Friends with Wings

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-03-13T00:24:00.001+09:00

2012/03/12 (Mon) Went to bed around2:30. Slept from 3:00-6:00 + 8:30-11:27 (3 + 3 hrs).
7:29 1 e-shock to head + jaw shut
8:19 1 fit of right foot and leg (strong)
8:22 1 fit of right shoulder
8:29 1 e-shock + fit of right foot
11:27 noises in my head loud and wavy

Eye fatigue and sleepiness all day. The eye fatigue is causing dizziness which made me lose my thought when one of my students moved her fingers quickly under the desk when I was improvising my speech during class.

The class was from 19:00-20:40. got to my station at 21:45, stayed at the fast food restaurant till 22:00, bought food, and got home around 22:15.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-03-12T01:33:00.028+09:00

2012/03/11 (Sun)
The rest of the record: Spent a day at a hospital in Osaka from around 13:00 -19:15 and came back to Shinagawa around 23:15, got lost for five minutes, forwent the second from the last train at Sengakuji to call my family, came back to my station a little past 0:00, paid the rest of the fare I did not pay when I hurriedly took the train at Shinagawa, bought food, and got home around 0:15

Note: There was no one who harassed me in Osaka. I do not know whether it was because there are only a few people who harass me now anywhere or it was because Osaka people are nicer. Though I noticed many (probably more accurately, most) people I do not know seem to recognize me.

I was surprised that there was no woman who visits me to show off her offspring to me for a reason I do not know-this still happens at least once whenever I go out in Tokyo. I noticed this when a young woman with a baby in her arm rushed past me without looking at me, though I was within her sight. I tested with a couple of families by approaching them but none reacted aggressively or viciously to me. They naturally just viewed me as one of their passers-by.

(added on 2012/03/12) On my way from Shin-Osaka to the hospital, forgetting it’s cheaper to take the loop line to the private railway, I took the subway from Shin-Osaka in accordance with the internet information, the quickest way. I wanted to avoid having lunch only with my father, who habitually peeked my bath and once in a while touched my bust in my college days and leg, makes me feel uncomfortable to dine with him, and tried to rush toward my body and stopped by one of my sisters as I escaped when I was taking care of my mother while massaging her leg today. I looked for a noodle stand but there was none or none of them was open, probably because it was Sunday. I bought some pastry and drink at a stand in Yodoyabashi and had them on the train, which had few people.

On the train on my way home, a man, who got on at Shin-Osaka and got off somewhere between, looked into my eye with evil smile and started reading his phone and a man, who got on at Shin-Yokohama and was still on when I got off at Shinagawa, took the next seat without asking if it was occupied and acted in a way I found somewhat unnatural although he was not a threat at all and seemed nice. –( added on 21012/03/12) In retrospect, I am thankful to him because I was able to avoid having an uncomfortable company after a young woman (nice person) got off.

Because of two consecutive days of deprived sleep, (3 in total and 2 hrs.), I tried to sleep on both ways. One my way to Osaka, a shock which I could not tell was the e-shock or a twitch of nerves in my head occurred, whichever it was, it was unusual anyway. On my way back, I slept 20 minutes or so during the last one hour of the ride. One hour before that, I got clearly the same e-shock once when I was about to sleep but conscious. A young man with a blue and white striped scarf and glasses, middle hight or short and middle weight, short hair, was sitting behind me, and when I looked back, he was looking at me with a slight smile.

(added on 2012/03/12) I saw some of nice people I see in Tokyo in Osaka and Nagoya, too. They were not the same people, but the same kind of people. They seemed to recognize me but left me alone, although I was doing many stupid and/or unexplainable things. They were gentle and warm. I could feel good vibes from them. Wishing you all health and good luck! :)

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-03-11T06:32:00.002+09:00

2012/03/11 (Sun) Went to bed around 0:30. Slept from 2:30-4:30 (2 hrs).
-1:00 incessant e-shocks(one made eyes close tight)
1:02 3 noises somebody moving around in the next room (202)
1:22 1 e-shock to head+ left eye close tight
1:26 1 e-shock to head
1:29 1 e-shock to head (strong)
1:51 1 e-shock to head + huff + fit of left shin
1:54 1 fits of left wrist (the hand turned quickly)
2:23 game/car-like noise
2:31 1 e-shock to head (strong)
2:34 (1 e-shock to head (weak)
4:43 1 fit of left arm + left knee
5:06 game/car-like noise

Leaving for Osaka in an hour.
The rest of the record: http://junglecrowsister.blogspot.com/2012/03/supersonicelectronic-weapon_12.html

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-03-11T00:17:00.001+09:00

2012/03/11 (Sat) Went to bed around 1:30. Slept from 2:00-2:30 + 6:00-8:30 (0.5 + 2.5 hrs).
1:30- incessant e-shocks to head + flashes in eyes
2:30 woke up with an earthquake + blinking in eyes
2:58 1 fit of right shoulder
4:48 1 e-shock to head (strong)
5:00 1 e-shock to head (strong)
5:33 1 e-shock to head (strong)
5:36 1 e-shock to head (strong) + fit of left thumb placed under my head
5:38 1 e-shock to head (strong)
8:30 noises in my head were loud and wavy
9:09 1 e-shock to head (medium strength)
9:26 1 e-shock to head + 1 fit of whole body
9:31 1 e-shock to head (strong)

Worked at Yotsuya from 13:30 – 18:55. Left school a little past 19:00, stayed at the fast food restaurant in my station from a little past 20:00 – 21:20, bought food, and came home a little past 21:30.

Words missed and peech slurred during class several times.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-03-09T21:25:00.013+09:00

2012/03/09 (Fri) Went to bed around 23:20. Slept from 0:00-4:30 + 7:00-9:30 (4.5 + 2.5 hrs).
23:46 e-shock (strong) x 1
23:47 noises of hitting the wall x 2+ shutting the curtain noise from 202
23:57 – incessant e-shocks
0:30 big fit of lower body, which swang from side to side x 1
0:33 left arm fit x 1
4:50 noises in my head became loud and wavy + game/car-like noise
－ around 6:00 fit of left arm which was placed in the futon near my belly x 1
6:56 fit of right foot x 1
7:08 e-shock to head (strong) x 1
7:23 e-shock to head
7:28 fir of the index finger of left hand placed under my head x 1
(I moved my hands out and placed them in front of my face.)
7:29 fit of the pinky of my left hand which was with my right hand in front of my face x 1
(I placed my hands apart in front of my face.)
7:37 fit of left leg x 1
7:40 e-shock to head x 1
7:56 fit of lips x 1
7:57 fit of the right side (underside) of my face x 1

In the early afternoon, an NTT person came to see my slow ADSL and found no problem. He adjusted settings to stabilize the speed for the remote area.
Yesterday, I inquired NTT again about my sluggish downloading. They made sure that the speed between the station and my place was slow then and decided to send a person to see what is wrong like the last time. Although downloading was slow this morning, after noon, it became fast enough just like the last time. I had taken a video of downloading a YouTube video with many buffering, which was not the slowest. The NTT person admitted it was slow but did not seem to think the speed was seriously slow.

When the NTT person left, I said thank you but was still skeptical. Like the last time, the speed might become slow tomorrow, I was thinking. I’m sorry! Now, I’m starting to believe the problem has been fixed. Though partly I suspect my neighbor is doing something, like sneaking into my PC, meddling with settings, and tomorrow, the speed will be slow again.

After the NTT person left, I watched a Frontline video on Fukushima Daiichi Nuclear Power Plant disaster, walked to the next station to withdraw money, went to the area near my station, ate a sandwich at another coffee shop, stayed there for 30 minutes, and prepared for classes at the fast food shop in the station for a few hours, and came home a little before 20:00.

Eating a sandwich at a coffee shop, I noticed three old men were looking at me with dirty smiles. I was in the back of the room from where almost everyone at tables could be seen. Several month ago, this would have made me move to a different seat or leave, but I told myself something (secret so that I could use this again) and I did not get upset. I forgot them and watched other people while eating. When I finished my sandwich, I noticed the three old men dropped the dirty smile, looking disappointed. This reminded me that the stares of such men and dirty expressions would often cause me to make mistakes like dropping a spoon or spilling coffee, which seemed to make them all the happier. They might have been expecting me to make such mistakes. They looked like three sullen cats. Honestly, I was happy to see my abusers unhappy and showed it to them. (I know this mentality is not praised and I am disgusted of myself, but I think that returning the stress to those who imposed it on you is better than to bully the weaker than you. “Get even, （やられたら、やりかえせ）” said a teacher of social studies (interestingly, a middle-aged male teacher) of one of the junior highs I went to.) Seeing the shop doesn’t allow customers to stay long and the man next to me turning his ankle and making me feel sick, I decided to leave and was about to get up when one of the old men made an action to leave. (That kind of men would often rush to my back when I was returning my tray.)Again, I was not affected and the man looked disappointed again. Anyway, their dirty smile was not as dirty as before. I’m using the word dirty not evil, which I usually and accurately use to describe the smile of my abusers. The difference is equivalent to that between pollen and radiation. I was and am glad from the bottom my heart that I do not cause the radioactive reactions in men anymore.

It is not clear but I might have a private lesson on either 14th ( ? -16:00) or 21st (between 13:00-16:00).

I’m going to visit my mother at a hospital in the suburban area of Osaka on Sunday.

Class Supplement, TOEFL Essay, A traditional house in the countryside or a modern apartment in a city?

2012-03-08T22:38:00.006+09:00

Writing Topic
What sort of setting would you like for your home, a traditional house in the county or an urban apartment building built in a modern style? Use specific reasons and details to support your choice.

☆Let’s think
Some questions make you wonder which planet you are on now. How many people want to live in either of these types of setting? A traditional house in the country is actually an old farm house in a remote area suffering from depopulation, and people who live in such places are elderly people whose children have left them to work in cities, and if you want to live in a city and yet want to live in a decent apartment which can be described as modern, you have to work 25 hours a day unless you are born with a silver spoon. Neither can be a romantic, which-lifestyle-would-you-prefer setting. However, you are taking a test and a test-taker has to conform to the general idea. Now let’s see what kind of images we are supposed to develop from these two types of setting.

These two settings are the two ultimate images of ideal homes in fairy tales. Would you like to have a relaxed life close to nature or would you like to spend every day in an atmosphere that stimulates all of your senses? Which do you prioritize in your life, nature or civilization?

This question starts with the word “What” not “Which.” You do not exactly have to choose one of the following diagonally opposite types of places to live. Write, “I would like to live in a high-tech mansion in a resort.” However, since all settings can be grouped into either of the two, this writing topic can be treated as a choice question.

☆Hint for points
Brainstorm characteristics of each choice, juxtaposing them point to point.

Traditional house in the country
environment: full of nature, good for the health
lifestyle: relaxing, slow but monotonous life
convenience : not many cultural facilities, no shopping malls, hospitals are far
relationship: close and warm relationships
people: same kind of people, know each other very well

Modern apartment in a city
environment: constantly changing, noise, dirty,
lifestyle: exciting, fast-paced life
convenience: many means of transportation and shops
all kinds of cultural facilities
relationship: dry but individualistic relationships
people: with many different backgrounds

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-03-08T20:09:00.001+09:00

2012/03/08 (Thu) Went to bed around 23:50 on the 7th. Slept from 0:00 –30-minute interval early in the morning -8:00 (7.5 hrs).
The game/car-like noise when going to sleep the first and the second time.
Around 8:32, a big fit of my left leg and butt.
I don’t remember whether there were no attacks or no recording. I often concentrate of sleeping and forgo taking notes. I have a feeling that last night was the same.

Went to the tax office to hand in the tax return application, prepared for classes at the fast food restaurant for a few hours, bought food, and came home around 18:00.

When I looked up at the white wall in the restaurant, I saw translucent geometric patterns that I see when attacked or when I woke up after attacked blinking and changing shape in sync with the blinks.

On my way home, I took a round to see cats in my neighborhood, but I gave up because some male was standing near the place and it was getting dark. I took a short cut, going through some apartment building property, and got home from the other side.

Took a bath and cooked. It’s now a little past 20:00. I’ll make some teaching materials and go to bed.

Class Supplement, TOEFL Essay, A very good/bad advertisement

2012-03-07T18:38:00.033+09:00

Writing Topic
Advertising is a constant presence in our lives. Some advertisements are enjoyable and effective, but others are annoying. Choose an advertisement you think either very good or very bad, and explain why you either like or dislike this particular advertisement. Include specific details to explain your response.

☆Let’s think
To answer this question is rather easy. Everyone has an experience of being impressed or disgusted by an ad. The difficult part might be how you describe and explain. You have to tell yourself that the reader might not know the ad you are writing about, so you have to describe it in detail. Also, you have to explain the reason why you think it is good/bad. Senses are personal, and they require careful explanation, or you will fail to convey to the reader the excitement you got from the ad.

☆Ideas and Expressions

A. Color-blind world

B. Love your enemy

C. Quit smoking!

D. Disease prevention (hepatitis B)

E. Donation

F. Try it on!

G. Got a car for Christmas

H. Green tea

I. Wanna coffee?

J. Vegetarian restaurant

☆Essay for ideas and expressions
Walking down a street in downtown Tokyo, I looked up and forgot where I was for a second due to an advertisement. It had a simplest design. I thought it was very good because it was eye-catching, stimulating, and practical.

The advertisement that caught my eye was a bulletin board of the biggest size on top of a tall building in Shibuya, one of the biggest cities in Tokyo. It had nothing on it except for a small phone number in the center. Like a copy of The White Album of The Beatles placed on a blue table, it cut a huge white square out of the sky.

First, I thought that the bulletin board was empty and wondered why no one was interested in putting up an ad in such a crowded area. Next, I noticed the phone number, and then I realized that it was the number of the bulletin board company. It was the advertisement of the advertisement. I smiled because it made my mind light as things with good ideas always do.

I thought this ad was very good because it attracts attention and makes you think. Among numerous ads in all colors and designs, a huge blank white square stands out by itself. The ad gives you joy of question-solving and, by doing so, it gives you a good impression about the advertiser. Also, you can call the company on the spot if you are interested.

If I were the advertiser, I would have been tempted to put the name of the company next to or above the phone number. However, an ad with a company name and its phone number is too ordinary for anyone to pay attention to. Actually, you won’t be bothered by the absence of the name. It is not the name but the number that you need first to use the service. The witty design shows how good the company is. Then before trying to find out its name, you take out your phone from your bag. You see the ad and you call.

An advertisement which challenges conventional ideas and your intelligence always wins. I think this simplest bulletin board is one. Even if this design is actually common way of advertising advertizing company, there is no denying that it stimulates your mind when you see it for the first time.

☆Let’s make the framework
Now let’s make the framework of your essay following the basic essay structure before you write a full essay. As this is a sketch, make it as simple as possible.
Sample essay framework
【Main Idea = Outline】
a simplest design, eye-catching, stimulating, and practical
【Description of the advertisement】
a huge bulletin board on top of a building in Shibuya, nothing except for a small phone number in the center
【Reaction to the advertisement】
Thought it was empty, and wondered why. Then noticed the phone number, the number of the bulletin board company. I smiled.
【Why you think the advertisement is very good/bad】
attracts attention, makes you think, joy of question-solving, good impression about the advertiser, can call the company on the spot
【Counterargument & Counter-counterargument】
the company name with the phone number, too ordinary
【Conclusion = Wrap-up】
challenges conventional ideas and your intelligence

Note: A counterargument is an expected rebuttal. While writing an essay, sometimes you ask yourself, “Well, but what about this case? My point is vulnerable to this case.” Then this “case” is the counterargument. Hitting a counterargument is a chance to grade up your essay because you have found an untied end of a rope (your logic). If you can tie it well, you can confirm your point, making your essay more persuasive. Thus, taking up a counterargument when necessary is important to get a higher score. You can deal with a counterargument in an appropriate part of a paragraph or use a whole paragraph to deal with it

Your essay framework
【Main Idea = Outline】

【Description of the advertisement】

【Reaction to the advertisement】

【Why you think the advertisement is very good/bad】

【Counterargument & Counter-counterargument】

【Conclusion = Wrap-up】

Good luck!

2012-03-07T16:42:00.003+09:00

2012/03/04
In 10 minutes after I decided to stay some more time, high school boys came in. One of the boys started talking on his phone. He seemed to be talking with his teacher, reporting his entrance examination results. This reminded me of a student I cannot remember without feeling sorry. I was not able to take care of his study well last autumn and was not able to help him pass the exam of the university he wanted to go to even though he had enough ability. I know the result of the exam of another university he must have taken came out a little after the middle of last month. Although I have inquired about it, the people there didn’t seem to have gotten the information yet. Exams of other universities are still going on anyway. I hope he is doing well. Good luck, another f!
(To f and to nice and kind people)

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-03-07T13:24:00.006+09:00

2012/03/07 (Wed) Went to bed around 0:30 Slept from 0:30-4:00 + 8:00-10:00 (3.5 + 2 hrs).
E-shocks and fits when going to sleep.
Around 4:00 game/car-like noise + noises in my head loud and wavy
Between 4:00-7:30Got up and revised some blogs.
From 8:00 till a fell asleep again, incessant e-shocks and fits for a while.
Around 10:00, woke up with blinking of my eyes and the pressure in sync with the blinks in the back of my eyes.

Feeling of concussion after getting up

Note: It is a trivial thing again and taking notes about it might be abnormal, but the situation I’m in now, the situation this blog records is abnormal, so I just take notes things that sticks to my mind as much as possible.
On 2012/02/23 (Thu), I left for the fast food restaurant after it got really dark, which was unusual for me.
> The rest of the record: Worked on a class supplement on PC in the afternoon. Did some paper work at the fast food restaurant from 18:30 -22:00. Bought food and came home a little before 22:30.

Although I have written some reasons I go out in the late afternoon: my room light is not light enough and people are less annoying after 17:00, there was another reason. The day before, I also went out and stayed there from18:00-21:25 for the reasons above according to the record. While I was there, the atmosphere was very nice. A man of 60-75/80 years of age, was in the corner from where my whole body could be seen, but he did not seem to be a bother. Rather, for some reason, he sounded nice and seemed to be favorable to me. He seemed to have called for or be waiting for someone. A couple hours later, two young men came. One of them sounded like one of the two people who were playing something like Shogi on the 31st of December last year. The old man offered his seat to them a few times, and they accepted. The young men started Shorgi or something. The old man left a little later. A few hours past, and when I got up to leave a little before 21:30, one of the Shogi men said, “What are we going to do? (どうしよ)” I stopped for a second. Then he made a happy chuckle. Probably he was almost cornered by his opponent but found a way out, I thought. I bundled up and left my seat. Leaving the room, as had become my habit, I looked back to see if f was there (I know I’m kind of obsessed). I was surprised to see there were more people than I had noticed coming in. I saw a young man sitting in another back corner looking at me and looking very sad. I went down the stairs and at the point where I had to pass to get out of the restaurant stood a young man with a young woman. He was facing me, although he was not exactly looking at me. He looked upset and murmuring something. I passed him and went out. He kept staring the same direction. On my way home, I started feeling that it was wrong that I did not stay till 22:00.The next day, I stayed there till a little before 22:00. (That old man seems to be a retiree, and I think I often see him. He is usually there during the day. If I am not wrong, he was there yesterday, too, and left before or when the man who sounded like f came in. I remember guessing he was/had been am architect over hearing what he was saying, loudly.)

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-03-07T13:21:00.001+09:00

2012/03/07 (Wed) Sent to bed around 0:30 Slept from 0:30-4:00 + 8:00-10:00 (3.5 + 2 hrs).
E-shocks and fits when going to sleep.
Around 4:00 game/car-like noise + noises in my head loud and wavy
Between 4:00-7:30Got up and revised some blogs.
From 8:00 till a fell asleep again, incessant e-shocks and fits for a while.
Around 10:00, woke up with blinking of my eyes and the pressure in sync with the blinks in the back of my eyes.

Feeling of concussion after getting up

Note: It is a trivial thing again and taking notes about it might be abnormal, but the situation I’m in now, the situation this blog records is abnormal, so I just take notes things that sticks to my mind as much as possible.
On 2012/02/23 (Thu), I left for the fast food restaurant after it got really dark, which was unusual for me. > The rest of the record: Worked on a class supplement on PC in the afternoon. Did some paper work at the fast food restaurant from 18:30 -22:00. Bought food and came home a little before 22:30.

Although I have written some reasons I go out in the late afternoon: my room light is not light enough and people are less annoying after 17:00, there was another reason. The day before, I also went out and stayed there from18:00-21:25 for the reasons above according to the record. While I was there, the atmosphere was very nice. A man of 60-75/80 years of age, was in the corner from where my whole body could be seen, but he did not seem to be a bother. Rather, for some reason, he sounded nice and seemed to favorable to me. He seemed to have called for or waiting for someone. A couple hours later, two young men came. One of them sounded like one of the two people who were playing something like Shogi on the 31st of December last year. The old man offered his seat to them several times, and they accepted. The old man left a little later. A few hours past, and when I got up to leave a little before 21:30, one of the Shogi men said, “What are we going to do? (どうしよ)” I stopped for a second. Then he laughed. Probably he was almost cornered in the match but found a way out. I bundled up and left my seat. Leaving the room, as has become my habit, I looked back to see if f was there (I know I’m kind of obsessed). I was surprised to see there were more people than I had noticed coming in. I saw a young man sitting in another back facing me looking very sad. I went down the stairs and at the point where I had to pass to get out of the restaurant stood a young man with a young woman. He was facing me, although he was not exactly looking at me. He looked upset and murmuring something. I passed him and went out. He kept staring the same way. On my way home, I started feeling that it was wrong that I did not stay till 22:00.The next day, I stayed there till a little before 22:00. (That old man seem to be a retiree, and I think I often see him. He usually is there during the day.)

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-03-06T22:57:00.004+09:00

2012/03/06 (Tue) -2 Went to bed at 1:17. Slept from 1:30-3:00 + 6:10-8:10 (1.5 + 2 hrs).
3:11 game/car-like noise
5:25 1 e-shock (slicing sensation in my brain)
5:43 1 e-shock to head + fit of upper right leg
5:51 1 fit of lower right leg
6:10 1 e-shock (strong) to head and arms folded under head
8:18 game/car-like noise
incessant e-shocks and/fit for a while after 6:10 and 8:18

The feeling like something is sticking in my throat when I swallow my saliva started a few hours after I got up.

13:00 Tried to sleep again but gave up soon because of the noise from the next room which showed someone is in there.

The rest of the record: Marked essays and tried to supplement sleep at the fast food restaurant in the station between 14:00 and 21:45, bought food, and came home a little past 22:00.

While at the fast food restaurant, I tried to sleep twice but was unable to. Got e-shocks to my head twice. I saw two women using a cell phone or had a cell phone placed near her right after the shocks.

Around 20:00, when I was working with an essay, a male sat two seats away from me. He was out of my sight but I could hear him. He spoke like f to the person of the shop in a voice like f, but I could tell he was not f. If he was f, I do not know f. Also, if he was f, he would have talked to me. He was alone, and I was sitting in a way that attracts attention, in the corner of an L shaped counter facing the corner. In 20 minutes or so, he left. It seemed that he was saying something to someone at the stairs. And some seconds later, some male voice, which sounded upset, came up from below. I never expected to see f just because I had written “To f (20),” saying I would stop going to the restaurant soon. If I were you and read it, I would have kept quiet and seen what I was up to, to see whether I was doing this thinking I can lure you out by this move.

--- To f,

I just noticed that I cannot continue to go to the fast food restaurant in my station on the days I put up several weeks ago when it becomes too warm to wear a long coat and thick long skirt. This is because of the harassment I have been experiencing and for which I asked you advice before. To avoid abusers, going to the same place around the same time on the same day is the last thing I should do. So far, heavy winter clothes have helped me keep my mind stable but I do not think I can if I start wearing lighter things mainly because of the stares I have been suffering from.

As for this act of waiting for you, I didn’t really believe you would come see me, I should have been given up long time ago, there are a few other ways that you could contact me if you have the will anyway, and in case that there is, if any, a reason you want to but cannot come see me, you would not be happy imagining I am surrounded by men who have an unusual and unthinkable obsession with my thigh or bust or those who enjoy behaving that way when I am not wearing heavy clothes.

I knew this act itself was strange but thinking the situation was a little unusual, I gave it a try. I am sorry if this has caused trouble to you.

Thank you for everything. Although there was not much fun, I am happier than I was one year ago. Had it not been for your being irritated or angry about me, I wouldn’t be so open as now. (There are some cases that I do still don’t understand why you were angry that much. I think there was a misunderstanding.)

To people who are nice and kind,
Since I started openly care for f, I met many people who helped me out. I have never seen people with such beautiful expressions. Thank you very much. I wish I could have become closer to f and you.

(Maybe I’m too sensitive, but right after I started writing this, a cell phone noise was heard a few times behind the wall of where I am sitting. Incidentally, cell phones seldom go off in the next room, and I think they went off a few times when there was a move in my actions.)

fさん、

気づいたのですが、数週間前に宣言した、決まった日に私の住む町の駅のファーストフード店に行くという企画は気温が上がって長いコートや厚手のロングスカートを着ることができなくなると続けられなくなりそうです。以前ご相談したずっと続いている嫌がらせのためで、同じ日の同じ時間に同じ場所に行くのは避けた方がよいのです。今までのところ冬服のおかげで精神的に安定していましたが、服装が軽くなるとこれまで苦しんできた（主に視線の）嫌がらせが辛くなると思います。

この企画に関して言えば、そもそも最初から駄目もとですし、とっくの昔にあきらめていて当然ですし、その気があれば連絡の方法は他にいくつかあるのですし、また、万が一、そんなことがあったとしてですが、会いに来たいけれど何らかの理由で来れないのであれば、私が冬服を着ていない時に、私のふとももや胸に異常で考えられない執着のある、あるいはそのようなふりをして楽しむ男性たちに私が囲まれているのを想像するのは嫌なのではないかと思います。

こんなことをやっていること自体変だと分かっているのですが、事情が少し特殊だった気がしてやってみました。この件でご迷惑をおかけしていたらごめんなさい。

いろいろありがとうございました。愉しいことはあまりなかったけれど、それでも一年前と比べて私は明るくなっていると思います。fさんが私のことでイライラしたり怒ったりしてくれなかったらここまで気持ちを出せるようになっていなかったと思います。（なぜあそこまで怒られたのか今も分からないことがいくつかありますが、何か誤解があったのだろうと思っています。）

親切にしてくださった皆さん、
fさんのことを表立って気にするようになってから、町で私に親切にしてくださる方にたくさん会いました。皆さんのような美しい表情の人たちは見たことがありません。ありがとうございました。fさんとも皆さんとももっと仲良くなりたかったです。

（気にしすぎかももしれませんが、これを書き始めたとたんに私が座っているところの壁の向こうで携帯の音が数回しました。ちなみに携帯の音が隣の部屋ですることはめったになく、私の行動に動きがある時になったことが過去に何回かある気がします。）

To f (20)

2012-03-06T13:47:00.014+09:00

--- To f,

I just noticed that I cannot continue to go to the fast food restaurant in my station on the days I put up several weeks ago when it becomes too warm to wear a long coat and thick long skirt. This is because of the harassment I have been experiencing and for which I asked you advice before. To avoid abusers, going to the same place around the same time on the same day is the last thing I should do. So far, heavy winter clothes have helped me keep my mind stable but I do not think I can if I start wearing lighter things mainly because of the stares I have been suffering from.

As for this act of waiting for you, I didn’t really believe you would come see me, I should have been given up long time ago, there are a few other ways that you could contact me if you have the will anyway, and in case that there is, if any, a reason you want to but cannot come see me, you would not be happy imagining I am surrounded by men who have an unusual and unthinkable obsession with my thigh or bust or those who enjoy behaving that way when I am not wearing heavy clothes.

I knew this act itself was strange but thinking the situation was a little unusual, I gave it a try. I am sorry if this has caused trouble to you.

Thank you for everything. Although there was not much fun, I am happier than I was one year ago. Had it not been for your being irritated or angry about me, I wouldn’t be so open as now. (There are some cases that I do still don’t understand why you were angry that much. I think there was a misunderstanding.)

To people who are nice and kind,
Since I started openly care for f, I met many people who helped me out. I have never seen people with such beautiful expressions. Thank you very much. I wish I could have become closer to f and you.

(Maybe I’m too sensitive, but right after I started writing this, a cell phone noise was heard a few times behind the wall of where I am sitting. Incidentally, cell phones seldom go off in the next room, and I think they went off a few times when there was a move in my actions.)

fさん、

気づいたのですが、数週間前に宣言した、決まった日に私の住む町の駅のファーストフード店に行くという企画は気温が上がって長いコートや厚手のロングスカートを着ることができなくなると続けられなくなりそうです。以前ご相談したずっと続いている嫌がらせのためで、同じ日の同じ時間に同じ場所に行くのは避けた方がよいのです。今までのところ冬服のおかげで精神的に安定していましたが、服装が軽くなるとこれまで苦しんできた（主に視線の）嫌がらせが辛くなると思います。

この企画に関して言えば、そもそも最初から駄目もとですし、とっくの昔にあきらめていて当然ですし、その気があれば連絡の方法は他にいくつかあるのですし、また、万が一、そんなことがあったとしてですが、会いに来たいけれど何らかの理由で来れないのであれば、私が冬服を着ていない時に、私のふとももや胸に異常で考えられない執着のある、あるいはそのようなふりをして楽しむ男性たちに私が囲まれているのを想像するのは嫌なのではないかと思います。

こんなことをやっていること自体変だと分かっているのですが、事情が少し特殊だった気がしてやってみました。この件でご迷惑をおかけしていたらごめんなさい。

いろいろありがとうございました。愉しいことはあまりなかったけれど、それでも一年前と比べて私は明るくなっていると思います。fさんが私のことでイライラしたり怒ったりしてくれなかったらここまで気持ちを出せるようになっていなかったと思います。（なぜあそこまで怒られたのか今も分からないことがいくつかありますが、何か誤解があったのだろうと思っています。）

親切にしてくださった皆さん、
fさんのことを表立って気にするようになってから、町で私に親切にしてくださる方にたくさん会いました。皆さんのような美しい表情の人たちは見たことがありません。ありがとうございました。fさんとも皆さんとももっと仲良くなりたかったです。

（気にしすぎかももしれませんが、これを書き始めたとたんに私が座っているところの壁の向こうで携帯の音が数回しました。ちなみに携帯の音が隣の部屋ですることはめったになく、私の行動に動きがある時になったことが過去に何回かある気がします。）

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-03-06T13:43:00.020+09:00

2012/03/06 Now I remember why I didn’t go to the fast food restaurant on February 11th. I had forgotten that it was Saturday, after the several days of terrible cold/flue. That week was a mock test week and I had no lessons, other than the one on Tuesday, and thus I had a whole week off, and I was sick and alone, having no real conversation with anyone, all the time. I had forgotten what day it was. I now remember I noticed that it was Saturday late at night or the next day. I should have written the feeling of concern or regret right after I remembered, but I forgot that, too, even though it might be a ridiculous act to apologize when it is not clear if anyone is ever wondering this breach. (By the way, it is a trivial thing, but I never watch the poor rabbit scene of Roger & Me, though I always see a black man being shot, because unlike the rabbit scene it is unpredictable.)

I’m writing this because a noise, probably a car blast but also sounded like a computer game, woke me up, and the just remembered it and I think I will be prevented from sleeping again. So I decided to record this before I forget.

Why I stick to this particular day. I have been looking at Google search result of key words of this blog and February 11th, , which had never been on top, was on top, though it disappeared after I wrote about this day in the record prior to this.

2012/03/06 (Tue) -2 Went to bed at 1:17. Slept from 1:30-3:00 + 6:10-8:10 (1.5 + 2 hrs).
3:11 game/car-like noise
5:25 1 e-shock (slicing sensation in my brain)
5:43 1 e-shock to head + fit of upper right leg
5:51 1 fit of lower right leg
6:10 1 e-shock (strong) to head and arms folded under head
8:18 game/car-like noise
incessant e-shocks and/fit for a while after 6:10 and 8:18

The feeling like something is sticking in my throat when I swallow my saliva started a few hours after I got up.

13:00 Tried to sleep again but gave up soon because of the noise from the next room which showed someone is in there.

The rest of the record: Marked essays and tried to supplement sleep at the fast food restaurant in the station between 14:00 and 21:45, bought food, and came home a little past 22:00.

While at the fast food restaurant, I tried to sleep twice but was unable to. Got e-shocks to my head twice. I saw two women using a cell phone or had a cell phone placed near her right after the shocks.

Around 20:00, when I was working with an essay, a male sat two seats away from me. He was out of my sight but I could hear him. He spoke like f in a voice like f, but I could tell he was not f. If he was f, I do not know f. Anyway, in 20 minutes or so, he left, seemingly saying something to someone at the stairs. And some seconds later, some male voice, which sounded upset, came up from below. I never expected to see you just because I had written “To f (20),” saying I would stop going to the restaurant soon. If I were you and read it, I would keep quiet and see what I am up to, to see whether I am doing this thinking I can lure you out by this move.

--- To f,

I just noticed that I cannot continue to go to the fast food restaurant in my station on the days I put up several weeks ago when it becomes too warm to wear a long coat and thick long skirt. This is because of the harassment I have been experiencing and for which I asked you advice before. To avoid abusers, going to the same place around the same time on the same day is the last thing I should do. So far, heavy winter clothes have helped me keep my mind stable but I do not think I can if I start wearing lighter things mainly because of the stares I have been suffering from.

As for this act of waiting for you, I didn’t really believe you would come see me, I should have been given up long time ago, there are a few other ways that you could contact me if you have the will anyway, and in case that there is, if any, a reason you want to but cannot come see me, you would not be happy imagining I am surrounded by men who have an unusual and unthinkable obsession with my thigh or bust or those who enjoy behaving that way when I am not wearing heavy clothes.

I knew this act itself was strange but thinking the situation was a little unusual, I gave it a try. I am sorry if this has caused trouble to you.

Thank you for everything. Although there was not much fun, I am happier than I was one year ago. Had it not been for your being irritated or angry about me, I wouldn’t be so open as now. (There are some cases that I do still don’t understand why you were angry that much. I think there was a misunderstanding.)

To people who are nice and kind,
Since I started openly care for f, I met many people who helped me out. I have never seen people with such beautiful expressions. Thank you very much. I wish I could have become closer to f and you.

(Maybe I’m too sensitive, but right after I started writing this, a cell phone noise was heard a few times behind the wall of where I am sitting. Incidentally, cell phones seldom go off in the next room, and I think they went off a few times when there was a move in my actions.)

fさん、

気づいたのですが、数週間前に宣言した、決まった日に私の住む町の駅のファーストフード店に行くという企画は気温が上がって長いコートや厚手のロングスカートを着ることができなくなると続けられなくなりそうです。以前ご相談したずっと続いている嫌がらせのためで、同じ日の同じ時間に同じ場所に行くのは避けた方がよいのです。今までのところ冬服のおかげで精神的に安定していましたが、服装が軽くなるとこれまで苦しんできた（主に視線の）嫌がらせが辛くなると思います。

この企画に関して言えば、そもそも最初から駄目もとですし、とっくの昔にあきらめていて当然ですし、その気があれば連絡の方法は他にいくつかあるのですし、また、万が一、そんなことがあったとしてですが、会いに来たいけれど何らかの理由で来れないのであれば、私が冬服を着ていない時に、私のふとももや胸に異常で考えられない執着のある、あるいはそのようなふりをして楽しむ男性たちに私が囲まれているのを想像するのは嫌なのではないかと思います。

こんなことをやっていること自体変だと分かっているのですが、事情が少し特殊だった気がしてやってみました。この件でご迷惑をおかけしていたらごめんなさい。

いろいろありがとうございました。愉しいことはあまりなかったけれど、それでも一年前と比べて私は明るくなっていると思います。fさんが私のことでイライラしたり怒ったりしてくれなかったらここまで気持ちを出せるようになっていなかったと思います。（なぜあそこまで怒られたのか今も分からないことがいくつかありますが、何か誤解があったのだろうと思っています。）

親切にしてくださった皆さん、
fさんのことを表立って気にするようになってから、町で私に親切にしてくださる方にたくさん会いました。皆さんのような美しい表情の人たちは見たことがありません。ありがとうございました。fさんとも皆さんとももっと仲良くなりたかったです。

（気にしすぎかももしれませんが、これを書き始めたとたんに私が座っているところの壁の向こうで携帯の音が数回しました。ちなみに携帯の音が隣の部屋ですることはめったになく、私の行動に動きがある時になったことが過去に何回かある気がします。）

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-03-06T04:03:00.000+09:00

2012/03/05
Addition: Now I remember why I didn’t go to the fast food restaurant on February 11th. I had forgotten that it was Saturday, after the several days of terrible cold/flue. That week was a mock test week and I had no lessons, other than the one on Tuesday, and thus I had a whole week off, and I was sick and alone, having no real conversation with anyone, all the time. I had forgotten what day it was. I now remember I noticed that it was Saturday at night or the next day. I should have written the feeling of concern or regret right after I remembered, but I forgot that, too, even though it might be a ridiculous act to apologize when it is not clear if anyone is ever wondering this breach.

(I’m writing this because a noise, probably a car blast but also sounded like a computer game, woke me up, and the just remembered it and I think I will be prevented from sleeping again. So I decided to record this before I forget.

Why I stick to this particular day. I have been looking at Google search result of key words of this blog and February 11th, , which had never been on top, was on top, though it disappeared after I wrote about this day in the record prior to this.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-03-05T23:27:00.012+09:00

2012/03/05 (Mon) Went to bed around 23:30 of last night. Slept from 23:30-4:30 + 5:00-7:30 + 8:00-9:00 (5 + 2 + 1 hrs). A few electric shocks and/or fits each time I was falling asleep.

The rest of the record: Had a class (17:00-18:40) at Shibuya. Finished class around 19:00, left school a little past 19:00, stayed at the fast food shop from a little past 20:00 to around 21:45. Bought food and came home around 22:15.

I was reading my records in the past and noticed that I did not go to the fast food restaurant on February 11th (Sat). Sorry I forgot to go to the fast food shop this day despite the announcement I made before that I make sure to go there on Saturdays. I remember there were several reasons. I had no classes that day while usually I drop by the restaurant on my way home from Yotsuya branch. I had not gotten well from the cold/flue and was too lethargic to go out and sit straight among other people. While I was sick, Michael Moore was the only human I had the closest contact with, and when I finished his book, I could think of nothing other than watching his movie. And those electric attacks, which were especially terrible when I had a high fever, just made my sense different from usual. Maybe I was feeling abandoned a little, I guess. I don’t know. Sorry for not saying sorry right after that, if anyone was wondering why.

Addition: 2012/03/06 Now I remember why I didn’t go to the fast food restaurant on February 11th. I had forgotten that it was Saturday, after the several days of terrible cold/flue. That week was a mock test week and I had no lessons, other than a private lesson on Tuesday, which I gave when I still had a slight fever, cough, and back pain, andafter which I suffered again for two days, and thus I had a whole week off, and I was sick and alone, having no real conversation with anyone, all the time. I had forgotten what day it was. I now remember I noticed that it was Saturday late at night or the next day. I should have written the feeling of concern or regret right after I remembered, but I forgot that, too, even though it might be a ridiculous act to apologize when it is not clear if anyone is ever wondering this breach. (By the way, it is a trivial thing, but I never watch the poor rabbit scene of Roger & Me, though I always see a black man being shot, because unlike the rabbit scene it is unpredictable.)

I’m writing this because a noise, probably a car blast but also sounded like a computer game, woke me up, and the just remembered it and I think I will be prevented from sleeping again. So I decided to record this before I forget.

Why I stick to this particular day is that I have been looking at Google search result of this blog and February 11th, , which had never been on top, was on top, though it disappeared after I wrote about this day in the record prior to this

Note: Yesterday, (2012/03/04) a middle-aged man in a long sleeved camouflage T-shirt was talking on the phone rather loudly and in a tone of slight emergency right below my apartment door and right in front of the apartment gate when I was locking my room door to go out in the early afternoon. When I started going down the stairs, the man came into the property and started coming toward the stairs. This would have been enough to drive me back into my room a few month ago or in the evening, but since it was light and I wanted to be away from my neighbor(s) and solve the problem of sleep shortage (2.5 hours the night before) as soon as possible and I kept going down. The man came up the stairs. I kept my eyes fixed on him. He did not look like a threat. A little before he passed me, he bowed, which I did not return knowingly it was impolite but thinking it was stupid to pay respect to him if he was one of my abusers, the timing of his unnatural behavior increasing the possibility of his being one. He went into the room next to the next room of mine.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-03-05T11:40:00.004+09:00

2012/03/05 (Mon) Went to bed around 23:30 of last night. Slept from 23:30-4:30 + 5:00-7:30 + 8:00-9:00 (5 + 2 + 1 hrs). A few electric shocks and/or fits each time I was falling asleep.

The rest of the record: http://junglecrowsister.blogspot.com/2012/03/20120305-mon-went-to-bed-around-2330-of.html

Note: Yesterday, (2012/03/04) a middle-aged man in a long sleeved camouflage T-shirt was talking on the phone rather loudly and in a tone of slight emergency right below my apartment door and right in front of the apartment gate when I was locking my room door to go out in the early afternoon. When I started going down the stairs, the man came into the property and started coming toward the stairs. This would have been enough to drive me back into my room a few month ago or in the evening, but since it was light and I wanted to be away from my neighbor(s) and solve the problem of sleep shortage (2.5 hours the night before) as soon as possible and I kept going down. The man came up the stairs. I kept my eyes fixed on him. He did not look like a threat. A little before he passed me, he bowed, which I did not return knowingly it was impolite but thinking it was stupid to pay respect to him if he was one of my abusers, the timing of his unnatural behavior increasing the possibility of his being one. He went into the room next to the next room of mine.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-03-04T21:04:00.010+09:00

2012/03/04 (Sun) Went to bed a little before 1:00. Slept from 5:00-7:30 (2.5 hrs).
Hardly slept because of all night attacks.
Here is the record of the maniac activity.

1:06 3-4 electric shocks
1:17 an e-shock to head (strong)
1:18 2 e-shocks to head (weak and strong) + flash in eyes
1:33 1 e-shock to head (strong)
1:35 1 e-shock to head (strong) + fit of left shoulder
1:36 1 fit of left foot + the noise Goh
1:38 1 e-shock to head + fit of head
1:40 1 fit of both arms
1:41 1 fit of left hand (index finger)
1:43 1 fit of right hand fingers
1:47 1 fit of a left finger
1:48 1 e-shock of back of head
1:50 1 e-shock to head
1:52 e-shock to head
1:54 1 e-shock to head (strong) + fit of left leg
1:55 1 fit of waist and left leg
1:56 1 e-shock (strong) + teeth start feeling funny
2:02 1 fit of right arm
2:03 1 e-shock to head + a fit of left shoulder
2:06 1 fit to head
2:09 1 fit of right shoulder and right back
2:31 1 fit of upper body
2:33 1 flash in my eyes + the noise Goh
2:35 1 fit of left leg + head start feeling funny
2:37 1 fit of left foot (strong) +the noise Goh
2:39 1 e-shock to head + 1 fit of left leg (strong)
2:40 1 fit of left foot
2:44 1 e-shock to head which shut my jaw
2:46 1 very big fit of upper body
2:48 1 fit of left foot which made a noise when my foot moved suddenly in futon
2:52 1 e-shock to head and upper back
2:54 noises in my head became loud
2:56 the game/car-like noise became loud
-3:39 incessant e-shocks to head (the same frequency as before 2:56)
4:11 1 fit of left leg
-4:46 loud car blasts and engine noises
4:46 wore earmuffs to avoid the car noises and soon game/car-like noise became very loud and I took off the earmuffs
4:50 car-blasts and wore earmuffs again
4:55 1 e-shock between ears shook my head sideways, and I took off earmuffs
7:00 the noises in my head became loud
-8:00 got up typed in this record on the blog (I accidentally wiped it out and put it up the record of 3/3)
8:30 tried to sleep again and in 5 minutes a fit of left leg
8:46 1 e-shock (a little strong)
-around 9:00 kept sitting on the mattress, gave up trying to sleep, and got up.

11:11 (typed up this record again and put it up on the web)

Did household work and went to the fast food restaurant to supplement sleep loss in the afternoon.

I tried to take a nap twice. I think I slept the first 40 minutes. Right after I started trying to sleep, I had a fit in my right leg. I looked around to see if anyone was holding a cell phone because I have noticed whenever I feel the electric shock or have a fit there in the restaurant, there are some people holding a cell phone, many of whom looking at me, but I couldn’t find any today. After that, I had neither e-shocks nor fits.

Although I was about to go home after 16:00, I expected that I was going to be attacked tonight and tried to sleep again. Sunday-Monday nights are almost always heavy-attack nights. I wasn’t able to sleep but being able to continually close my eyes made me feel better. At home, in 10 minutes after I close my eyes, e-shocks will come. Note: when I decided to stay and try to sleep again at the last moment and stopped clearing the table, taking the position of sleeping, one of the people who stood up at the same time I was getting to leave made a noise tch. I write this down just because it stood out in the very good atmosphere at that time. People had been very nice and polite all the time I was there.

In 10 minutes after I decided to stay some more time, high school boys came in. One of the boys started talking on his phone. He seemed to be talking with his teacher, reporting his entrance examination results. This reminded me of a student I cannot remember without feeling sorry. I was not able to take care of his study well last autumn and was not able to help him pass the exam of the university he wanted to go to even though he had enough ability. I know the result of the exam of another university he must have taken came out a little after the middle of last month. Although I have inquired about it, the people there didn’t seem to have gotten the information yet. Exams of other universities are still going on anyway. I hope he is doing well. Good luck, another f!
(To f and to nice and kind people)

Note: While I was at the fast food restaurant last night, two men spoke on the phone loudly, which hardly ever happens there. As far as I remember, it was the first time.

One young man kept talking loudly on the phone about how he/his acquaintance was having difficulty finding a job, that he has more difficulty in it than those with BA because he is a science major, and that the job-hunting may continue till May.

The other man of middle-old age kept talking loudly on the phone about what he did/didn’t at Kannai and repeated the word Kannai about 5 times.

Both of them left soon after they finished talking.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-03-04T07:44:00.010+09:00

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-03-03T23:20:00.008+09:00

2012/03/03 (Sat) Went to bed around 23:00 on Friday. Slept from 0:00-4:00 + 6:30-9:00 (4 + 2.5 hrs).
At 23:55, 4 - 5 electric shocks to my head (became stronger one after another).
At 23:59, 3 – 4 e-shocks to my head (became stronger one after another).
Both of them were accompanied by beam-like sensations.
around 4:00, the game/car-like noise woke me up. After I got up, it was gone.
At 4:28, a loud unnatural cough of an old male right below my window.
Between 4:30-6:00, Took medicine, prepared for classes and started trying to sleep again.
At 6:15, an e-shock to my head (weak).
At 6:23, an e-shock to my head (a little stronger).

Had lessons from 13:30 to 19:10 at Yotusya. Left school a little past 19:20, stayed at the fast food restaurant in my station from a little after 20:00 to around 21:30, bought food, took some copies, and came home around 22:00.

Note: Yesterday evening, before I went to the fast food restaurant at the station, I used the bathroom on the first floor of the same building. When I approached the area, I noticed an anomaly. An extremely tall young woman well-dressed all in black, not for funeral, stood still facing me. Although I didn’t see her face, I felt she was looking at me. A woman usually looks at herself in the mirror in the bathroom. She was standing in front of the huge mirror but not looking at it. Because of uncomfortable experiences in the past about having an eye contact with such a person―many women used to look into my eyes with evil smile in bathrooms anywhere till at least last year―I passed her and went into the booth in the far back. On last Monday, a well-dressed, middle-aged (?) woman (middle height and chubby) with oval sunglasses that shone like those of dragonflies, wearing her hair up, came out of the booth, passed me, and went out of the bathroom staring at me all the time when I went into another bathroom in the same building, which was closer to the fast food restaurant. I remember two other times when young women, also well-dressed, acted unnaturally in the same bathroom, both of them looked upset or angry and looked at me in a strong way. I saw both of them on before I went to the fast food shop. One of them on Monday evening after work. The other, I do not remember. I saw both of them within a couple of months.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-03-02T19:59:00.005+09:00

2012/03/02 (Fri) Went to bed around 0:20. Slept from 1:00-6:00 (5 hrs).
Around 0:47, 2 electric shocks to my head + 2 fits of my upper body.
At 0:49, an e-shock to my head (strong).
At 0:50, an e-shock to my head + a big fit of left foot.
At 0:53, 2 e-shocks to my head (strong
At 6:12, (woke up to crows’ calls.) noises in my head were loud + eyes blinking with pressure in the back

It’s 15:42 now. I’m going out to make copies and send marked test essays to Shibuya and then going to the fast food restaurant to do the rest of my job I need to do by tomorrow and Monday. I’ll probably be back between 19:30 and 20:00.

The rest of the record:　Left home a little past 16:00, made copies, sent essays to Shibuya, and stayed at the fast food restaurant from around 16:30 to around 19:15. Bought food, came home half way and returned to make some more copies, and got home a little before 20:00.

Memo: I’ve been assigned the following regular classes for the spring break term.
3/12（月）、19（月）、26（月）、4/2（月）、4/9（月）
1900-2040 TOEFL Test Writing at Shibuya

3/17（土）、24（土）、31（土）、4/7（土）、4/14（土）
1330-1530 TOEFL Test Skills & Test Writing, 1630-1740 TOEIC Reading I, 1745-1855 TOEIC Reading II at Yotsuya

I don’t think I will be able to drop by the fast food restaurant on my way back, as I have made a rule, on Mondays above.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-03-02T11:41:00.007+09:00

2012/03/02 (Fri) Went to bed around 0:20. Slept from 1:00-6:00 (5 hrs).
Around 0:47, 2 electric shocks to my head + 2 fits of my upper body.
At 0:49, an e-shock to my head (strong).
At 0:50, an e-shock to my head + a big fit of left foot.
At 0:53, 2 e-shocks to my head (strong
At 6:12, (woke up to crows’ calls.) noises in my head were loud + eyes blinking with pressure in the back

It’s 15:47 now. I’m going out to make copies and send marked test essays to Shibuya and then going to the fast food restaurant to do the rest of my job I need to do by tomorrow and Monday. I’ll probably be back between 19:30 and 20:00.

The rest of the record: http://junglecrowsister.blogspot.com/2012/03/blog-post.html

Memo: I’ve been assigned the following regular classes for the spring break term.
3/12（月）、19（月）、26（月）、4/2（月）、4/9（月）
1900-2040 TOEFL Test Writing at Shibuya

3/17（土）、24（土）、31（土）、4/7（土）、4/14（土）
1330-1530 TOEFL Test Skills & Test Writing, 1630-1740 TOEIC Reading I, 1745-1855 TOEIC Reading II at Yotsuya

I don’t think I will be able to drop by the fast food restaurant on my way back, as I have made a rule, on Mondays above.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-03-01T23:40:00.001+09:00

2012/03/01 (Thu) Went to bed around 0:30. Slept from 1:00-7:00 (6 hrs).
Around 0:30, the game/car-like noise, hurting my eardrums.
Around 1:00, 3 electric shock to my head + fits of my right foot.
At 1:05, an 3=shock to my head + a fit of my right foot + the noise Goh

I think I woke up naturally. A 6-hour straight sleep enabled me to get up soon after I woke up.

A 15-minute shadowing caused pain in my left lung, although I did the same thing yesterday for the first time since I caught a cold and had no pain.

Worked at home all day, marking mock test essays and making class supplement.

My eyes seem to be making small movements all the time. It seems to be vibrating. I found this a couple of months ago when I found a small spider moving in a ceiling light was actually a small crump of dust. When I approached the light to make sure it was dust not a spider today, however, the dust still looked like a spider moving at the bottom of the light to my eyes.

I think I’ll go to the fast food restaurant tomorrow afternoon, though I don’t think I’ll stay there till late… :)

Class Supplement, TOEFL Essay, one change in the twentieth century that is most important to remember

2012-03-01T21:01:00.007+09:00

Writing Topic
There were many changes in the twentieth century. What do you think is the one change in the twentieth century that is most important to remember? Include specific reasons to justify your choice.

☆Let’s think
The questions of the same type as today’s topic are as follows:
♦What invention in the last 100 years has been most beneficial for people in your country?
♦What discovery in the last 100 years has been most beneficial for people in your country? Use specific reasons and examples to support your choice. (Note: The difference between discovery and invention is that you discover something that has existed all the time but you did not know it was there till then, while you invent something that did not exist before. For example, Newton discovered gravity while Bell invented a telephone.)

Neither of the superlatives in these questions, most important and most beneficial, has the article “the.” This means that you do not have to decide the most important change in the 20th century. There are some most important changes that happened in the last century, and you are supposed to pick up one of them and explain why it has the highest level of importance.

It is rather easy to think of the answer for this type of question. For today’s question, you can easily come up with changes like he development of the information technology. Probably the difficult part is to explain why, but remember, the hints are in the questions. In this case, the hints are the words “change” and “most important.” They are related to great moments in history: the story of before and after the change / invention / discovery. What is expected in your essay is probably the description of how great the impact of something was, in other words, in what way and how much it has changed society and/or the environment.

Also, let’s not forget the superlative, “most important.” It requires you to show why you think the change you have chosen is more important compared to other changes. Why is the change brought by the Internet, for example, more important than changes brought by washing machines? One way to do this might be to point out the phenomenon it has caused that the others have not. For example, while washing machines saved our precious time, the Internet provided us with convenience, information, and new experiences as well as extra time.

☆Hints for points
The rapid development of technology
Technological breakthroughs had happened before, but it was in the 20th century that the rapid development of technology happened and the lives of people changed dramatically. Nowadays, thanks to convenient electronic appliances, people can have more extra time than they did one hundred years ago and use it to do things other than daily chores. The development of technology enabled people to enjoy creative activities, the most sophisticated activities of humankind, which were possible only for the few privileged people before. The changes were good for the most part, but since it happened in a short time, people did not have enough time to adapt to it or consider the influence of it. As a result, the people in the 20th century left some negative assets to coming generations, such as pollution, global warming, threat of nuclear arms, and new types of crimes.

The invention and prevalence of the computer and the Internet
For the first time in history, people’s lives depend on machines now, and this happened in the 20th century as a result of the invention and spread of the computer. Also, no other technology has changed our lives in such a large scale than the Internet.

The influence of the airplane
The rapid development of commercial airplanes in the 20th century might be compared to the domestication of horses. It has made the world smaller and dramatically changed people’s lives. It has enabled people to visit other countries for study, on business, or on vacation easily and at low cost.

The invention of TV
The invention of TV has given people a new source of information and a new tool of entertainment. TV has made it possible for people to learn with sound and moving pictures what is happening in remote areas or in places they usually cannot go in. People started watching news shows instead of reading newspapers or listening to the radio. TV-watching became a new entertainment that did not exist before. People started sharing more information than before. At the same time, TV made it easier for governments and corporations to control people’s thoughts.

The end of imperialism
Through two world wars, people learned it hard way that imperialism does nothing but harm to the human race and that peaceful coexistence is basic to the prosperity of humankind. Although international relationships do not always follow this idea, efforts are made to compromise and cooperate and no nation can invade and occupy another country without criticism anymore.

Globalization
The development of transportation and communication allowed corporations do business worldwide. They can now build their branches and factories in other countries, import cheap materials from other countries, and sell their products anywhere on this planet. As a result, people all over the world use the same kind of things in their lives, and share more information than before. At the same time, it is inevitable that languages and cultures of minorities are lost in this change.

☆Let’s make a point
Before writing your essay, let’s write about the points you are going to make by answering the following two questions.

Question 1 What is different before and after the change?
Sample response:
I think the advent of the Internet has been the most important change to remember in the last 100 years.
Before the Internet, the information was something that was provided by authorities in limited amounts.
However, after the Internet, most information on this planet has become available to anyone. Also, it has become possible for anyone to provide information to the public quite easily.

Your response:
I think … has been most important change to remember in the last 100 years.
Before …,

However, after…,

Question 2 What makes the change more important than other changes?
Sample response
The change brought by the Internet has been most important to our society in that it has decentralized information management.
Its impact on our society was so great that no one in our society now live absolutely independent from the Internet.

Your short response:
The change brought by … has been most important to our society in that…

Its impact on our society was so great that …

☆Essay for ideas and expressions
Barron’s Writing for the TOEFL iBT, p. 338
There were any important changes, both technological and cultural, during the twentieth century. In my opinion, the most important of these is the advances that were made in medical science. The development of vaccines and antibiotics, increased access to health care, and improvements in surgical techniques are all things that improved, and saved, the lives of people all around the world.

Vaccines and antibiotics have saved the lives of many people. Fifty years ago, many people became crippled or died from polio. Now the polio vaccine is available everywhere. In the past, people could die from even simple infections. Now penicillin and other antibiotics make it easy to cure infections.

Increased access to health care has also improved the lives of millions of people. In the past, many people lived far from hospitals or clinics. Now hospitals, clinical and health centers have been built in many parts of the world. More people have the opportunity to visit a doctor or nurse before they become very sick. They can be treated more easily. They are sick less and this leads to a better quality of life.

Improved surgical techniques make it easier to treat many medical problems. Microscopic and laser surgery techniques are more efficient than older methods, It is easier for the doctor perform them, and easier for the patient to recover. Surgery patients can return to their normal life more quickly now than they could in the past.

Everybody needs good health in order to have a good quality of life. Advances in medical science have improved the lives of people all around the world. They are improvements that are important to everyone.

To f (19)

2012-02-29T23:16:00.003+09:00

I hope everything is going well for you and everyone, f ... :)

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-29T23:10:00.003+09:00

2012/02/29 (Wed) Went to bed around 0:50. Slept from 1:30-6:00 (4.5 hrs).
At 1:20, a fit of my lower legs.
At 1:28, a fit of my left hand which was placed close to my stomach in my futon.
(Around 6:00 woke up with a pain in my left arm.)
At 8:00, an electric shock to my had + a fit of my head.
At 8:24, an e-shock to my head (stronger) + a fit of my head that shook my upper body.

Finished marking essays and writing wage reports in the afternoon and went out to send them to each branch around 14:30. Forgot things necessary to send them, returned home, and went out again. Came home around a little past 15:30.

Did house work and prepared for classes.

I hope everything is going well for you and everyone, f ... :)

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-28T22:33:00.008+09:00

2012/02/28 (Tue) Went to bed around 0:30. Slept from 2:00-4:30 + 6:00-10:30 (2.5 + 4.5 hrs).
At 1:18, an electric shock to my head + the noise Goh.
Around 2:00, something woke me up.
At 4:30, a fit of my lower stomach (strong) that shook my whole body.
At 6:54, an e-shock to my head + a fit of my left leg.

I had no class today and stayed home all day. Did house work, made some class supplement, and marked some essays.

It’s around 19:00. I’m going out to make copies for my paperwork so that I can send marked essays and other papers to Funabashi and other schools tomorrow. I’ll go to the fast food restaurant to mark some more essays after making copies. (I think I have been feeling less sleepy and having less feeling of concussion since I started going out as often as possible.)

The rest of the record:　Left home a little after 19:00,bought some goods, took copies, stayed at the fast food restaurant till about 21:50, bought food, and came home around a little after 22:00.

I went to the fast food restaurant today because I have made sure that I go there on Tuesdays.

Memo: I remembered that I said something that might be taken light-minded last Saturday. I chat with an American coworker at Yotusya before class every Saturday. Remembering the news article concerning AIJ losing pension money of Japanese people and telling so to him, I said, “Great, isn’t it?” Of course, I was sarcastic. I don’t think this is good news. Also, I am too poor to be directly affected by this incident, living a subsistence life, and thus I cannot be either happy or upset. I was just annoyed by the finding that the rouge company had used up the pension money of not only Americans but also Japanese. I just wonder why it is always people of middle and small businesses that lose money, not the rich who have enough extra money. I wonder if the AIJ seniors will get off without being arrested like those in America…(Now I realized that I had mistaken AIJ for AIG. First I misread AIJ for AIG and then told myself that I had mistaken AIG for AIJ. How stupid of me …)

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-28T18:58:00.002+09:00

Class Supplement, TOEFL Essay, Integrated Writing Sample Answer 41

2012-02-28T13:57:00.014+09:00

A Sample Introduction/Conclusion of the Summary

The speaker dismisses the suspicion that someone else wrote the literary works attributed to Shakespeare and thoroughly refutes the points the writer makes by providing the facts that make it self-explanatory that they are groundless.

「導入」及び「結論」のポイント：　
課題文に”…, making sure to explain how they refute the ideas put forth by the writer.”「筆者が出した考えをどのように論駁しているかをきちんと説明しなさい。」とあるので、論駁の程度・方法について述べる必要があると思います。

今回のListening Sectionは、Writing Sectionの主張について、”do not have any arguments that cannot be easily dismissed”　｢簡単に無視できない（取り上げるに足る、まともな）議論が皆無である。｣と言っており、１００％否定する立場をとっています。従って、”The speaker totally opposes the idea of the writer.” 「話し手は筆者の考えに完全に反対している。」の様な強い表現を使うとよいと思います。上記の例では、”dismiss”　｢とりあわない｣を使っています。

また、筆者の各論点に対する反論の仕方ですが、どれも更なる反論の余地のない根拠を挙げています。
♦論点１　教育：学校教育を受けた記録がない。
⇔　当時はシェイクスピアだけでなく全ての人の学校教育の記録がない。
♦論点２　知識：作品中の歴史・海外の知識は一般人のシェイクスピアには得られなかったはず。
⇔　作品中の海外の知識は一般教養レベル。海外経験のある人たちが帰国後、知識を一般人のあいだに広めた。
♦論点３　階級：　高等教育を受けた海外経験豊富な上級貴族にしかあれらの作品をかけたはずがないので、一般人であったシェイクスピアは作者ではあり得ない。
⇔　作品中に多数ある古典関連の大きなミスは高い教養が身に着いた人にはやろうと思ってもできないミスなので、逆にシェイクスピアの様な貴族ではない人が書いた可能性が高い。

従って、”by pointing out the facts that clearly show that the writer’s points are wrong”「筆者の論点が間違っていること明示する事実を指摘することによって」のような言い方で反論の仕方を説明できると思います。上記の例では、”thoroughly refutes”「徹底的に論駁する」、”by providing the facts that make it self-explanatory that they are groundless”「それら（筆者の論点）に根拠がないことが自明である事実を提供することによって」としています。

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-27T23:18:00.002+09:00

2012/02/27 (Mon) Went to bed around 1:30. Slept from 1:40-6:10 + 8:30-10:30 (5 + 2 hrs).
At 1:32, an electric shock to my head + a fit of the top of my right leg.
At 1:35, an e-shock to my head + a fit.
At 1:38, an e-shock to my head (strong) + a big fit of my whole body.
At 8:10, an e-shock to my head
At 10:20, blinking geometric patterns in my eyes + pressure in the back of my eyes in sync with the blinking woke me up.

Had a class (17:00-18:40) at Shibuya. Left school around 19:00, came back to my station a little before 20:00, stayed at the fast food restaurant till a little before 22:00, bought food, and came back home a little before 22:30.

--- To f,
I hope you are fine and that everything is going well for you. :)

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-26T23:33:00.009+09:00

2012/02/26 (Sun) Went to bed around 1:00 Slept form 2:00-1:20-5:00 + 7:00-10:30 (0.5 + 2.5 + 3 hrs).
Around 1:30, a car-blast-like noise loud
At 2:20, a big fit of my whole body
At 2:31, 3-4 fits of my left leg.
Around 5:00, the game/car-like noise became louder and it hurt my eardrums, so in 30 minutes, I wore earmuffs.
Between 5:00 and 6:00, several e-shocks between my ears.
At 7:04, an e-shock between my ears (strong)

Sleepy but have recovered from cold. :)

Did house work, did a personally important thing in the afternoon, and did grocery shopping in the evening.

--- To f,

昨年（2011年）秋とその後何回か、あなたに向けて書いた文章があります。
以下の場所に保存したのでよかったら読んでください。（「f」とあるファイルは「もう一度話したい。」と言ったときに読んでもらおうと思って持っていたもので、仲直りできたら渡そうと思っていたものです。）

場所：　SkyDrive: https://skydrive.live.com/?lc=1033 内のドキュメントファイル内
ログインのための
1) ID (メールアドレス)：　friendswithwings@hotmail.com
2) パスワード：　＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊
パスワードについて：
１．日本語と英語の組み合わせです。
２．最初が日本語でローマ字の小文字6文字です。
３．次が英語で大文字7文字です。
４．最初の日本語は、昨年3月頃私が受け持っていた個別指導の生徒さんの志望学部について話していたときにf さんが言った言葉で、私はその言葉を長い間聞いたことがなかったので、すぐにぴんとこなくて、「そうですか。」としか反応できなかったのですが、もし、意味をすぐに思い出していれば、「fさんもその中にはいっているんじゃないですか？」などと返したかもしれません。
５．二つ目の英語は、f さんが初めて（冗談で）私になんでもしてくださると言う事を見せてくださったときに、私が「＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊ですよね。」といったのですが、その言葉の後半です。

４．と５．はかなり印象深い会話だったし覚えてくださっていると思うのですが、昔の話過ぎて忘れていたらごめんなさい。

今なぜこんなことをするのかという点ですが、このまま会えなかった場合を考えて、今のうちに、こんなものがあることをお知らせしておいた方が読んでもらえる可能性が高いという気がなんとなくしたからです。（公表のようなことは何があってもしないのでその点は―気にしてないと思うけど―ご安心ください。）

To f (18)

2012-02-26T16:02:00.018+09:00

--- To f,

昨年（2011年）秋とその後何回か、あなたに向けて書いた文章があります。
以下の場所に保存したのでよかったら読んでください。（「f」とあるファイルは「もう一度話したい。」と言ったときに読んでもらおうと思って持っていたもので、仲直りできたら渡そうと思っていたものです。）

場所：　SkyDrive: https://skydrive.live.com/?lc=1033 内のドキュメントファイル内
ログインのための
1) ID (メールアドレス)：　friendswithwings@hotmail.com
2) パスワード：　＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊
パスワードについて：
１．日本語と英語の組み合わせです。
２．最初が日本語でローマ字の小文字6文字です。
３．次が英語で大文字7文字です。
４．最初の日本語は、昨年3月頃私が受け持っていた個別指導の生徒さんの志望学部について話していたときにf さんが言った言葉で、私はその言葉を長い間聞いたことがなかったので、すぐにぴんとこなくて、「そうですか。」としか反応できなかったのですが、もし、意味をすぐに思い出していれば、「fさんもその中にはいっているんじゃないですか？」などと返したかもしれません。
５．二つ目の英語は、f さんが初めて（冗談で）私になんでもしてくださると言う事を見せてくださったときに、私が「＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊ですよね。」といったのですが、その言葉の後半です。

４．と５．はかなり印象深い会話だったし覚えてくださっていると思うのですが、昔の話過ぎて忘れていたらごめんなさい。

今なぜこんなことをするのかという点ですが、このまま会えなかった場合を考えて、今のうちに、こんなものがあることをお知らせしておいた方が読んでもらえる可能性が高いという気がなんとなくしたからです。（公表のようなことは何があってもしないのでその点は―気にしてないと思うけど―ご安心ください。）

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-26T00:53:00.002+09:00

2012/02/25 (Sat) Went to bed about 30 minutes before 0:00. Slept form 1:30-5:00 + 7:30-10:00 (3.5 + 2.5 hrs).
At 1:05, an electric shock to my head (strong).
At 1:07, e-shocks to my head (strong ) x 3.
From round 5:00, the game/car-like noise started to be heard.
Around 6:00, I wore earmuffs and a little after that, the game/car0like noise became louder.
From 6:00 to 7:28, several e-shocks to my head.
At 7:32,2 e-shocks to my head + fits, first, of my left sigh and, next, of my left arm.
Woke up to the alarm clock at 10:00.

Had classes from 13:30 to 19:15 at Yotsuya. Left school around 19:30, arrived at my station a little past 20:30, stayed at the fast food restaurant till a little before 22:00, bought food, and came home around 22:15.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-24T19:27:00.013+09:00

2012/02/24 Went to bed around 0:46. Slept from 1:00-5:00 + 8:00-10:00 (4 + 2 hrs).
(I do not think this was a harassment; somebody was coughing hard in one of the rooms in my apartment building around 5:00 and I woke up.)
At, 6:45, an electric shock + a fit of my right leg.
At 6:51, the sound of a car door banging and a car quickly blasting away.
At 6:55, an e-shock to my head (shooting sensation).
At 7:20, an e-shock to my head + a fit of my right shoulder.
At 7:29, an e-shock to my head (strong) + a fit of my brain or head.
At 8:03, an e-shock to my head + a fit of the top of my right leg.
(Woke up to the alarm clock I had set at 10:00.)

Had a class (15:00-16:20) at Chofu. The class took one hour longer and I left the school around 17:30. Came home a little past 19:00. (Sorry I think I forgot to note the schedule change for today, if anyone was wondering why I started and finished the class much earlier today. The Tuesday student wanted to have a class early afternoon today and the Friday student did not book a class for today’s evening.)

I thought of dropping by the fast food restaurant at my station, but since I haven’t made sure that I go there on Friday, I didn’t.

I’m assigned two evening classes (17:30-19:10 + 19:30-21:10) at Omiya for March 13th as a substitution.

Although there were more people who harassed me probably because I took trains at different hours than usual today, I regret talking to myself using a bad language, “Uze (annoying) …,” in a crowded area in front of the Keio-line ticket gate in Shinjuku Station after a young woman intentionally rushed into my way slowing down when she approached me and blocking my advance, which many groups of people used to concert to do many times a day till very recently and which was annoying all the more because I had forgotten it thanks to its decrease.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-23T23:04:00.004+09:00

2012/02/23 (Thu) Went to bed a little before 2:00. Slept from 3:00-5:00 + 8:00-9:30 (2 + 1.5 hrs).
The game/car-like noise was annoying again and I wore earmuffs a little after I went to bed.
As far as I remember, the noise continued till morning.
At 2:32, electric shocks of shooting sensation to ears x 2 (I took off earmuffs.)
After 2:32, incessant electric shocks to my head every 30 seconds till I fell asleepp
At 5:09, the game/car-like noise became louder + the noises in my head became louder.
At 7:01, e-shocks to my head x 2
At 7:19, an e-shock to the right hand side of my head + a fit of my left leg
At 7:23, an e-shock to the right hand side of my head + a fit of my left leg
After 7:23, incessant e-shocks to my head, sometimes accompanied by the noise Goh from below the floor.
At 9:29, e-shocks to my head x 2 ( a weak one first + a stronger one next)
At 10:24, e-shock (strong) to my head + the noise Goh from below the floor

Funny feeling in my teeth.

The rest of the record: Worked on a class supplement on PC in the afternoon. Did some paper work at the fast food restaurant from 18:30 -22:00. Bought food and came home a little before 22:30.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-23T14:18:00.006+09:00

2012/02/23 (Thu) Went to bed a little before 2:00. Slept from 3:00-5:00 + 8:00-9:30 (2 + 1.5 hrs).
The game/car-like noise was annoying again and I wore earmuffs a little after I went to bed.
As far as I remember, the noise continued till morning.
At 2:32, electric shocks of shooting sensation to ears x 2 (I took off earmuffs.)
After 2:32, incessant electric shocks to my head every 30 seconds till I fell asleepp
At 5:09, the game/car-like noise became louder + the noises in my head became louder.
At 7:01, e-shocks to my head x 2
At 7:19, an e-shock to the right hand side of my head + a fit of my left leg
At 7:23, an e-shock to the right hand side of my head + a fit of my left leg
After 7:23, incessant e-shocks to my head, sometimes accompanied by the noise Goh from below the floor.
At 9:29, e-shocks to my head x 2 ( a weak one first + a stronger one next)
At 10:24, e-shock (strong) to my head + the noise Goh from below the floor

Funny feeling in my teeth.

The rest of the record: http://junglecrowsister.blogspot.com/2012/02/supersonicelectronic-weapon_3716.html

--- To f,

f さん、

ごめんね
素直じゃなくて。
待ってるから
会いにきてください。

To f (17)

2012-02-23T11:23:00.003+09:00

f さん、

ごめんね
素直じゃなくて。
待ってるから
会いにきてください。

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-22T22:18:00.007+09:00

2012/02/22 (Wed) Went to bed around 2:00. Slept from 2:30-7:30 + 10:00-11:30 (5 + 1.5 hrs).
When I went to bed, the game/car-like noise was more annoying than usual, hurting ear drums, and I wore earmuffs.
At 3:04, an electric shock to my head + flashes in my eyes
At 3:06, a fit of left feet + an e-shock to my head
At 9:42, a fit of my left hand + an e-shock to my head
At 11:30, the noises in my head were loud and wavy
Teeth felt funny all day.

Did house work and now it’s 17:30. I’ll go to the fast food restaurant to do some work. I’ve got rather many essays to correct and/or mark and my room light (a warm LED was already in place when I moved in) is not bright enough to do the job. Also, I can concentrate better when people are around. (After 17:00, the number of people who bother me, which has been getting smaller recently, tends to become smaller.)

It is likely that I will be assigned 2 evening classes at Omiya for March 13th (Tue).

The rest of the record: Spent several hours at the fast food restaurant (18:00-21:25). After a few minutes I took a seat, I felt light-headed for a second. After working for a while, I looked at my watch and found it indicating it was 10 minutes before 22:00 when it was actually 19:40 although it was accurate last night. At around 21:25, my concentration expired and I felt as if I was told I had to go and left there. Bought food and got home around 10 minutes before 22:00.

I’ll probably be there around the same hours tomorrow.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-22T17:36:00.005+09:00

2012/02/22 (Wed) Went to bed around 2:00. Slept from 2:30-7:30 + 10:00-11:30 (5 + 1.5 hrs).
When I went to bed, the game/car-like noise was more annoying than usual, hurting ear drums, and I wore earmuffs.
At 3:04, an electric shock to my head + flashes in my eyes
At 3:06, a fit of left feet + an e-shock to my head
At 9:42, a fit of my left hand + an e-shock to my head
At 11:30, the noises in my head were loud and wavy
Teeth felt funny all day.

Did house work and now it’s 17:30. I’ll go to the fast food restaurant to do some work. I’ve got rather many essays to correct and/or mark and my room light, a warm LED which was already in place when I moved in, is not bright enough to do the job. Also, I can concentrate better when people are around. (After 17:00, the number of people who bother me, which has been getting smaller recently, tends to become smaller.)

It is likely that I will be assigned 2 evening classes at Omiya for March 13th (Tue).

The rest of the record: http://junglecrowsister.blogspot.com/2012/02/supersonicelectronic-weapon_3824.html

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-21T23:53:00.002+09:00

2012/02/21 (Tue) Went to bed around 0:30. Slept from 1:00-6:30 + 7:00-9:30 (5.5 + 2.5 hrs).
At 6:42, game/car-like noise + Noises in my head became louder.
At 10:04, three or four quick fits of my grasped left hand, which was placed on a small heater, which was placed over my stomach, me lying sideways, left side up, and the part of the futon over the left arm folded up, revealing the left side of my upper body, left arm, and left hand
At 10:20, an electric shock to my head + a fit of my upper body + the noise Goh from below the floor when I was lying on my bed awake

I’m sorry I couldn’t make it to Lotteria today.

Substituted for a teacher at Funabashi and had two classes (17:00-18:40 + 19:00-20:40). (Good classes and some students had beautiful eyes and smiles … :) ) While the last class tends to take 10 - 20 minutes longer due to its writing section and I expected it to finish a little before 21:00, a student couldn’t finish writing till a little before 21:30. (Since it was a one-time substitution, I couldn’t make it homework.)
Left school a little past 21:30 and came back to my station at 22:06. Bought food and got home a little before 22:30.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-20T22:39:00.001+09:00

2012/02/20 (Mon) Went to bed around 1:53. Slept from 4:00-6:00 + :00-10:00 (2 + 2 hrs).
At 2:35, en electric shock to my head
At 4:05, en e-shock to my head when I started to fall asleep.
At 6:15, the game/car-like noise went louder.
At 6:34, an e-shock to my head which felt like I was hit by a bullet + a fit of my right leg + the noise Gho
At 7:02, an e-shock (weak)
At 7:05 an e-shock (a little stronger) + thenoise Goh
Between 7:10 and 8:00, I read.
At 8:06, an e-shock to my head which felt like I as stabbed in the head
At 8:18, an e-shock to my head which felt like a blow.
Both the shocks at 8:06 and 8:18 were magnetic in sensation.

Had a class (17:00-18:40) at Shibuya. Came back to my station a little before 20:00. Stayed at the fast food restaurant till around 21:20. Bought food and came home around 22:00.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-19T23:52:00.008+09:00

2012/02/19 (Sun) Went to bed around 0:30 Slept from 1:00-1:30-3:30-4:00-6:00-7:30-10:00 (0.5 + 2 + 0.5 + 2 + 1.5 + 2.5 hrs). + nap from 14:00-17:00 (3 hrs)
Between 0:30 and 1:00, several electric shocks every time I start falling asleep.
At 1:28, an electric shock to head
At 4:02, the game/car-like noise became louder
At 5:50, a fit of my feet
At 7:30, a fit of my right leg

Did not feel like I had slept. Had a headache. Did house work, felt tired and took a nap, the headache gone. After waking up around 17:00, I sat folding my upper body, face down, and an electric shock came to my head around 17:25.
Left home around 18:00, stayed at the fast food restaurant, preparing for the classes I’m having as a substitute at Funabashi on Tuesday the 21st, till around 21:20, bought food, and came home a little before 22:00.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-18T23:47:00.001+09:00

2012/02/18 (Sat) Went to bed around 0:30 Slept from 3:00-6:15 + 6:30 -9:00 (3 + 2.5 hrs).
Game/car-like noise, funny feelings in my teeth, and electric shocks kept me awake till around 3:00.
At 2:44, an e-shock to my head and a stroking sensation on my back accompanied by the noise Goh
Between 2:44 vand 3:00, e-shocks several times
At 3:00, an e-shock and a big fit of my stomach and my whole body
At 3:05, an e-shock and a fit to my left leg + voice ( I do not remember what this “voice” was. I’m just copying my notes.)
At 6:15, an e-shock to my head

Went to Yotsuya for classes from 13:30 to 18:55. Finished class around 19:15. Left school around 19:30. Came back to my station around 20:30, bought medicine and food, and stayed at the fast food restaurant till 22:00. I was absorbed in my work so much that I did not notice it was already closing time…Came home around 20:20.

お礼とお詫び

2012-02-18T11:36:00.006+09:00

昨日日暮里駅でサーチライトのような眼をして私の方を見ていたオヤジを止めてくださった若い男性の方、ありがとうございました。
また、その前に怖い顔をしてすみませんでした。
直前にいくつか連続して嫌がらせをされていたので、あなたたちが電車を降りてきたときその続きだと思って（私がドア付近を通る時に合わせてニヤニヤしながらぶつかるように降りてくる人がよくいるので）過剰反応してしまいました。ごめんなさい。

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-17T23:21:00.007+09:00

2012/02/17 (Fri) Went to bed around0:00. Slept from 0:30-3:30 + 4:00-5:00 + 8:30-9:30 (3 + 1 + 1 hrs).
At 3:52 noises in my head became loud and wavy suddenly. Also, the game/car-like noise became louder. It lasted till at least around 5:30.
At 6:00, The fingers of my right hand, which was on a small heater placed on my stomach, moved quickly as if they were playing piano.
At 6:06, an electric shock to my head
At 6:15, an electric shock to my head accompanied by the noise Goh which seemed to come from below the floor.
Around 6:30, an e-shock to my head
At 7:56, an e-shock to my head
At 7:59, an e-shock (stong) and a fit to my head
At 8:09, an e-shock to head
Around 9:30, woke up to the game/car-like noise and geometric patterns which were seen in my eyes and which were blinking every half a second. Had an eye sore and a headache.

Coughts have become lighter.
I make it a habit to wash my hands with soap all the time, especially when I come in from outside. Also, I had been gargling with medicine for weeks especially when I stayed outside for a long time. I almost always eat cooked meal at least for breakfast (eggs, fruit, yogurt, and bread/rice) and dinner, which is usually based on soup made of lots of vegetables and fish or meat. I try to sleep all the time when possible. I have been doing everything I can think of to stay healthy…

I’m going out for a class in Chofu (19:00-20:40)

On the way to Chofu, on Keio line, I first got on the very back of the train, but a huge male got on and started to hang down from the straps, swaying his butt. This was a bad sign. From more than 8 years of experience of intense collective harassment on the trains, I know this type will turn nasty once the doors are closed. Usually, he will start leaning his body towards me, cornering me into little space left. As at least four other people with cell phone standing around me were exerting evil aura, observed the next door to see if there was another weirdo there. There seemed to be none. I moved to the next door. Two guys there seemed to be offended by my presence. I wanted to say that I did not come here but escaped from there. It was a little annoying but does not matter anymore. I am too tired of everything these people do to be angry.

Arrived at Chofu a little past 17:00. Stayed at McDonald’s till a little past 18:00. I wanted to stay there longer because the atmosphere was good, but sometimes the private lesson starts earlier, so I went to work early.

Came back from work to my station 15 minutes before 22:00. Bought food and got home around 22:15.

A job offer dated February 16th was about an irregular, mainly daytime, three-day a week private lesson mainly for March. If it were not for the harassment which makes me short of sleep every night, I would have accepted it with pleasure, but doing this would shorten my life span. Every summer, when I cannot reject morning classes, I age 10 years….

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-17T13:08:00.004+09:00

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-16T23:19:00.002+09:00

2012/02/16 (Thu) Went to bed around 3:00. Slept from 4:30-7:30-9:00 (3 + 1.5 hrs). Do not remember any attacks.

Feel much better.

Went to the fast food restaurant and worked (prepared for classes) there from around 16:00-19:00. Bought food and came home around 19:30.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-16T02:40:00.002+09:00

2012/02/15 (Wed) Went to bed around 23:30 on 14th. Slept form 1:00-5:30 + 7:00-10:30 (4.5 +3.5 hrs). + nap in the evening probably from 18:00-1:30 (6.5 hrs) with some intervals

At 0:40 electric shock and fit to my head x 2
At 0:48, e-shock and fit to my head x 2-3
At 5:52, the game/car-like noise
At 6:02, e-shock to my head accompanied by the noise Goh
At 6:57, e-shock to my head accompanied by the noise Goh from below the floor

I prepared for classes at home all day. After late lunch, I felt tired sitting straight and laid myself and in a few hours I fell asleep. During the nap, I woke up a couple of times but the sleep was not disturbed.

My cough is lighter. Although I am not really well, I am getting better. I think disturbed sleep during the first days of this disease is partly responsible for this late recovery.

By the way, my internet download has been sluggish since the next day of the NTT visit. (Buffering almost never occurred while the NTT person was here…) Is it possible to infiltrate my computer and make the downloading slow? Probably. While I was typing this, shaking of the floor came from the next room for three to five seconds. First I thought it was an earthquake but the shaking came from the next room－my left leg felt the shaking but my right leg didn’t－and only the things located closer to the next room wall shook.

It’s 2:37 a.m., I think I will go to bed again.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-14T22:49:00.002+09:00

2012/02/14 (Tue) Happy Valentine’s Day, f ! :)
Went to bed around 22:30 on the 13th. Slept from 22:30-1:00 (2.5 hrs). + Drowsed from 1:00-10:30.

St 1:00, game/car-like noise.
At 2:55, an electric shock to head
At 3:04, an electric shock and a fit to the right knee + head
At 6:24, the game/car-like noise
At 7:38, an electric shock to head
At 8:03, an electric shock and a fit to my stomach
At 8:35, an electric shock and a fit to my left leg.

Going to have a class (17:30-18:50) at Chofu.

The class was from 17:00 to 18:20. Came back to my station a little before 20:00. Stayed at the fast food restaurant till a little before 22:00, bought food, and came home a little before 22:30.

My mother had a surgery today. It seems the operation itself went OK.

To f (16)

2012-02-14T14:01:00.002+09:00

Happy Valentine’s Day, f ! :)

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-14T13:57:00.004+09:00

2012/02/14 (Tue) Happy Valentine’s Day, f ! :)
Went to bed around 22:30 on the 13th. Slept from 22:30-1:00 (2.5 hrs). + Drowsed from 1:00-10:30.

St 1:00, game/car-like noise.
At 2:55, an electric shock to head
At 3:04, an electric shock and a fit to the right knee + head
At 6:24, the game/car-like noise
At 7:38, an electric shock to head
At 8:03, an electric shock and a fit to my stomach
At 8:35, an electric shock and a fit to my left leg.

Going to have a class (17:30-18:50) at Chofu.

The rest: http://junglecrowsister.blogspot.com/2012/02/supersonicelectronic-weapon_3040.html

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-13T21:56:00.002+09:00

2012/02/13 (Mon) Went to bed around 0:30. Slept from 0:30-5:30 + 7:30-9:30 (5 + 2 hrs). The game/car-like noise when I went to bed. The noise of heavy equipment at the construction site opposite my building woke me up.

Pain in the chest and headache soon started shortly after I got up. Probably the dust from the construction site came into my room and I breathed it in. Or probably I have not gotten really well yet.

Had a 5 o’clock lesson at Shibuya, came back to my station a little before 20:00, bought some medicine and food, stayed at the fast food restaurant till 21:00, and came home before 21:30.

It seems that I have not gotten really well. I have a deep cough, back pain, and headache.
If I do not get well tomorrow, I think I need to go see a doctor.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-12T21:14:00.002+09:00

2012/02/12 ()Sun) Went to bed a little before 0:30. Slept from 1:00-3:30 + 5:30-9:30 (2.5 + 4 hrs).
The game/car-like noise when I went to bed.
At 0:53, electric shock + fit to my left leg
about 3:44, the game /car-like noise became louder for a few seconds and I woke up.
At 3:45, an e-shock to head + fit of my whole body centering my left waist, where I happened to have put my hand in the futon for a while.
At 4:11, an e-shock to my head + a fit of my left shoulder
At 4:25, an –shock to my head accompanied by a noise of something hit something else behind the wall in the next room; right behind the spot where my bookshelf stands, which is 2 meters (a little less than 7 feet) away from my head.
At 4:56, an e-shock to my head + a fit of my left arm, which had been placed under my head
At 5:15, the same above

Stayed home all day and rested.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-11T23:51:00.009+09:00

2012/02/11 (Sat) Went to bed a little before 0:30. Slept from 1:00-7:30 (6.5 hrs).
The game/car-like noise when I went to bed.
At 0:44, an electric shock to head.
At 1:01, e-shock and fit to lower body
Able to have a solid sleep. Much less coughing.

Tried to take a nap in the evening but got e-shocks accompanied by the noise Goh came just by closing eyes on my bed.

Spent all day watching a documentary (Roger & Me; you are sure to watch this movie if you have a copy when you finish Michael Moore’s autobiography), reading a magazine, and working on teaching materials.

I was reading my records in the past and noticed that I did not go to the fast food restaurant on February 11th (Sat). Sorry I forgot to go to the fast food shop this day despite the announcement I made before that I make sure to go there on Saturdays. I remember there were several reasons. I had no classes that day while usually I drop by the restaurant on my way home from Yotsuya branch. I had not gotten well from the cold/flue and was too lethargic to go out and sit straight among other people. While I was sick, Michael Moore was the only human I had the closest contact with, and when I finished his book, I could think of nothing other than watching his movie. And those electric attacks, which were especially terrible when I had a high fever, just made my sense different from usual. Maybe I was feeling abandoned a little, I guess. I don’t know. Sorry for not saying sorry right after that, if anyone was wondering why.

Addition: 2012/03/06 Now I remember why I didn’t go to the fast food restaurant on February 11th. I had forgotten that it was Saturday, after the several days of terrible cold/flue. That week was a mock test week and I had no lessons, other than a private lesson on Tuesday, which I gave when I still had a slight fever, cough, and back pain, andafter which I suffered again for two days, and thus I had a whole week off, and I was sick and alone, having no real conversation with anyone, all the time. I had forgotten what day it was. I now remember I noticed that it was Saturday late at night or the next day. I should have written the feeling of concern or regret right after I remembered, but I forgot that, too, even though it might be a ridiculous act to apologize when it is not clear if anyone is ever wondering this breach. (By the way, it is a trivial thing, but I never watch the poor rabbit scene of Roger & Me, though I always see a black man being shot, because unlike the rabbit scene it is unpredictable.)

I’m writing this because a noise, probably a car blast but also sounded like a computer game, woke me up, and the just remembered it and I think I will be prevented from sleeping again. So I decided to record this before I forget.

Why I stick to this particular day is that I have been looking at Google search result of this blog and February 11th, , which had never been on top, was on top, though it disappeared after I wrote about this day in the record prior to this

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-10T22:00:00.003+09:00

2012/02/10 (Fri) Went to bed around 0:00. Slept from 1:00-2:40 + 6:00-9:30 (1.5 + 3.5 hrs).
Between 0:30 and 0:45, electric shocks to head x 5-7
At 4:26, e-shocks to head x 2
At 4:40, e-shock x 1 + the noise Goh
At 4:51, e-shock + fit to legs and body, x 1 + the noise Goh
5:38, e-shock x 1
There were some more e-shocks when I was falling asleep both times, which I did not take notes of to concentrate on going to sleep.

Read, cleaned-up, did grocery shopping, and did the laundry.
Have had feeling of concussion since evening.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-09T15:33:00.013+09:00

2012/02/09 (Thu) My body temperature has come down to below 37 degrees. The following is the details of the nights since I caught a cold or the flu or whatever this windpipe-and-lung-loving bug is …

The last record, the one I took last night, would be a little frustrating to read, for it seems to show something maniac. It’s not me that is maniac, I hope, but the person(s) attacking me last night. The night before, taking notes of each assault seemed to deter the abuser and I did the same last night, and ended up filling a whole page (35 lines) of a notebook. I noticed the change, that taking notes is not deterring but arousing the abuser, in the middle and thought of giving it up, but thinking it is a good idea of taking a record of exactly how often I got attacks, I continued.

--- 2012/02/05 (Sun) I have caught a cold. Last night I had a sore throat and this morning the cold was already in respiratory organs down the throat. I have a fever 37.8 C.

Details: Went to bed at 1:10. Slept from 1:30-4:30 + 6:30-9:51 (3 + 3.5 hrs).
At 1:16, game/car-like noise woke me up. At 1:20, an electric shock to my head. At 1:43, and electric shock. At 4:54, the game/car-like noise woke me up. At, 6:02, the game/car-like noise. At 10:14, an electric shock and sniffing behind the walls.

--- 2012/02/06 (Mon) Slept from 22:00-23:00 of the 5th + 0:00-2:00 (1 + 2 hrs). The game/car-like noise all day and night.

On the afternoon of the 5th, I got cold medicine and food, and right after coming home took cold medicine and went to bed early in the evening. I had a fever of 37.8 ℃. I could not sleep, so I read for an hour or so and tried to sleep again. I got lots of electric shocks. I put LED light in my ears and attacks got much fewer. Attacks on my vocal cord, making me huff and/or make strange sound. Electric shocks with fits.
―All of them continued all nights. The strength and frequency were both higher than usual.

--- 2012/02/07 (Tue) Slept from 3:30-5:30 + 7:30-8:30 (2 + 1 hrs). Had a fever of 37.2 ℃. Strong electric shocks to head and chest, which made me huff and/or make strange sound all night.

Got up around 14:00, got ready, and went to Chofu. Had a class (17:30-18:50), left school around 19:00, and came back to my station around 20:00. Stayed at the fast food restaurant, as I was not coughing and felt better, till 21:00, bought food, and got home.

―It is possible that even while I got up and was walking around the room the assaults were taking place over these two nights. I had the same sensations in my head while I was upright. But I’m not sure because I might have had that sensation because of fever.
―Early in the morning, after perceiving a shock that felt like my brain was sucked down to the floor and dragged out from shallow sleep, I heard somebody get off something right below me, land on the floor, and walk away in the room below.

2012/02/08 (Wed) Went to bed around 0:00. Slept from 2:30-4:30 + 4:30 -6:30 + 7:00-9:00 (2 + 2 + 2 hrs). Still sick. 37.4 ℃.

Stayed home all say. Did washing. Stayed in bed, reading and resting. When tried to sleep, e-shocks came and prevented from sleeping. Felt much better but couldn’t sit still for a long time and work.

Between 0:00 and 2:00, game/car-like noise and strong electric shocks to head, fits of my legs and head, piercing pains in arm and legs, which were clearly different from those you have in joints and muscles when you have a cold and a fever, and electric shocks that made my voice out in strange ways.
Around 2:00, I put LEDs in my both earholes. Also, some people walked talking rather loudly in front of my apartment building. Right after this, the attacks became dramatically less strong and frequent. (My note sais “stop(ped)”. But in my memory there were at least some weak electric shocks several times before I fell asleep.)
At 4:30, the game/car-like noise. I wore earmuffs and the noise became or felt louder, so I took them off and instead turned the air conditioner on so that the vibration of the machine would cancel the noise. It worked, I felt better, and fell asleep.
At 6:30, a strong e-shock to head twice.
At 6:32, a strong e-shock to right leg.
At 9:09, the game/car-like noise woke me up.
―My note says: (about the 6:30 e-shock,) the same strength probably the e-shocks I got while I had fever. Although I thought they were stronger, I couldn’t be sure that because I had fever, felt dizzy, and had a cough. At, 13:58, a rather weak e-shock when falling asleep.

2012/02/09 (Thu) As I have written up above, the following record is a little frustrating to read, at least for me, because it seems to show some maniac character of the person(s) who are and/or were doing this. (I almost gave up taking notes because I got tired of this but since I had not work for the rest of this week and I just wanted to see how many times I got attacked, I continued to take notes. Here I can see what I usually write “incessant attacks” or “attacks every 3 to 5 minutes” are like.)

Went to bed at 0:00. 37.3 ℃. Slept from 2:30-3:50 + 4:00-5:00 + 5:00-6:00+ 7:30-9:56 (1.5 + 1 + 1 + 1 + 2.5 hrs). The game/car-like noise all night.

Details:
At 0:47, e-shocks from below the floor the floor without pain or fit to waist twice with noise Goh
At 0:54, an e-shock from below the floor the floor to my head without pain with the noise Goh which felt like I was hit on the head
At 1:06, an e-shock to head with pain, rather strong, close to the strength of those of the attacks I got in the last three nights
At 1:08, e-shocks to head with pain, rather strong, twice
At 1:12, an e-shock to head, like my head had a hiccup
At 1:15, an e-shock and a fit to my lower body, strong
At 1:16, an e-shock which made me huff, from below the floor, with the noise Goh, strong
At 1:20, an e-shock which made me flow all the air in my lungs through my noises, an extremely big one
At 1:23, the same type as I had at 1:20 + a big fit of my upper body + making me make a strange voice
At 1:25, an 1-shocks like a blow which made me huff + making me make a strange voice
At 1:27, an e-shock which made me huff and make a strange voice
At 2:30, the same type as I had at 1:27

At 3:52, the noises in my head became loud and wavy and I woke up.

At 5:02, an e-shock to head, medium strength

At 6:00, e-shocks to head a few times, felt like blows, with the noise Goh
At 6:18, an e-shock to head, medium strength, from below the floor
At 6:19, an e-shock which made me huff, from below the floor
At 6:22, a few e-shocks which brought a beam-like sensation to my ears + a strong e-shock + the noise Goh
At 6:24, an 2-shock which made me huff strongly and blow out all the air in my stomach, in other words, had the same effect that I had my stomach hit
At 6:33, four consecutive e-shocks which felt like beams in my head and blows to my head + the noise Goh
At 6:35, an e-shock which felt like I had my stomach hit, middle strength + the noise Goh
At 6:39, an e-shock to my lower stomach + fit + the noise Goh
At 6:45, an e-shock to my head which made my jaw shut, strong
At 6:48, an e-shock to my ear + Goh, strong
At 6:51, an e-shock to my right ear, which was facing the next room, the vibration of the shock came from the next room + the noise Goh
At 6:58, an e-shock from below the floor to my left stomach + the noise Goh
At 7:00, an e-shock and a fit to my left knee + the noise Goh, very strong
At 7:04, and e-shock to my head which was the same as the one I got at 6:51
At 7:08, an e-shock to my head, weak
At 7:09, an e-shock to my head, sharp and strong, on my starting a falling asleep breath
At 7:19, an e-shock to my lower body + the noise Goh
At 7:23, an e-shock to my head and ears, rather strong

―I missed records of a few attacks as far as I remember, but not more than that, I think.
―Was this person(s) trying to break a record or something? Like establishing a “record” of attacking me non-stop all night?
―As I was typing this record, I remembered how I was during those hours. In the middle of night, I started recalling conversations with f I had around this time of last year, remembering what f was like and what I was like… :) And I was taking notes habitually between the memory every time I was attacked.

Went out to buy medicine and food in the evening.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-08T20:53:00.005+09:00

2012/02/08 (Wed) I have not written the details of each night’s assaults, and tried to do it but decided to do it tomorrow to take caution. One thing I noticed was that the assaults were stronger and more incessant during my ailment, especially while I was not able to take notes of each assault because of fever and aches.

Also, after some people walked talking past my building early this morning, the assault became rare and weaker. I thank them. I was able to have a solid sleep thanks to them. I feel much much better now. :)

The details: http://junglecrowsister.blogspot.com/2012/02/supersonicelectronic-weapon_09.html

To f (15)

2012-02-07T22:39:00.008+09:00

I saw your eyes on my way home today, f. Not exactly your eyes, which are gentle and bright, but your eyes I saw in you a couple of times last year, sad and inquiring eyes, which belonged to a different person, who was bigger than you by two-layers of skin, in different skin tone, and with different hair. But he had your hand and face features. I just wanted to make sure that it was not really you disguising yourself that was in front of my eyes, and kept watching him. When he saw me, I tried to find you in his eyes, but of course you were not there. Instead, I saw the sad inquiring eyes of yours and his.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-07T22:30:00.007+09:00

2012/02/07 (Tue) Feel much better. 37.2 degrees. Going to the class at Chofu (17:30-18:50) I think I should not go the fast food restaurant today so that the virus won’t spread.

Came back to my station around 20:00. As I did not cough and felt better, I dropped by the fast food restaurant and stayed there till 21:00. Bought some food and came home.

Walking the narrow back allays to the bridge, I heard the noise that I often record “game/car-like noise”. It seemed to come from one of the houses but I could not spot one. As I walked, it shifted the direction. And now when I’m typing this, I hear it and it hurts my ear drums.

The details: http://junglecrowsister.blogspot.com/2012/02/supersonicelectronic-weapon_09.html

To f,
I saw your eyes on my way home today, f. Not exactly your eyes, which are gentle and bright, but your eyes I saw in you a couple of times last year, sad and inquiring eyes, which belonged to a different person, who was bigger than you by two-layers of skin, in different skin tone, and with different hair. But he had your hand and face features. I just wanted to make sure that it was not really you disguising yourself that was in front of my eyes, and kept watching him. When he saw me, I tried to find you in his eyes, but of course you were not there. Instead, I saw the sad inquiring eyes of yours and his.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-07T13:26:00.002+09:00

2012/02/07 (Tue) Feel much better. 37.2 degrees. Going to the class at Chofu (17:30-18:50) I think I should not go the fast food restaurant today so that the virus won’t spread. Ther rest: http://junglecrowsister.blogspot.com/2012/02/supersonicelectronic-weapon_9407.html

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-06T22:15:00.002+09:00

2012/02/06 (Mon) Still sick. A fever of 37.6 degrees Celsius.

The details: http://junglecrowsister.blogspot.com/2012/02/supersonicelectronic-weapon_09.html

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-05T20:49:00.001+09:00

2012/02/05 (Sun) I have caught a cold. Last night I had a sore throat and this morning the cold was already in respiratory organs down the throat. I have a fever 37.8 C.

I’ll write the rest later, tomorrow, I guess.

The details: http://junglecrowsister.blogspot.com/2012/02/supersonicelectronic-weapon_09.html

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-04T23:25:00.001+09:00

2012/02/04 (Sat) Went to bed at 1:00. Slept from 7:00-8:20 (1.5 hrs). Prevented from sleeping till past 3:00, gave up trying to sleep once and read till past 4:00, tried and prevented from sleeping again till 6:30.
Details: 1:45. game/car-like noise, put a earmuffs but the vibration of the noise became louder and took off earmuffs. 2:45, e-shock + noise Goh from below. After that and till 3:04 e-shocks + fits of head about 10 times. 3:06, a big fit of the left shoulder + noise of somebody moving behind the wall of the next room. 3:08, e-shock to the ear. 3:16, a big fit of the left leg + the noise of somebody moving from the next room. Reading till 4:07. Fits to the head several times till 4:25. Took medicine of drank hot milk and a little past 5:00, right after I lay myself and started trying to sleep again, loud male coughing from below my window and noises moving flower pots from the next house. 5:02, a very quick car-blast which went dahdahdahdahdahdahdahda, which might have been a game noise. 6:32, noise of somebody stand up and walk right close to the wall in the next room. 6:39, e-shock + Goh noise from below. 6:56, blinking flashes in my eyes. 8:20, an e-shock woke me up. From 8:30 to 10:00, sat on my mattress bending forward and drowsing and go e-shocks several times and the noises in my head became loud and wavy.

Worked at Yotsuya from 13:30 till around 19:20. Left the office around 19:30. Came back to my station around 20:20, stayed at the fast food restaurant till a little before 22:00, bought food, and came home around 22:20. Not much lunch break and kept talking all day.

Trying to go to bed as soon as possible.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-03T23:35:00.001+09:00

2012/02/03 (Fri) Went to bed at 0:05. Slept from 0:30-6:00 + 8:00-10:30 +10:50-11:20 (5.5 + 2.5 + 0.5 hrs). Around 6:00, game/car-like noise. At 6:20-30 electric shocks every 10 seconds and a fit of my arm accompanied by a noise Goh from the next room. Noises in my head were loud. At 6:40, an electric shock and a noise Goh from below. At 1:54, electrich shock + Goh. At 7:58, a fit of my upper body + Goh from below. At 8:01, a big fit of my right leg + Goh from below. At 11:19, a fit to my right ankle + an electric shock.

A headache and dizziness when woke up, which disappeared in a few hours.

Had a class at Chofu. Finished class around 20:30. Stayed at the school looking for some homework materials for about 30 minutes. Left school around 21:00. Came back to my station around 22:15. Dropped by a convenience store, got an onigiri, and came home around 22:30. Trying to go to bed before 0:00.

I noticed it has become my habit to say that I’m sleepy aloud or yawn anywhere. Sometimes it softens the atmosphere, but maybe it has the opposite effect very often. I should be careful not to do that…

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-02T11:22:00.007+09:00

2012/02/02 (Thu) Went to bed a little before 0:00. Slept from 0:00-6:00 (6 hrs). 6 hours of straight sleep made me get up right after I woke up, though I read in my bed till around 7:30 … ;)
Details: At 0:03, an electric shock in my right ear accompanied by a sound Goh. A few minutes later, the same thing once of twice, if I remember correctly because I did not take notes about them. At 6:09, the game/car-like noise, which stopped within a minutes after I got up.

Shocks in my left chest twice before 0:03 electric shock though I could not tell if they were natural or caused by some outside source.―My families, both paternal and maternal sides, have no cardiovascular patients as far as I know, and I have never had the related problem at least after adolescence. Strictly speaking, I was diagnosed to have “childhood rheumatism” with which, I was explained, I could get a hole in my heart, when I was around the third grade, but I doubt the symptom was worth the name because that was the first and last time I was told to have a problem with my heart, and now I remember being asked repeatedly if my legs hurt till I admitted it, me regretting letting the slight pain appear in my face, and till then taking me to a doctor had become a custom of my family although I had had some real diseases.)

I realized I have slept without a pot for weeks, and I rarely put a miniature LED in my earhole these days, which I tried last night but took it off somewhere when I was going to sleep or in sleep.
I think I’ll go out to work and read at the fast food restaurant after finishing the household work.

Tomorrow, I have a class (19:00-20:20) at Chofu.

When making a class supplement on PC with earmuffs on, a game-like noise started coming up from below ant hitting my head bones, I took the earmuffs off and the noise became not perceivable. I wore the muffs again and the noise continued but not so loud as before. But the vibration was still felt and I decided to leave. (13:09)

Stayed at the fast food restaurant from 13:30 to 19:00. Came home around 19:20, worked on PC for a few hours. Trying to go to bed before 0:00. (23:54)

To f (14)

2012-02-01T20:24:00.016+09:00

It is a little too serious and might make you doubt my mental health, but I have been having a feeling that it is better for me to make the following clear. I trust you. I do not think you are making fun of me, and if you just disappear, it is just because you are not interested in me.

And if you still care about me. I would like you to trust me.

Why I say this is because when I remember you saying or doing something that was not like you, I think there must have been misunderstanding-―even though taking other factors such as the situation where you wanted to get rid of me into consideration-―, sometimes a huge one. I had not done anything bad to you and you once assured it when I asked. Although of course on a delicate level I was far from good, as I was not honest about my feelings about you in front of you, and to myself for a long time, probably for too long a time. But I have never lied to you, at least intentionally―I had thought keeping contact with my sisters includes only exchanging New Year’s cards and said yes when you asked about it, but after I realized it does not in the sense you said―, never been indecent in private, other than yelling at abusers, or never tried to make fun of you.

I do not think I have a delusion. I have read a little here and there, and probably have witnessed, that there are people and companies that use “sophisticated” ways to make people and individuals hate each other at many levels of life. (I know a person who told other people that I had made friends with TOEIC personnel and was getting information of TOEIC questions used in the past, for example, which of course is not true. If I had been such a “friendly” person, I would not have been in this mess in the first place.)

When my old friends changed their attitudes suddenly, saying someone else is saying something about me, I thought that if they wanted to believe in what others were saying, let them go. But I do not want you to go for this reason, with different image about me.

By the way, if you ever let me see you again, please remember that my eye-sight is bad and sometimes I cannot tell who the person three meters away from me is. I don’t wear glasses because my eyesight changes day to day. My eyesight was good when I was young, so I was supposed to become far-sighted but I have become near-sighted over the past eight years. A doctor explained that the start of my near-sightedness coincided with the aging of my eyes. I have no problem in putting thread in the needle hole but see four eyes on a person’s face and often see only the outline depending on the circumstance and my condition. So I apologize beforehand in case I cannot, or couldn’t (?), recognize you. Last Monday (23rd) night, at my station, there was a person who walked like you, but was not wearing things I was familiar with came close to me, but I ignored him because there are still weirdoes that enjoy rushing to me probably as part of the harassment I have been taking records of in this blog. I’m sorry if it should have been you. Although I was sure at that time that it was not you and still believe my hunch… :)

Also, I do not think a YouTube channel that has your name in its username about which I told you last summer is yours anymore. Recently I had come to believe it was yours because of some moves it made. I probably will not see it and also not a related video site. Of course if it was actually yours, it would be fine. But I do not think I will see it at least till I see real you.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-02-01T12:25:00.018+09:00

2012/02/01 (Wed) Went to bed at 0:25. Slept from 1:10:4:40 + 7:30-9:00 (3.5 + 1.5 hrs).
After woken up early in the morning, I was prevented from falling asleep again till around 7:30. The details are as follows:
At 0:53, a strong shock and fit in the upper body accompanied by a noise Goh. About 10 seconds later, the same thin but a little weaker happened. At 0:56, an electric shock that felt like slashing my brain. At 1:02, a beam-like sensation in my head. At 1:04, an electric shock and fit to my head. At 4:40, the game/car-like noise which first seemed to come from the next room but later seemed to come from far away. At 4:52, an electric shock. Also an annoying car blast in the neighborhood, not close but not really far away. At6:15, an electric shock and sound Goh. At 6:41, an alarm clock noise from below. At 6:44, a loud and unnatural coughs of a middle-aged male from below my window twice. At 6:46, the alarm noise from below. At 6:51, the alarm again. At 7:07, an electric shock. At 7:20, a big electric shock of my ankle and a beam-like sensation in my brain (earhole). At 9:15, I was prevented from falling asleep by either the loud and wavy noises in my head or something else.

Sleepy and a slight feeling of after-concussion with funny feeling in my teeth.

Now it’s 12:23. I’ll do some housework and probably work on my PC and then will go out to the fast food restaurant later.

After working on a class supplement for 30 minutes, I noticed a loud noise had been coming from the next room for a while. (I had been listening to walkman wearing earmuffs.) I made sure the noise did not exist outside. When I turned on my air-conditioner, the noise was a little louder than my air-conditioner, and once made some uncomfortable noise mixing with the noise of my air-conditioner. It sounds like an air-conditioner but too loud and I do no remember having heard it before. While typing this record, the noise was gone. I turned off my air-conditioner, and the noise is still there but not so loud as before. Now it’s 14:11. I’m going out.

I’m about to go out and the noise has just stopped. (14:20)

Stayed at the fast food restaurant from around 14:30 to 19:00. Read a part of a textbook for 30 minutes or so and spent the rest reading Michael Moore’s autobiography.

It seems to have been more people who are aggressive and behaving strangely near me, especially before 17:00, at the restaurant since yesterday, but I’m not sure.

To f,
It is a little too serious and might make you doubt my mental health, but I have been having a feeling that it is better for me to make the following clear. I trust you. I do not think you are making fun of me, and if you just disappear, it is just because you are not interested in me.

And if you still care about me. I would like you to trust me.

Why I say this is because when I remember you saying or doing something that was not like you, I think there must have been misunderstanding-―even though taking other factors such as the situation where you wanted to get rid of me into consideration-―, sometimes a huge one. I had not done anything bad to you and you once assured it when I asked. Although of course on a delicate level I was far from good, as I was not honest about my feelings about you in front of you, and to myself for a long time, probably for too long a time. But I have never lied to you, at least intentionally―I had thought keeping contact with my sisters includes only exchanging New Year’s cards and said yes when you asked about it, but after I realized it does not in the sense you said―, never been indecent in private, other than yelling at abusers, or never tried to make fun of you.

I do not think I have a delusion. I have read a little here and there, and probably have witnessed, that there are people and companies that use “sophisticated” ways to make people and individuals hate each other at many levels of life. (I know a person who told other people that I had made friends with TOEIC personnel and was getting information of TOEIC questions used in the past, for example, which of course is not true. If I had been such a “friendly” person, I would not have been in this mess in the first place.)

When my old friends changed their attitudes suddenly, saying someone else is saying something about me, I thought that if they wanted to believe in what others were saying, let them go. But I do not want you to go for this reason, with different image about me.

By the way, if you ever let me see you again, please remember that my eye-sight is bad and sometimes I cannot tell who the person three meters away from me is. I don’t wear glasses because my eyesight changes day to day. My eyesight was good when I was young, so I was supposed to become far-sighted but I have become near-sighted over the past eight years. A doctor explained that the start of my near-sightedness coincided with the aging of my eyes. I have no problem in putting thread in the needle hole but see four eyes on a person’s face and often see only the outline depending on the circumstance and my condition. So I apologize beforehand in case I cannot, or couldn’t (?), recognize you. Last Monday (23rd) night, at my station, there was a person who walked like you, but was not wearing things I was familiar with came close to me, but I ignored him because there are still weirdoes that enjoy rushing to me probably as part of the harassment I have been taking records of in this blog. I’m sorry if it should have been you. Although I was sure at that time that it was not you and still believe my hunch… :)

Also, I do not think a YouTube channel that has your name in its username about which I told you last summer is yours anymore. Recently I had come to believe it was yours because of some moves it made. I probably will not see it and also not a related video site. Of course if it was actually yours, it would be fine. But I do not think I will see it at least till I see real you.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-01-31T23:55:00.001+09:00

2012/01/31 (Tue) Went to bed at 0:00. Slept from around 0:30-7:20 (7.5 hrs). 0:23, an electric shock to my head. At 0:28, electric shocks to head a few times. Had a straight more-than-7 hour sleep for the first time in months. Felt good in the morning. Did household in the morning. Because I did not have feel that the next door neighbor was going to bother me, I thought of staying and working at home all day today, but remembering the experiences in the past that being bothered in the end when I decide to stay home, I went out.

Did more than the whole week’s job that can be done without PC at the fast food restaurant, where I stayed from around 13:30 to a little past 21:00. I was going to leave after staying there for four hours, but the atmosphere became very good, people talking comfortably, and stayed another four hours, although most people were gone one hour later.

Bought a vegetable, made a copy, and came home around 21:30.

Trying to go to bed as early as possible.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-01-30T14:13:00.003+09:00

2012/01/30 Went to bed at 0:40 Slept from 1:00-4:30 + 6:30-9:00 + 98:30-11:00 (3.5 + 2.5 + 1.5 hrs). When going to sleep, no strange sound was heard but my ears hurt, so I wore earmuffs. 4:27, woke up to an air-conditioner-like noise. I took off the earmuffs and three seconds later the noise stopped. Took stomach medicine and wore the earmuffs again and went to sleep. 5:09, a car-engine noise woke me up. I took off the earmuffs and the noise stopped. 5:35, an electric shock. 5:38, a rather big fit of my upper body. 6:04, en electric shock to my head and a noise Goh from below. After this till probably 6:30, incessant electric attacks. 9:25, en electric shock and flashes in my eyes. Incessant electric attacks for about 30 minutes after that.

Unlike other days, the construction site was not noisy today, although people were working there, and I slept in to 11:00. (This reminds me of Mondays in the autumn and early winter last year…)

I have a 5 o’clock class at Shibuya today. I’m going to drop by the fast food restaurant at my station on my way as usual.

Left the office around 19:00, came back to my station around 20:00, stayed at the fast food restaurant till 22:00, bought food at the supermarket, and came home a little before 22:30.

Trying to go to bed before 0:00

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-01-30T00:39:00.000+09:00

Slept from 2:00-6:00 + 9:00-9:30 (4 + 0.5 hrs). Went to bed at 1:30. Electric shocks till I fell asleep around 2:00. 1:33, an electric shock to head. 6:11, game sound form the next room. 7:54, electric shock to head. 8:54, blinking flashes in my eyes. Woke up by the alarm. Eyes were flashy.

Left for TOEIC a little before 11:00. Came back from TOEIC to my station around 4:30. Stayed at the fast food restaurant and worked from a little before 17:00 to probably 18:30. Tried to sleep twice but could not. Bought food and came home around 19:00.

空耳

2012-01-29T10:45:00.002+09:00

僕はもう
あなたの小鳥
(Midas Touch, Tatsuro Yamashita)

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-01-28T23:06:00.003+09:00

2012/01/28 (Sat) Slept from 1:30-4:00 + 6:00-7:00 + 8:00-9:30 (2.5 + 1 + 1.5 hrs). Went to bed a little before 1:00. Wanted to read but did not in order to sleep earlier. Incessant strong electric attacks to my head (shooting sensations) till I fall asleep probably around 1:30. At 4:00, game/car-like noise and stomachache woke me up. Both of them stopped around 4:30. But a car-blast loudly continued. 6:02, Strong beam-like sensation from my right ear to left ear. 8:17, a quick electric noise which sounded like Nintendo, like that of level-up, in the top right region in my head. 9:35, a big fit of my whole body woke me up.

Between 6:00 and 7:30, there was a loud noise on my balcony and later I found that the dish on which I had put food for crows last night had fallen down to the parking lot and broke into pieces. The food had gone. I do not know what happened. Probably the crows pushed the dish off the balcony for some reason. They usually take only the food away. Maybe the food was frozen to the dish.

Worked at Yotsuya from 13:30 to 18:55. Left school around 19:30. Had a stomachache and bought medicine on my way back. Stayed at the fast food restaurant from 20:40-21:20. Did grocery shopping and came home a little before 22:00.

I take TOEIC tomorrow. Trying to go to bed early.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-01-27T22:44:00.004+09:00

2012/01/27 (Fri) Slept from 1:50-2:40 + 5:30-9:20 (1 + 4 hrs). 1:19, electric shock to head. 1:34, a fit of left ankle. 1:45, a fit to the right knee and an electric shock to head accompanied by a sound Goh from below the floor. Woke up around 2:40 because of stomachache, which lasted for a few hours and subsided after massage to my ears. 4:30, the game/car-like noise. A car-blast-like noise around 5:40 and I wore earmuffs. A while later, the car-blast noise louder and could be head through earmuffs. When I took them off, the noise stopped. Hot milk made me sleep.

Headache when I woke up, but stopped in a few hours.

Worked at home all day. There was a middle aged male voice, very loud and vulgar, in a strange tone of satisfaction, coming from the construction site opposite my apartment all day. This is rare these days, so I’m just recording it.

I thought of going to the fast food restaurant late in the afternoon, but had a stomachache again and gave up. I got well when I took a bath.

I’ve found ear massage good for tired eardrums as well as for stomachache…maybe it works for the same thing.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-01-26T21:47:00.001+09:00

2012/01/26 (Thu) Slept from 1:10-5:40 + 9:00-10:20 (4.5 + 1.5 hrs). At 1:04, a big fit of my lower body. Around 5:40, a car-blast that sounded like the game/car-like noise which often bother me lasted for about 20 minutes, not loud but annoying. At 7:40 a fit of my hand. At 8:58, blinking flashes in my eyes, which were closed, woke me up. I shifted my head to a lower place on my mattress, and in 10 minutes or so the blinking stopped. A big fit of my stomach followed a while later. At 10:20, Big fits of my body twice woke me up.

Downloading was as fast as before all day today even before the NTT person came. I felt as if the sluggish state of the past one month had been a nightmare. No problem was found in my computer. The NTT person changed the routers and the splitters, and the speed became 300 mbps faster. But it seemed that the difference was not the critical factor. Anyway, I have no problem in downloading anymore, now.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-01-26T00:27:00.001+09:00

2012/01/25 (Wed) Slept from 2:30-5:30 + 7:30-11:00 (3 + 2.5 hrs). A few fits when going to sleep both times (2:30 & 7:30). Game/car-like noise around 5:30.

Funny feeling when I was washing dish cloth, doing English pronunciation training (13:40-14:00), and using PC (14:00-14:50). After using PC I felt the noises in my head loud and wavy. Eye fatigue all day.

Called NTT and found my ADSL line is as slow as “1 mega” according to the person who checked the line. They will send someone to my place tomorrow afternoon to see what is wrong. After the phone with the NTT, a YouTube video (TYT news) was being downloaded as fast as before for a while (20 minutes or so), then the speed became slow again.

Went to the fast food restaurant to work on my students essays. Stayed there from 16:00 to 19:30 or 20:00. I tried to sleep for 30 minutes but couldn’t sleep. Had a slight fit in both legs.
I felt funny in the head twice. I felt as if some pulse was hitting my head and looked around each time. ―I also had the funny feeling on Monday, during the class. I was in Room A, reading the sample essay with my students and the pulse like feeling started coming to my head from behind. I moved to the spot in front of the door and the feeling stopped.―

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-01-25T00:02:00.013+09:00

2012/01/24 (Tue) Slept from 1:40-5:00 + 7:30-10:10 (3.5 + 2.5 hrs). Went to bed around 1:00 and tried to sleep around 1:30. Electric shocks and fits when trying to sleep both times. Game/car-like noise when I woke up around 5:00. Crows did not wake me up. When I was lying thinking about crows early in the morning, I heard one of them make a call meaning there was food, and I fell asleep relieved…

I know it is bad to feed birds. I will stop feeding them … as long as they do not ask me to. But they will anyway… :)

Went to Chofu and had a private lesson (17:30-18:50). Next week, I don’t have a class on Tuesday. Next class is on February 7th (17:30-18:50).

Left the school a little past 19:00. Came back to my station a little past 20:00. Stayed at the fast food restaurant from 20:15 to 22:00. Bought some food and came home around 22:30.

〉I know it is bad to feed birds. I will stop feeding them … as long as they do not ask me to. But they will anyway… :)

Seriously, I will (stop feeding birds) at night and early in the morning.

--- On my way back, when I was on the train for Shinjuku at Chofu station, it was delayed. After the announcement was made, I yawned several times. A high school boy looked shocked to see me yawn. Sorry, if I offended you. It’s not just because I am always really very sleepy because of more than 5 years of sleep deprivation―I sometimes get worried to imagine what if the first thing I would do to see f is to fall asleep because of relief…Well, anyway, another reason is that my yawning when train delays might have become my habit. Because it seems to have been going on for more than 8 years that―although I try not to take it personally―when I’m in a rush (like when I leave home earlier because I want to talk to f before work) or I’m using a different line at a different time on a different day, the train is delayed, very often, more often than can be taken as coincidence. So, I have gotten this habit of yawning when the train delays when I want to get to my destination quickly. I also sometimes yawn when I see someone enjoying harassing me. Meanness is boring… Anyway, the delay was only 4 minutes and I made up for it by rushing up escalators twice, once hopping on to the second step. ;) ---

To f (12)

2012-01-24T00:37:00.002+09:00

It’s cold! Take care… :)

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-01-24T00:35:00.001+09:00

2012/01/23 (Mon)
I might be assigned to substitute and have a class (19:00- 19:50) after the 5 o’clock class today.

Went to bed a little before 0:30. Slept from 1:00-7:00 + 8:30-10:00 (6 + 1.5 hrs). Electric shocks to my head around 0:50. At 1:03, a shock and fit to my knee accompanied by huff. Pain in the back of my ears when woke up around 7:00. At 8:20, a fit to my lower body and a huff. At 8:28, a fit of my ankles.

No strange feelings now (15:02).

Had a class at Shibuya in the evening. I did not have the substitution class in the end. Came back to my station probably around 20:15. Stayed at the fast food restaurant till a little past 21:00. Bought some food and came home around 21:30.

I might be woken up early by crows tomorrow because it is snowing. Since I fed them on a morning of heavy snow two years ago, they seem to have taken it for granted that I supply food on a snowy day.

It’s 0:34. Trying to go to bed as soon as possible.

To f,
It’s cold! Take care… :)

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-01-23T12:18:00.008+09:00

2012/01/23 (Mon)
I might be assigned to substitute and have a class (19:00- 19:50) after the 5 o’clock class today.

(The rest is on the record dated 24th. http://junglecrowsister.blogspot.com/2012/01/supersonicelectronic-weapon_24.html There are two records dated 24th but the rest of the record of the 23rd is the first one. I made the record late at night on the 23rd but the time I put it on the web was already early hours of the 24th.)

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-01-22T15:58:00.003+09:00

2012/01/22 (Sun) Slept from 2:00-6:30 + 8:00-10:00 (4.5 + 2 hrs). Electric shocks when going to sleep. Also, a varieties of shocks and fits that persisted when trying to sleep again, one of which caused a fit of my head. When I woke/woke up around 10:00, a game-like noises was rather loud. Teeth felt funny, eyes flashy, noises in my head a little loud and wavy, and feeling of after-concussion after I got up.

It is now a little before 16:00. I’ll go to the fast food restaurant to get some sleep. I have been working till now but my brain does not work well. Swallowing things feels strange and I’m very sleepy. I think my sleep will be disturbed tonight again. So, I think I cannot help.

Slept for about 30 minutes (17:30-17:55) at the fast food restaurant. A weak shock in my head when I woke up. Worked till 20:00, bought food and medicine and got home around 20:30.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-01-22T00:43:00.001+09:00

2012/01/21 (Sat) Slept from 3:00-4:48 + 6:30-9:38 (2 + 3.5 hrs). Around 2:49, A shock to my head. At 4:48, A big fit of my right leg which shook my whole body. At 4:51, A fit of my left fingers, which were placed under my face. At 4:57, noises in my head were loud and wavy, which became suddenly quiet at 5:01.

Worked at Yotsuya from 13:30-19:10. Left the school around 19:30, came back to my station around 20:45, stayed at the fast food restaurant till around 21:30. Came home a little before 22:00. Now typing this around 0:42. Trying to go to bed as soon as possible though I might read…

To f (11)

2012-01-20T13:58:00.003+09:00

2012/01/18 (Wed)
Mentally, I’m fine.
Wishing people who are taking entrance exams, taking final exams, or writing thesis and people who have been kindly nice to me these days health and good luck. :)

2012/01/19 (Thu)
Did household work and now typing this record (at 13:40). I’m going out to the next station area to get a coffee pot. When I turned around bundled-up in my small kitchen, I accidentally touched my glass coffee pot placed on a low shelf and caused it to have a dive on to a one-coin-shop mug which was innocently stronger than it last night. I made coffee using a cooking pot this morning but because of its heavy weight it did not work well. I want to walk around for exercise anyway. :)

2012/01/20 (Fri)
---To f,
I hope you are fine, wishing you health and good luck. :)

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-01-20T13:57:00.003+09:00

2012/01/20 (Fri) Slept from 3:00-7:30 + 7:30-8:30 + 8:30-9:21 + 9:21-10:26 (4.5 + 1 + 1 + 1 hrs). Went to bed a little before 0:30 but incessant electric attacks to head prevented me from going to sleep. At 0:45 A big fit of my butt which shook the whole back of my body. At 1:00, I gave up trying to sleep early and got up, when a sound of somebody moving came from behind the wall of the next room. Surfed on the Net without purpose and drank hot milk and tried to sleep again around 2:00, when a noise which went Won Won Won Won continued for a while. It was loud when I was lying but when I got up it was hardly recognizable. At 2:29, beam-like sensation in my ear and a fit of my left hand, which was placed under my body had a fit. At the same time, a sound Gohn came from below. After that beam-lake sensations came several times. At 2:44, my upper body had a big fit. At 7:30 and 8:30, my head had a big fit. At 9:21, my right foot had a rather big fit. At 10:26, I woke up with either an attack or the sound from the construction site.

When cooking breakfast, I had a funny feeling in my head and teeth.

Now it’s a little before 14:00, I’m going to leave around 15:00 for the 19:00 lesson in Chofu It is a little bit early but I want to escape rush hour, and it’s snowing anyway…

---To f,
I hope you are fine, wishing you health and good luck. :)

Class Supplement, TOEFL Essay, One single object that represents your culture - partly rewritten -

2012-01-19T20:11:00.040+09:00

Writing Topic
There will be an exhibition in which every country in the world is represented by one single object. What would you choose to send in order to represent your country in the exhibition? Why would you choose that object to send to the exhibition?

☆Let’s think
For example, tea ceremony is not an object but a cultural activity while a huge teacup used in tea ceremonies is an object. Sushi is rather a food than an object. You cannot place a sushi in a showcase at an exhibition because it is perishable. A sushi replica which is placed in the window of a sushi-bar is an object that could represent Japan. A Toyota car or a Nintendo game machine is a single object that probably symbolizes Japan because those machines are the cream of our world-famous high-technology and Japanese culture.

A copy of The Tale of Genji cannot be the answer because its physical aspect, an object made of paper and ink, hardly has Japanese properties even though the content is a famous Japanese story that is considered to be the first novel in the world. Manga or anime is not an object but a form of Japanese pop culture or art.

Now, if carefully put, a copy of manga could be an object that represents Japan. It is true that its essence is the content, which is intangible and so is not an object, but still a copy of manga is really Japanese. Its physical characteristics and its existence itself reflect Japanese culture. The neat appearance of manga－the glossy cover and elaborate print－and its drawings, originating from Ukiyo-e woodprint, which can depict nuances of feelings are uniquely Japanese. The contents are not simple superhero stories but those which tell you or share with you something about life, people, or small things that count in daily life. Also, manga is full of word play, trivia, and other devices which show Japanese common sense, general knowledge, and tradition. Moreover, putting so much energy into producing just a comic book shows a tendency to be meticulous about rather nonessential or transient things for daily use, as seen in our treatment with other things like cell-phones with many functions and Japanese gardens, one of whose features is patterns on the sand. Last but not least, the fact that the word manga has become an English word shows that it cannot be replaced with the word comic and that its existence itself reflects some distinctive part of Japanese culture.

☆Ideas and expressions
♦industry: high technology, craftsmanship
→ related objects: Toyota car , Sony walkman, Nintendo game machine, Asimo

♦history and geography: isolated itself until 1868, militaristic/warlike, an island county
→ related objects: katana, tools to take fingerprints of foreigners at the airport

♦culture: the samurai culture, group-oriented, sensitive about feelings, polite, neat/well-organized, (extremely) punctual, well-disciplined, obsession with cleanliness, extremely aesthetic, detail-loving
→ related objects: katana, a large bowl for tea ceremony, high-tech toilet, a manga comic book, cell phone, kimono, furoshiki, kotatsu foot-warmer, miniature food replica, a lunch box set

☆The structure of the introduction
Perhaps writing a good essay introduction is most difficult for writing-test takers and the least energy should be spent on it during the TOEFL iBT essay writing, where you have to brainstorm, work on the structure, and develop each paragraph well, while minding your English, in 30 minutes. Therefore, making it a habit to begin an essay with the main idea and the summary of the body is the best and the most that most of us could do. However, if you have some time to spend on the first paragraph to make it more impressive, following its basic structure would be a good idea. Here is the basic structure of the introduction:

The basic structure of an essay introduction:
The hook: The first sentence which is put in a way to make the reader interested in your essay.
The explanation: The explanation of the background of the hook.
The main idea: The sentence which introduces what you want to say in the essay.

Examples:
a. ≪simile or metaphor≫
The hook: The impact of the computer is like that of electricity.
The explanation: Supply of electricity has totally changed all people’s lives, from dark to light, from tiresome to easy, or from unthinkable to possible, and opened a new era.
The main idea: Computers also have transformed the world dramatically into the one where we can no longer live without them, different lifestyles and new things are created, and more democratic society is possible.

b. ≪quote≫
The hook: Mark Twain said, “It’s easy to quit smoking. I’ve done it hundreds of times.”
The explanation: This shows that it is almost impossible for many smokers to quit smoking.
The main idea: To ban tobacco is to make many of these poor tobacco-addicts, including such great authors as Mark Twain, criminals. Thus, I am opposed to making smoking illegal.

c. ≪enigma or Zen≫
The hook: A heavy smoker’s family loses him twice.
The explanation: Long before he dies of a disease which seems to be related to this unhealthy habit of his, when they realize that they are helpless in making him quit smoking, they start a silent but desperate mourning of his early death. It is the same sadness that they share with families of drug addicts. It is the sadness to see him die day by day.
The main idea: Still, this is actually a minor aspect of the tragedy of tobacco. Even though it might be difficult to put in practice because of smokers’ feelings and economic circumstances, cigarettes should be made illegal to protect younger generations and to solve the problem of second-hand smoke.

d. ≪satire≫
The hook: No one would remember anymore that there was a best seller entitled “Japan as Number One” only three decades ago.
The explanation: Not only had we made a rapid recovery from the defeat of WWII, we had become the second biggest economy in the world, but now we are in decline.
The main idea: To represent the past and present of my country, I would send a SONY walkman to an exhibition where every country in the world is represented by one single object.

e. ≪joke≫
The hook: An English man once told me that he had thought Toyota was a British company for a long time.
The explanation: It is true that you see Toyota cars not only in England but everywhere on this planet.
The main idea: I would send a Toyota car as an object to represent my country Japan.

Your introduction:
The hook:

The explanation:

The main idea:

☆Essay for ideas and expressions
The underground dwarf world that appears in Scandinavian mythology always reminds me of my country Japan. It is the realm of small, cunning creatures that make magic items. If I were to choose one single object that symbolizes my country, I would choose a katana, Japanese sword. I think katana represents well-known characteristics of Japan: craftsmanship, the samurai culture, and the history of battles.

Katana is said to be the sharpest sword in the world and collectors find aesthetic pleasure in it, and this indicates our intense devotion to craftsmanship and beauty. Many people find perfectionism and love of details in things we make from traditional handicrafts to cutting-edge industrial products to Mom’s handmade daily lunch whose colorful, delicately-shaped ingredients are neatly arranged in a little lunch box. Our punctual transportation systems and stores with well-disciplined clerks who offer attentive services also seem to owe their origin in this tendency.

While carrying katana was made illegal long ago, the samurai-warrior culture is still dominant in Japan. Samurai dramas are popular. Business magazines often feature famous Japanese warlords and warriors to learn lessons from their deeds or tactics. Also, many katana-related expressions are alive in our language. To describe a sharp person, we use a more direct expression, “kireru,” cuts well. Crisp beer is “kire ga ii,” or cuts in a nice way. Shin-ken, which is usually used to mean being serious, also means real, not wooden, katana. Lay-off is “kubi-kiri,” cutting heads off and taking a drastic measure is “itto-ryodan,” cutting in half with a long sword. These and many other katana-related expressions are used in our everyday life, by both men and women, young and old. It seems that we are always wielding katana, in metaphor of course.

Katana reminds people of our warlike past. Most of our history is warlords' history. Also, it is a historical fact that Japanese invaded other countries, torturing and killing their civilians. Those who brutally killed women and children with military katana along with guns were not abnormal individuals but average Japanese, who later went home and spent the rest of their lives as gentle workers and family lovers. This fact shows that we can become ice-cold like a katana in certain situations. Although we are not the only people that have committed atrocities, it is more significant that we are one of them.

I do not think all the main features of Japan can be represented by a katana, which is a weapon and therefore has few elements to represent virtues of a people. However, I think our world-famous characteristics, “both militaristic and aesthetic” (Ruth Benedict, The Chrysanthemum and the Sword: patterns of Japanese culture), are symbolized by a katana, which is a top-class artwork and relentlessly sharp.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-01-19T14:04:00.005+09:00

2012/01/19 (Thu) Slept from 1:00-7:00 + 7:10-8:40 (6 +1.5 hrs). I do not remember being attacked when going to sleep after reading Michael Moore’s book (I couldn’t stop…too intriguing) At 7:06, a noise which sounded like a chair being moved on a wooden floor came from right below my foot. At 8:37, a big fit which swayed my head front to back woke me up. Between 8:37 and 9:05, when I was awake lying on my mattress came beam-like sensations between ears came several times. At, 9:05, the same kind of chair-moving noise came from the nest room.

Did household work and now typing this record (at 13:40). I’m going out to the next station area to get a coffee pot. When I turned around bundled-up in my small kitchen, I accidentally touched my glass coffee pot placed on a low shelf and caused it to have a dive on to a one-coin-shop mug which was innocently stronger than it last night. I made coffee using a cooking pot this morning but because of its heavy weight it did not work well. I want to walk around for exercise anyway. :)

Came home from the next station with a new coffee pot and one-coin goods around 18:00.
Worked on class supplements till now (22:35). I’ll eat and go to bed as soon as possible.

The hours of tomorrow’s class in Chofu has been changed from 18:00-19:20 to 19:00-20:20, so probably I would not be able to be back at my station to drop by the fast food restaurant.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-01-18T23:09:00.002+09:00

2012/01/18 (Wed) Slept from 2:30-4:30 + 6:00-9:00 + 9:00-9:40 (2 + 3 + 0.5 hrs).Went to bed around 2:00 and incessant electric shocks to my head came several times. Woke up with a fit to of my head around 4:30. Lay in bed but couldn’t sleep till around 6:00. At 9:04, my feet had a big fit. At 9:47, when I was drowsing sitting on my mattress, my upper body had a big fit. After this, I got up.

Worked on class supplements on my PC at home by day. I was ready to leave if I felt funny in the head, but I did not feel it.

In the evening, I tried taking a nap but was not able to sleep a second. Right after I went to bed at 18:00, I got a fit in my right foot and later a beam-like sensation in my head. It was at 18:11 that I gave up and got up.

Went out for grocery shopping to the station supermarket after that, came back, cooked, took a bath, and writing this now at 22:51. I’ll eat dinner after finishing this and go to bed before midnight.

Although usually my face is made of rubber, I feel numb, adding that, feels as if the center of my head had become a wood as dense as a baseball bat today, and I’m very sleepy. If I cannot sleep well tonight again, I’ll go to the fast food shop at the station and try to take a nap there tomorrow.

Mentally, I’m fine.
Wishing people who are taking entrance exams, taking final exams, or writing thesis and people who have been kindly nice to me these days health and good luck. :)

Class Supplement, TOEFL Essay, Is watching TV a useful or enjoyable way of spending time? - partly rewritten -

2012-01-18T14:45:00.022+09:00

Writing Topic
Some people think watching television is enjoyable and educational, while others think it is a complete waste of time to watch television. Do you think watching TV is a useful or enjoyable way of spending time?

☆Let’s think
“A” useful or enjoyable way of spending time means that, although it is not “the” best, it is as useful or enjoyable as activities that are considered good. What are useful and enjoyable ways of spending time? What do you usually do when you have some free time and try not to waste it? Do you read, listen to music, watch a movie, work out, do something creative like painting, or hang around with your family or friends? Is watching TV as worth spending your precious time on as other choices?

☆Ideas and Expressions
♦Waste of Time
1. not a good information source anymore: The amount of information provided by TV for a particular length of time is smaller compared to that of newspapers, magazines, books, and the Internet, which provide detailed information and allow you to skip advertisements. You passively receive the information the TV station has selected according to ratings, popularity votes, which are not always good or right. Information on the Internet is now updated by the minute. Also, there are more informative, thought-provoking, and even enjoyable independent online news shows and information sites. Besides, social media such as WikiLeaks, Twitter, and Facebook often outshine any media in terms of providing truth and latest developments of an important event
2. passive: Not interactive, TV watching requires little creativity, so it dulls your mind.
3. mind-numbing: TV can make you narrow-minded or brainwashed because it is sponsored by corporations, which can manipulate the content and put emphasis on advertisements. For example, you might develop desire for needless goods or come to follow fashion trends obsessively, not aware of what is really going on in the world.
♦Useful or Enjoyable
1. Some special programs such as live broadcasts of sporting events, documentaries, and language programs are hardly available elsewhere. e.g. language program, documentary
2. Popular TV programs or ads provide conversation pieces, which are good icebreakers.
3. One good thing about TV watching is that it allows you to learn things that you did not intend to. By keeping TV on or zapping channels, you can come across interesting people, useful information, or moving stories. It is like taking a walk in an unfamiliar neighborhood and find a lovely garden or sitting among strangers and hear an eye-opening story. The Internet, which is made to be used to search for specific information of your choice, allows this to happen less often.
4. As long as you keep an eye on how you use it, TV can be an inexpensive, handy tool for fun.

☆One-paragraph essay
Sample
【Main Idea = Outline】
In moderation, watching TV is useful and enjoyable.
【Good/Bad point 1】
TV-watching is useful for spending time with others because it is inclusive.
【Good/Bad point 2】
Technology has made TV a home theater.
【Counterargument & Counter-counterargument】
Although most programs are boring at best, some are good or educational and are only on TV. Also, while it is true that TV is addictive and you could waste your precious time, just as alcohol and gambling are enjoyable unless you indulge yourself in them too much, watching TV can be enjoyable for most people.
【Conclusion = Wrap-up】
TV can provide a good time if used wisely.

Your one paragraph essay
【Main Idea = Outline】

【Good/Bad point 1】

【Good/Bad point 2】

【Counterargument & Counter-counterargument】

【Conclusion = Wrap-up】

☆Paragraph development
Sample
【Main Idea】 TV-watching is useful for spending time with others because it is inclusive.
【Explanation】 Unlike the Internet, where each click reflects the taste of the user―a gamer and a non-gamer cannot spend an hour together in front of a computer, for instance―you can usually share the content of TV with others and with anyone.
【Detail / Example】 You can enjoy an evening with your family or friends watching a news program, a music show, a drama, or a sporting event, exchanging thoughts and feelings.
【More Specific Detail / Example】 TV is especially useful when you spend time with someone you know little about. You do not have to worry about likes and dislikes of the stranger once you have chosen a popular program, and in time you can pick up a conversation piece from the content of the program, say, the latest costume of a popular singer or a succor game result.
【Counterargument & Counter-counterargument】If the person says that the only program he watches is FoxNews, you could just watch that ultra-right-wing news show with him and learn what kind of people the Right are.
【Conclusion】 TV is a good medium for relationship-building.

Note: Start with a short and simple sentence and elaborate on the idea in the next one: a simple main idea (topic sentence) and a longer explanation, and a simple example and a more specific example or two. Of course starting with the main idea with expressions for transition like “Another good thing about having a TV set in your room is that” or “Last but not the least” is a good idea and these expressions can sometimes be long and complicated, but the core of the main idea should be short and simple so that you can make the point clearly. Very often, we lose our point by being particular about details at the beginning of the paragraph, so, if you are not the type that can produce a perfect work just by typing what comes up to your mind, I would recommend making it simple first and focus on the details later. A main idea (topic sentence) is the pillar of the paragraph to which you attach other parts (details). Making it straight and firm would be safe in an academic test writing.

Now let’s practice paragraph development.
Choose one of the reasons you have come up with, make it the main idea, and develop it using the following form. As this is a sketch of a part of your real essay, use simple words and sentences for supporting details and focus on the logic and ideas.

【Main Idea】

【Explanation】

【Detail / Example】

【More Specific Detail / Example】

【Counterargument & Counter-counterargument】

【Conclusion】

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-01-17T23:15:00.002+09:00

2012/01/17 (Tue) Slept from 1:00-2:30 +2:40-4:40 +8:00-9:20-10:30 (1.5 + 2 + 1.5 + 1 hrs.) For a reason I do not know, YouTube downloading was as fast as before last night ― today, as sluggish as these says, so I spent 30 more minutes in front of my PC before going to bed. Boiler-like noise from outside when I went to bed around 0:30. Also, alarm clock sound from 202 and incessant electric attacks to my head and flashy eyes till I fell asleep probably around 1:00. When I woke up around 4:40, noises in my head were loud and wavy. Around 6:00, A big it to my hip, the side under my body and a beam-like sensation in the ear which was the side under my head. At 6:13, a beam-like sensation in the ear which was the upper side and accompanied a sound Goh from the next room. At 6:18, the ear which was the under side of my head had a beam-like sensation. At 6:20, my right hand, placed under my body had a fit. After that till 6:20, my right ear, which was under my head, had beam-like sensations twice.
I gave up trying to sleep, read Michael Moore’s book till around 7:30, and tried to sleep again. Around I think there were attacks till I fell asleep again around 8:00 though I was too tired to take notes. Around 9:20, my right leg and a very big fit and I woke up. After waking up around 10:30, I was lying with my eyes closed and my legs had a very big fit. It was like something exploded in my legs.

Feeling of after-concussion till several hours after getting up, but got better in the evening.

Went to Chofu for a 5 o’clock private lesson, which starts 17:30 from nest week, came back to my station around 20:00, stayed at the fast food shop till 21:50, and came home.

I feel fine now. :)

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-01-16T22:29:00.001+09:00

2012/01/16 (Mon) Slept from 1:30-4:30-6:30-9:30 (3 + 2 + 3 hrs). I do not remember being attacked although I woke up twice in between. Noises in my head were normal when I woke up.

Had a 5 o’clock class at Shibuya and worked on students’ essays at the fast food restaurant at my station from around 20::00-21:00. Bought eggs and yogurt and came home.

When I was walking down stairs to take out recycling things after coming home, a man who looked like in his 30s, middle height, middle weight, rather long straight hair, egg-shaped face, came through the gate and reached the door of the Room 101, one below mine. He noticed I was watching and bowed, saying something. I bowed but did not say anything, since I have been suspecting those electric shocks come not only from the next room (202) but also from the room below (101). He soon went into the room. I took out the plastic bottles and came home. I couldn’t see his face. (I became near-sighted and astigmatic about eight years ago and my eyesight changes depending on my condition.)

Had a headache all day, bought and took a cold medicine before going into the restaurant and feel better now (22:17). Trying to go to bed before midnight.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-01-15T21:34:00.002+09:00

2012/01/15 (Sun) Slept from 1:00-4:00 +6:00-8:00 (3 + 2 hrs). Went to bed and did not read but was not able to go to sleep because of attacks. (0:59 - On after another came electric shocks accompanied by the sound Goh and zapping noise in my head. Woke up with loud and wavy noise in my head and flashy eyes, which subsided 10minutes after I shifted the place of my body. A big fit of my right leg and my butt at 5:17. A big fit of my hand placed under my body lying face under at 5:35. A fit of my right shoulder at 5:39. The sound Goh came together from below. At 5:45, a beam-like sensation between ears, whose holes I had put light bulbs, when I my hole head was under futon. After waking up again, I was half asleep sitting, when a dry noise someone moved came from behind the wall of the next room. Then someone sounded like moving toward the front door. I thought of trying to sleep again, but I had a feeling that someone else was still behind the wall, and gave up the idea and got up.

I thought of staying home and do my job at home, but gave up the idea because when I was practicing speaking English and sitting in front of my mirror between 14:00-14:40, I got funny feelings in my head. I also had a feeling that I heard someone behind the wall say, “Aho (idiot),” and made foot step noises when I was leaving home.

Marked essays and prepared for classes at the fast food restaurant at the station from 15:00-19:30. Slept for about 30 minutes probably between 15:55 and 16:30, during which I had beam-like sensations lightly twice and had a rather big fit of my right shoulder, which woke me up, once.

Did grocery shopping, came home, worked on class supplement, and finished writing this record now (21:33). I’ll try to go to bed early.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-01-14T23:12:00.001+09:00

2012/01/14 (Sat) Slept from 2:00-5:30 (3.5 hrs). Awake till 2:00 not because of attacks but because of reading. I read to make my eyes tired but the book (Michael Moore’s autobiographical stories) was too intriguing to stop. A small zap and shock in my ear when going to sleep. Loud and wavy noises in my head woke me up around 5:30. After that I was not unable to sleep till around 8:00 and then prevented from sleeping till 10:00. Around 8:30, noises in my head became louder and wavy. Around 9:51, rather strong shocks to head accompanied by zapping sensation and a noise Goh that seemed to come from below came twice.

Had lessons at Yotusya from 13:30 to 18:55. Left school around 19:15. Came back to my station around 20:30 and stayed at the fast food restaurant till a little past 22:00.

Very sleepy.

To f (10)

2012-01-14T07:33:00.006+09:00

When you have time, please come see me at the fast food restaurant (Lotteria) at my station (Aoto). I'll be sure to go there after work (on Mon, Tue, Fri, and Sat) and stay there at least till 21:00. :)

Correction: Not on Friday because of the schedule change. (2012/01/19)

Memo: I’ve been assigned the following regular classes for the spring break term.
3/12(月）、19（月）、26（月）、4/2（月）、4/9（月）
1900-2040 TOEFL Test Writing at Shibuya

3/17(土）、24（土）、31（土）、4/7（土）、4/14（土）
1330-1530 TOEFL Test Skills & Test Writing, 1630-17:40 TOEIC Reading I, 1745-1855 TOEIC Reading II at Yotsuya

I don’t think I will be able to drop by the fast food restaurant on my way back, as I have made a rule, on Mondays above. (2012/03/02)

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-01-13T22:37:00.005+09:00

2012/01/13 (Fri) Slept from 1:00-5:00 + 6:30-10:00 (4 + 3.5 hrs). Forgot to put an LED in my ear hole. A very big fit of the whole body right after I started to try to go to sleep. Noises in my head were loud and wavy and eyes were flashy when I woke up around 5:00. Noises in my head became quiet 20 minutes after I shifted my head to a different point on my bed. When I was lying on my bed awake after waking up again around 10:00, a zap came to my head and my left leg had a rather big fit.

Around 14:00, before going out, I was working on my class supplement and had stated concentrating, and the moment I got to the second paper, a whisper or chuckle that seemed mocking, sounding like “Aho” or “Baka” came from behind the wall next to where I was sitting (a table with the PC screen). Maybe I was imagining. I don’t know.

Prepared for tomorrow’s classes at the fast food shop from 14:00-5:30, took copies, and went home.

Opened my PC after I came back. Ate late lunch and worked for another 2.5 hrs.

Got brighter mini light bulbs to put into my ear holes.

Trying to go to bed early because tomorrow’s class starts a little earlier than other classes (13:30).

--- To f,
When you have time, please come see me at the fast food restaurant (Lotteria) at my station (Aoto). I'll be sure to go there after work (on Mon, Tue, Fri, and Sat) and stay there at least till 21:00. :)

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-01-12T22:19:00.002+09:00

2012/01/12 (Thu) Slept from 1:00-5:00 + 6:00-9:30 (4 + 3.5 hrs). Electric shocks accompanied by the sound Goh hit my ears and head. When I was trying to sleep again after I woke up around 5:00, electric alarm clock went off repeatedly, probably in the room below, so I wore earmuffs. When I woke up, noises in my head were loud and wavy. A faint game/car-like noise.

Studied at the fast food restaurant from around 15:00 to 18:30. Dropped by the station ice cream shop. There is a lady, who seems to be in her sixties, I like and I sometimes go see her face, especially during winter and when the place is not crowded.

In the evening, I worked on PC, mainly rewriting one of my essays for a class supplement related a topic concerning a research center for either business or agriculture.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-01-11T22:41:00.003+09:00

2012/01/11 (Wed) Slept from 3:00-7:30 (4.5 hrs) Although I went to bed around 2:30, attacks kept me awake till around 3:00. Noises in my head were loud and wavy when I woke up around 7:30. I shifted my head to another point and in 20 minutes the noises became a little quieter and less wavy. I stayed in bed trying to sleep again but electric shocks, which seemed to come from below, and fits kept me awake. I got up around 9:30.

I’m trying to go to bed early today. Going to bed after 2:00 is not good for health. I have been thinking the attacks will keep me awake till late and have got this habit of sitting up late, but maybe it is good to give it a try. For this purpose, I did not take a nap. Very sleepy all day. I kept yawning especially after 18:00. It’s past 22:30 now. I’ll eat and go to bed before 0:00.

To f (9)

2012-01-11T00:31:00.009+09:00

Yesterday, on my way from work, I saw a person who looked like you near my station. A tall, slim person with the same hair-cut as you had last summer. He was standing with his male friend near a corner in front of my station, looking at his phone. Although I could see his silhouette clearly, I couldn’t see his face as he was in the dark. I passed him once, and returned because he stunningly resembled you. When I was approaching him he looked at me a second－again I couldn’t see his face, turned to his mate, and probably said something. His mate, who seemed to be a really nice person, replied by saying, “気になるからでしょ。’Cause you caught her attention, you know.” When I went really close, he made a funny gesture, which in retrospect looked like that of C-3PO in Star Wars, with his back facing me, making his friend laugh and do the same, and I just passed them. After walking 20 meters or so, I looked back, the two were looking, and he stepped back into the dark. And I left.

One thing that he was different from you was that he lacked your voice. He kept silent all the time. It is surprising that a person who looked exactly like you was 10% f without your voice. I miss your voice.

--- I’m not going to write about how I feel about your face and character in front of other people―blogging is talking about part of your secret openly―for the same reason that I am not going to give the look to a stranger, right? :)

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-01-11T00:27:00.011+09:00

2012/01/10 (Tue) Slept from 3:00-6:13 + 8:30-10:30 (3 + 2 hrs). Went to bed around 2:00 but kept awake by electric shocks. One of them caused a fit of my left leg (around 2:20). Strong shocks to my head several times. Between 6:13 and around 8:30, electric shocks. Around 8:00 a big shock and fit to my left leg. Also, a loud female cough near the next house when I was trying to sleep again.

I had had the impression that I was going to have a class in Chofu because it seemed so through the procedure of having a trial last month and being informed that the student had signed near the end of the month, but it turned out that the private lesson was going to start next Tuesday, and another on Friday.

Worked on my students’ essays at the fast food shop from around 17:30 to 21:00. Today, many other people were working there and making louder noises than mine. I don’t think I have to fix my noise-making habit anymore. :)

To f,
Yesterday, on my way from work, I saw a person who looked like you near my station. A tall, slim person with the same hair-cut as you had last summer. He was standing with his male friend near a corner in front of my station, looking at his phone. Although I could see his silhouette clearly, I couldn’t see his face as he was in the dark. I passed him once, and returned because he stunningly resembled you. When I was approaching him he looked at me a second－again I couldn’t see his face, turned to his mate, and probably said something. His mate, who seemed to be a really nice person, replied by saying, “気になるからでしょ。’Cause you caught her attention, you know.” When I went really close, he made a funny gesture, which in retrospect looked like that of C-3PO in Star Wars, with his back facing me, making his friend laugh and do the same, and I just passed them. After walking 20 meters or so, I looked back, the two were looking, and he stepped back into the dark. And I left.

One thing that he was different from you was that he lacked your voice. He kept silent all the time. It is surprising that a person who looked exactly like you was 10% f without your voice. I miss your voice.

--- I’m not going to write about how I feel about your face and character in front of other people―blogging is talking about part of your secret openly―for the same reason that I am not going to give the look to a stranger, right? :)

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-01-10T00:04:00.003+09:00

2012/01/09 (Mon) Slept from 2:00-7:00 + 9:30-10:40 (5 + 1.3 hrs) Electric shocks for 30 minutes before going to sleep around 2:00. Loud noises in my head woke me up around 7:00. after that incessant shocks and fits till fall asleep again around 9:30. I woke up around 10:40 when a delivery man rang the bell. The details are as follows. I was sitting with my upper body bent, face down, and when I was about to fall asleep, rather strong electric shock came to my head. around 8:00, electric shocks. At 8:15, The whole back got a strong fit. A sound Goh accompanied. It seemed to come from below the floor. At 8:34, A big fit of my left shoulder and left leg. At 8:40, a big fit of my whole body. At 8:40, a fit of my right leg. At 8:43, a big fit of my left shoulder. At 8:45, a dry hard noise that something moved behind the wall in the next room and at the same time, I felt a beam-like sensation in my head and heard a zipping noise. At 9:22,a fit of my whole body.

Went to Shibuya for a class that started at 17:00. When I arrived the office a little before 16:30, “Cold as Ice (Foreigner)” was on the stereo set. I could not manage time well and the class took 27 minutes longer. I left school around 19:10. Took Hanzomon-line and was on it until it reached Kudanshita, when I realized that I had left a file I kept essays of my students. I got back to the school, picked up the file, and came back to my station. It was already past 20:30. I did grocery shopping and went home.

Supersonic/Electronic Weapon 不特定多数による長期にわたる原因不明の嫌がらせ（６）

2012-01-08T23:23:00.000+09:00

2012/01/08 (Sun) Slept from 2:00-5:00 +7:00-9:30 + 17:55-18:25 (3 + 2.5 + 1 nap hrs). I do not remember if there were electric attacks when I went to bed. When I woke up around 5:00 and drowsed till 5:30, noises in my head were loud and wavy and the game/car-like noise was faintly heard, and somewhere between the houses, a mobile phone beeped in the next room and noises in my head became quiet and the game/car-like noise stopped. When I was going to sleep again around 7:00, electric shocks and fits occurred. When I got up around 9:30, noises in my head were loud and wavy.

While I was proof reading an essay one of my students wrote in front of my PC for about, the funny feeling in my teeth started. I sat there for about 20 minutes. After concentrating for a while, I noticed the feeling. (Now while I am typing this record, the funny feeling started.)

I went to the fast food shop at the station and stayed there from around 17:00 to 20:30. I took a nap between 17:55-18:25. No fits occurred, although once I felt a beam-like feeling in my head when a young woman made a noise with her shoe when she stood up. I slept well and felt good after the nap. I worked on my students essays.

I realized I make noises when I handle things, like when I flip a sheet of paper or put a pen on the table, especially when I am concentrating. I should be careful not to make noises. This habit might make me sound angry or irritated.

To f (8)

2012-01-08T00:09:00.003+09:00

To f,
My accounts are full of negative records, but I am all right. I have been feeling fine these days. :)
I hope you are fine, too…