light on and waited for a while. Seeing nothing happening, I turned off the light and shocks and fits came into the shoulder from below the floor. I turned on the light. After a while, a few times, the sensation similar to those I used to have in my old apartment came. I slept curled up with my whole body except for my head covered with my bedding because it was very cold. I remember I kept having fits that shock my whole body all night.
2010/12/29-30 Several weak shocks that I cannot tell if they were from my body or outside of my body.
2010/12/30-31 Woken up by my friend crow at 4:00 a.m. Several middle aged men’s nasty laughter a few meters away from my apartment building around 4:30 a.m., lasting for a few minutes when I put of earmuffs. An electric shock hit my head and shoulder when I was resting form reading with my face down.
2010/12/31-1011/12/01 It being cold, I curled up by the window. Electric shocks and fits came many times in the morning. Woke/woken up at 3:00 a.m. Since then till 10:00 a.m., I was incessantly attacked on the shoulder, which gave me fits. I tried laying top-down. No assaults for a while but several minutes later, the same ones came. They came when I was still conscious and trying to sleep, not when I was falling asleep. My right hand fingers, placed on the small heater which was on placed on my belly, made a small movement as if playing piano. I tried sleeping in the middle of the room where the steel framework seems to be. I do not remember any attacks when I was falling asleep but I was woken up by a big blazing electric shock on my whole back. The same kind of big blasts came from below from the direction of my foot, the side there is a lot of space, space, say, for someone standing in Room 101 to shoot me diagonally up.
2011/01/01-02 I remember being hit by shocks a few times, one of which gave me a rather big fit, when I fell asleep on the afternoon of 12/01
2011/01/02-03 Right after I went into my bedding, the thumb of my right hand placed on my belly stack up once. Nothing else happened as far as I remember.
2011/01/03-04 Right after I went into my bedding, shocks came several times and I huffed each time. I felt shocks mainly in my head. I had a rather big fit on the left shoulder, and huffs accompanied. I sled downward. I still felt shocks and had huffs. In time, I fell asleep or fainted. Woken up by several fits around 3:00 a.m. Dull needle-like feeling in my legs. Low-frequency sound like that sounds like that of video games or car engine blast, which goes zoooooooo, zh!..zh!..zooooooh..ZH! . The zh! parts are rather startling, which feels like being hit in the head.
At 3:45 I went to the bathroom and gargled and washed my face, and I noticed that by then I had had strong pressure on my head and constant, very low-frequency sound had existed since I was woken up around 3:00 a.m.
When I was back to my bedroom and I was taking this note, a rather loud motorbike sound came close, stopped under my window, a male made a strange cough like clearing his throat mixed with a high voice, turned around, and left. I noticed that the video-game-like sound was gone. I went into my bedding and the same noise started again. I put on earmuffs to see if I would get the shooo sound and a beam-like electric shock between my ears as I would often when I was wearing earmuffs or earplugs. Both the shoooo sound and the beam-like electric shock between my ears came, and I took off earmuffs.
I woke up at 8:30 a.m. and left home at10:00 a.m. for my first work of this year.
2011/01/04-05 A big fit of my whole body was caused by an attack right after I slipped into my bed. Many attacks of the same type followed until I fell asleep. I woke/woken up at around 6:00 a.m. and fell asleep soon, and then slept till 10:00 a.m. Several attacks came when I was getting up.

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